January 20, 2003 (22:04est) - I might have grown some balls today
Or I really didn�t, and I�m just going to pretend I did since I accidentally had some sort of contact with her today.
Let�s see� my day started off with a lit class that involved analyzing this book I haven�t read yet. I should probably do that before Wednesday or at least cliff note it, so I don�t fail whatever test thing Jamison decides to give us. Class itself was interesting as usual. Some guy actually had the nerve to challenge Skye. Then again, she was really nice to the kid - nothing like when she and Jamison go at it. She�ll start yelling at him, but she was being nice and sweet and� well, not scary.
I aim-ed her halfway through class out of nowhere and just asked her to keep Jamison talking since I hadn�t done the reading. She almost lost track of the conversation, I think. I don�t know. Whatever her reaction, it was the first time I�d ever attempted to communicate with her, so I guess it was a step in the right direction.
The rest of my day was same ol� same ol�. Had our final �practice� before first cuts are posted tomorrow. I felt good about it considering the weather was pretty bad and my arm was acting up. I�m not too concerned about getting cut this time around. It�s the final cuts I�m a little worried about.
I didn�t feel like homework. Some random girl told me to go downstairs because someone sent me a package. Ended up running into Skye again. Literally. Pretty much plowed her and her laundry down when I turned the corner. She was reading her psych book at the time, so it�s not completely my fault, but I still felt bad. I helped her put all her clothes back into her basket and found myself picking up a thong that looked� like it belonged in someone�s floor. I don�t mean to stereotype, but she a smart girl, sorta nerdy in a really interesting way. I wouldn�t have ever pegged her as one to have sexy lingerie. Maybe someone bought it for her?
Why am I even thinking about this?! What does it matter that she has a dark blue lacy thong?
--total subject change needed--
Anyway, she wished me good luck with the cuts tomorrow, and I went back to tell her that Rob had been looking for her for homework help. Kasey opened the door and she sorta half-tumbled into her room. Felt it was my cue to leave, so I did. Just sorta disappeared without saying goodbye or anything. Not that it matters. She didn�t even know my name - referred to me as �new guy.�
Got my mail from downstairs and I�m now the proud owner of a PS2 I bought off of ebay. Gotta love the internet.
Did some homework or at least attempted it. My head wasn�t cooperating with me at all, so I went running and then came back to take a shower. Rob showed up a little later with the slip of paper the messenger girl had given me. Told me Skye had found it in her laundry, which of course led to me �explaining� our encounter. I just told him that I ran into her again, and I helped her get her stuff back together. �Cause that�s really all that happened. He would have just read into anything else, and there�s nothing to read into.
I�m just interested in getting to know her since everyone speaks so highly of her. Alec seems to nearly be in love with the girl, and I�ve known him for ages� And Rob talks about her like she�s his sister or something. They�re always together. Just curious to know what�s so amazing about her.
Now to attempt sleep.
COMMENTS:
-bombshell83- So you�re saying you didn�t have balls before? (Jan. 21, 2003 - 13:54est)
What would that have made you before? Are you really my older sister? **is sick**
- she was being nice and sweet and� well, not scary. -
So you have a crush on this girl that you think is scary? That�s sick.
- What does it matter that she has a dark blue lacy thong? -
I can tell you that, just from you describing it with more than one adjective, you are very happily obsessed with the idea of this Skye girl having a thong that �belongs in someone�s floor.�
- referred to me as �new guy.� -
Did you ever consider that maybe she was flirting with you and she *does* know your name?
- Just curious to know what�s so amazing about her. -
Or you just want the opportunity to see that thong in your floor.
pimptastic69 - thongs? sweeeeet (Jan. 21, 2003 - 14:59est)
man, this girl is much too much work. i'm tellin� ya. get her out of your head and go get laid by a little freshman new girl, who wants a piece of your cute blonde ass.
- Why am I even thinking about this?! -
BECAUSE IT�S A THONG!!! the greatest thing invented EVER! this almost redeems the girl, but not quite. the thong means she�ll sleep with you, but you have to get past the smart part of her, and that�s just going to take too damn long.
- My head wasn�t cooperating with me at all, -
that�s because it was still concentrating on the thong. i bet the shower was cold.
i'm glad you�ve finally grown some balls �cause, by the sound of this entire post, you�re gonna be playing with �em a lot unless you find yourself a not-so-smart girl. especially if you keep thinking about the thong.
THONG THONG THONG THONG!!!
BaseballAce_8 - Re: So you�re saying� (Jan. 21, 2003 - 17:19est)
Let�s not even think about that.
I don�t have a crush on her. I just want to know what�s so interesting about her. And she�s only scary in our lit class. She�s really sweet.
Because I happen to be descriptive automatically makes me obsessed with her underwear?
No, I think sh doesn�t know my name. I never actually introduced myself. Ever.
I DON�T CARE ABOUT THE THONG!!!
BaseballAce_8 - Re: thongs? sweeeeet (Jan. 21, 2003 - 17:24est)
She�s not in my head, and I�m really not looking to get laid by some little freshman girl. Have enough to think about with baseball and school.
*ignores the entire thong comment*
The shower was cold because I�d just come in from running halfway through Tampa.
Shut up, man.
I think you need a girlfriend.
pimptastic69 - Re: thongs? sweeeeet (Jan. 21, 2003 - 19:46est)
if she�s not in your head, i dare you not to mention her in your journal or in your emails to me for the next month. and if you don�t have a crush on her, what the hell was with the email you sent me a few days ago
THONG THONG THONG!!!
and you didn�t want to jack off to thoughts of the lacy thong.
i think you need to get laid.
bombshell83 - Re: So you�re saying� (Jan. 22, 2003 - 01:51est)
I�m with Alex! If you don�t have a crush on her, I *dare* you to not talk about her in your journal for the next month. I bet you can�t last a day without talking about her. You�re so totally crushed out. Just admit it and get it over with. Then we can all focus our attention on getting you smart, so you can impress her.
No, because I know you aren�t naturally descriptive, which makes you obsessed with her underwear because it *made* you descriptive. You wanted to remember every detail about it.
You never told her your name?! OMG! You�re more socially inadequate than I thought you were.
Keep telling yourself that.
BaseballAce_8 - Re: So you�re saying� (Jan. 22, 2003 - 08:16est)
Don�t even dare gang up on me with the pimp. I can talk about whomever the hell I want to in my journal �cause it�s MY journal! I�m NOT crushed out, and I DON�T need your help to impress her. I don�t need to impress her.
It�s her underwear. I don�t care!
Shut up. It never came up. I already knew hers.
bombshell83 - Re: So you�re saying� (Jan. 22, 2003 - 13:09est)
You�re getting really touchy for someone who doesn�t have a crush on her.