| I can't get this out, the pain will not leave. I'm drowing in depths, Depths I made myself and dived right in. Dig into my skull, break through my ribs, Unable to bear this hurt or insignificance. Unaware how useless my body has become; Heavy tears fall from your ignorance. Fear attend to my growing wounds. Black disgrace drags itself like a hero, One who returns afire with pride Whilst pointing to his own shameful fate. I'll attack it anyway I can, Physicality of it all bears no place, Only the grudge I hold for what you've done. I can't scream words to get out of here And you won't let my mind give me up. I know you only care for my life, And you must remember I do you. But this feeling crawls like a snake, I need to rip it out through my flesh. I wish it were the pain of tortured souls, I wish I beheld the hurt for you all. Giving me placement amongst you, You, whom I call my Gods and brothers. But I hold no such prestige or pleasure, Merely the crying of a frightened child That can't find sleep on this mortal sphere. |
| Unattained Expression |