Behind locked doors
My mind and body struggle
My hands remember touching you
Hard and lean and velvet
My eyes in dreams still feast
upon your every line
My mouth still presses yours
and explores yours and
ventures so much further than I
ever truly dared
but so often wish I had
I can feel you on my body
Your breath on my neck
Your mouth on my breast,
my stomach, my thighs
and so much deeper
Your hands all over me,
in my hair and on my skin
Blazing trails of freezing fire
Possessing all that I so willingly gave
I can feel you inside of me
Pain and pleasure intertwined
Bursting forth in waves of the uncontrollable
Building up in anticipation of
that final moment
Which never once truly came
(Dreams improve reality)
The man you seemed for moments
Gone
Yet memories go on
Again and again
You bring me to the point
of No Return
Leave me there
to wither and die
While you light up your cigarette
and move on
My mind has won again
Reminding my body
Who you truly are
All the things you've done
Who with
Your touch seems repulsive
once more
Thank god
Heather Dawn Morrison