BACK �I�m sorry.�

I have the stupidest friends.  Matt isn�t even my friend!  Why� ugh, damn Ryan for making me meet all his overprotective, horny friends.

�Don�t.  It�s not your fault you have protective friends.�

He smiled at me.  A real smile.  A now-I�m-going-to-melt-into-the-floor-because-of-it smile.

�Plus, I should have expected it considering you have all these guys around you all the time and� you�re you.  I�ve threatened to kick my own ass if I hurt you.�
*
She started laughing at that.  A slip of my tongue and I brought that smile, the melodic laughter all back.

�Well, there�s no need for that.�

A wicked gleam took over her eyes.  Ooohh, I could get used to that too.

�I�ll kick your ass if you hurt me.�

Before I could stop myself, I shrugged and the words spilled from my mouth.

�Not like that would be much of a punishment.  I�d enjoy it too much.�

*
He did not just say that!

I couldn�t stop the laughter or the blush that consumed me.

How much jail time would I get for kidnapping him?

Calming down just enough to get a few words out of my mouth, I bit my lip.

�Well then.  I�ll remember to bring my handcuffs.�
*
I had to fight to keep the groan silent, images I�d been fighting just a few hours earlier pouring back into my head.  How in hell did this conversation go from completely innocent and polite to saturated in sexual innuendos?

�I guess you will.�

Her eyes sparkled behind the lenses of her glasses.

Damn straight.  I knew I could get it to come back.  Didn�t think I�d have to allow her to glimpse a small part of my sexual fantasies to do it� but hell, whatever works.

�But I am sorry that I have outspoken friends.  I can only imagine that what was said when you were trapped with three of them was much worse than death threats.  I should have known better to leave you alone with them.  They�  think they�re bigger men than what they are.�

I held up my hand to stop what ever other apologies might come.

�Don�t worry about it.  It�s cool.  I do the exact same thing to my sisters - terrorize any boy that enters our house even if they are �just a friend�.�

I watched her slide one hand across the table until it met mine, a finger tracing the veins and tendons that showed on the top.

�So it doesn�t bother you?�

Her eyes avoiding mine.  Voice hesitant.  There�s something more to that question than what�s at face value.  But what?

�What right do I have for it to bother me?�

Her eyes lifted until they met mine.

*
He�s right.

What right did he have?

Why did I even ask that?

I love how blue his eyes are.

�Would it be completely wrong for me to tell you how much I missed you?�

He smiled.

�No because I missed you just as much.�

This is me melting into the booth.

And this is me, falling completely in love with this random man with a killer smile named Nick.
*
Her eyes went back towards the table, her fingers resuming their tracing of my hand.

The sparkle had faded again.  As soon as I told her I missed her, it faded.  Why?  I would think she�d be� not necessarily happy to hear that, but� feeling something positive knowing that I missed her while she missed me.

Turning my hand over, I gently wrapped my fingers around hers, slowly bringing it up to my lips.  Her eyes followed.

I love her hands.  They�re so� small, delicate.  Completely different from mine.  Silver polish on her not-too-long nails.

Brushing her knuckles against my lips, I met her eyes afraid to find tears in them because of something I�d said.

�What�s wrong Kara?�

*
What is wrong with you, Kara?!

Oh yeah, I�ve ceased to breathe again.

Why must he be so damn sweet?!

�I�m fine.�

Running his thumb over my knuckles, I tried to pull my self from his gaze, failing horribly.

�Liar.�

What?  Did he seriously just call me that?

�If you follow that up with �sinner� or �liars go to hell�, I will slap you.�

Now it was his turn to look confused.

�What?  Why would I say that?�

Pulling my hand from his grasp, I removed my glasses and rubbed my face to get my mind to stop spinning.  Returning the frames to my face, I smiled, hoping this would change our conversation subject.

�Zach.  He says that.  At random, he�ll call me a liar after something I�ve said and then precede to tell me I�m a sinner or that liars go to hell.  It can go on forever.  You just sounded like him for a second.�

He nodded slowly, still incredibly confused.

Change subject, change subject, change subject.

�But you�re still lying.  Something�s wrong.�

Damn.
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