| Love escaping all reality; Feelings of betrayed promise Lies me down on a bed Covered by my own jagged hope. An emotion I've never known Rules my life and takes control. Leaves a futile head hurting, Weighs my saliva, traps my breath To fill throughout my chest And engulf my heart in its despair. The fault lies like a snake, Hidden sin, silent and still, It's fatal kiss striking at so many Bringing down the chance of reprieve And return my black desire To feelings of acceptance and comfort. I want to give this love to you But you don't want this burdoned fate, Dropping my life before it scars you, Never wishing to feel my tears. Prayers eternal build no hope Rather anger emanating inward. My God, felt alive in death; A black heart, beating no blood Serves to keep these fears alive. The endless hope knocked by disdain. Your immunity stands my soul afar, Forces me to feed on this affliction. A Cancer you encased within me And now deny the part in you. My sole desire to fade from view, Live but through another's needs Is ill respected and discarded By all I feel could live to suffer. Widening my eyes in hateful sleep, Tiring my body in doleful silence. I'm watching your love with desire Feeling the ice wind against my face. |
| Voyeuristic Passion |