| BACK | �I�m sorry.� I have the stupidest friends. Matt isn�t even my friend! Why� ugh, damn Ryan for making me meet all his overprotective, horny friends. �Don�t. It�s not your fault you have protective friends.� He smiled at me. A real smile. A now-I�m-going-to-melt-into-the-floor-because-of-it smile. �Plus, I should have expected it considering you have all these guys around you all the time and� you�re you. I�ve threatened to kick my own ass if I hurt you.� * She started laughing at that. A slip of my tongue and I brought that smile, the melodic laughter all back. �Well, there�s no need for that.� A wicked gleam took over her eyes. Ooohh, I could get used to that too. �I�ll kick your ass if you hurt me.� Before I could stop myself, I shrugged and the words spilled from my mouth. �Not like that would be much of a punishment. I�d enjoy it too much.� * He did not just say that! I couldn�t stop the laughter or the blush that consumed me. How much jail time would I get for kidnapping him? Calming down just enough to get a few words out of my mouth, I bit my lip. �Well then. I�ll remember to bring my handcuffs.� * I had to fight to keep the groan silent, images I�d been fighting just a few hours earlier pouring back into my head. How in hell did this conversation go from completely innocent and polite to saturated in sexual innuendos? �I guess you will.� Her eyes sparkled behind the lenses of her glasses. Damn straight. I knew I could get it to come back. Didn�t think I�d have to allow her to glimpse a small part of my sexual fantasies to do it� but hell, whatever works. �But I am sorry that I have outspoken friends. I can only imagine that what was said when you were trapped with three of them was much worse than death threats. I should have known better to leave you alone with them. They� think they�re bigger men than what they are.� I held up my hand to stop what ever other apologies might come. �Don�t worry about it. It�s cool. I do the exact same thing to my sisters - terrorize any boy that enters our house even if they are �just a friend�.� I watched her slide one hand across the table until it met mine, a finger tracing the veins and tendons that showed on the top. �So it doesn�t bother you?� Her eyes avoiding mine. Voice hesitant. There�s something more to that question than what�s at face value. But what? �What right do I have for it to bother me?� Her eyes lifted until they met mine. * He�s right. What right did he have? Why did I even ask that? I love how blue his eyes are. �Would it be completely wrong for me to tell you how much I missed you?� He smiled. �No because I missed you just as much.� This is me melting into the booth. And this is me, falling completely in love with this random man with a killer smile named Nick. * Her eyes went back towards the table, her fingers resuming their tracing of my hand. The sparkle had faded again. As soon as I told her I missed her, it faded. Why? I would think she�d be� not necessarily happy to hear that, but� feeling something positive knowing that I missed her while she missed me. Turning my hand over, I gently wrapped my fingers around hers, slowly bringing it up to my lips. Her eyes followed. I love her hands. They�re so� small, delicate. Completely different from mine. Silver polish on her not-too-long nails. Brushing her knuckles against my lips, I met her eyes afraid to find tears in them because of something I�d said. �What�s wrong Kara?� * What is wrong with you, Kara?! Oh yeah, I�ve ceased to breathe again. Why must he be so damn sweet?! �I�m fine.� Running his thumb over my knuckles, I tried to pull my self from his gaze, failing horribly. �Liar.� What? Did he seriously just call me that? �If you follow that up with �sinner� or �liars go to hell�, I will slap you.� Now it was his turn to look confused. �What? Why would I say that?� Pulling my hand from his grasp, I removed my glasses and rubbed my face to get my mind to stop spinning. Returning the frames to my face, I smiled, hoping this would change our conversation subject. �Zach. He says that. At random, he�ll call me a liar after something I�ve said and then precede to tell me I�m a sinner or that liars go to hell. It can go on forever. You just sounded like him for a second.� He nodded slowly, still incredibly confused. Change subject, change subject, change subject. �But you�re still lying. Something�s wrong.� Damn. |
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| Part Two |
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| Cont. ->>>> |
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