| I see you running from responsibility, Escaping the regret, mistakes you feel. Looking for shelter with independance, Leaving you no choice but to swallow. But that blind alley gives you breath, Pours life back into holes you feared. Embracing change as if but inertia You appear more forward than most. Questioning how much I know Turning me to hate and hurt myself. The pain, I know will end, but afraid, Afraid the scars being left won't heal. Compelled to trace the string laid down. Looking for turnings that fade into black. This maze to me appears a straight road; Feeling cheated there's no wayside, No place to end up in defeated and alive. Arriving at your dissonant office and home Secure my will can't be compromised. An old sadness races but through my carcass Portraying loneliness like my closest friend. Questioning how much I know Turning me to hate and hurt myself. The pain, I know will end, but afraid, Afraid the scars being left won't heal. But I've found sanctity in the stars, And the sky that shines newly upon me. The foundations of my life erected anew And the stepping stone I asked for. Within this marble palace, built by humanity I feel a reversion to the godforsaken disposed. An empty stigma of the avowed beauty, Leaving my tears trapped within a closed heart. I'm clawing at your fucking lives, Trying to join your growing world. But I feel scarred from birth, Making me a prohet for your lives. Making me a warning for your future. |
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