Am feeling the way I do
I don't know why
When I am with him
I find myself
Thinking of you
I don't know how you
Suddenly took control of my heart
I don't know why my
Insides ache
Each time that we
Must part
I only know that as I stand there
Encircled in his arms
I see you
Your face comes to me
And I hear your voice
As you tell me of your love
But I know he loves me
And I know that I love him
And yet somehow
You have made your way
Into my heart
And I pull toward you
Against my will
I refuse to hurt him
It is not his fault
But I don't want to hurt you
Either
But each time I stand
With him
And see you across the way
And our eyes meet
And I know how you feel
Your eyes say it for you
You need not speak a word
I think he knows
Something is wrong
But he tries to hide it
You are so understanding
For through it all
You have not tried
To take advantage of
My confusion
You both deserve me
But only one of you
Can have me
And with you there are
No guarantees
But I know he will be there
Forever
So I cannot risk
Losing him
But in keeping him
I lose you
Either way
I lose
Heather Dawn Morrison
age 15