im to sexy for my ass
to sexy for my ass,
hey, i got gas,
and im to sexy for my my cat
to sexy for my cat,
how do u like that

and im to hanky for my panky
to hanky for my panky
i think my brain is tanky

im to humpty for my dumpty
yeah humpty for my dumty.


*wheres my music?*
wheres my fans>?

i heard a sound
was it you?
were you calling me?
do you miss me?
do you love me?
do you want me?
did it hurt you ?
i think it hurt us both.
im better now,
i dont hate you
i'm not sad
did you hear me?
no hard feelings.
ahwell, tis a shame
i want to go on a trip,
around the moon,
with you.
just out of reach,
i reach for you
but you are somthing
i will never know
my unicorn,
what i need, but will never have
it is you i wait for,
you who my love is meant for.
you who i will never know
i will never meet,
just out of reach
a dream but so real,
i hunger to feel,
and my soul cries
and my mouth lies,
destined to wait,
your just out of reach,
would you know me if you saw me?
would i know you?
maybe i passed you in the hall
maybe i shared a second with you,
our eyes locked for a split second of exctasy,
and i hold my hands out to the the wind,
not knowing what to grab on to,
your just out of reach.
the sun rises
the moon falls
and still i wait,
eyes always open,
never knowing what im looking for
will i know when i see you?
will you know when you see me?
are you like me?
does your heart ache?
is it tortured?
does it long for me?
do you look at the moon like i do?
do we look together?
will you slip away from me before i have my chance?
will we pass eachother by?
i long for you
my dream
my unicorn
just out of reach.

i will wait for you.
never knowing who you are
never knowing when your near
i will love with all my heart
i will hate with all my anger
i will not hold back,
i will not bottle it up
and when i give you my word
you will know it is worth more then
any contract you can get
i will treat you like you treat me
i will sing with all my gut
i will play till my fingers bleed
and when you ask me how im doing
you better be ready for a real answer
you better be ready to hear about whatevers bringing me down,
or whatevers making me happy,
you will know what i mean when i say somthing
my actions will be as loud as my words
and my eyes will tell you all you need to know, 
dont be afraid to ask me a question
i will answer you honestly
be ready for the truth
and if i seem a bit off to you
im happy i do,
im happy i dont seem normal
i want you to notice im not like that rest
maybe i am. maybe i want to be different
i know who i am,
you know who you are,
written after staying up the whole night, (no sleep for the wicked)
i dont regret a word, i never do
fuckings over but i cant stop cumming,
(dave usher lyric)
and i cum, and i cum
like rain
(yet another dave usher)

he likes his cum dont he
some art ive done (an art section cumming soon)
and when i tell you somthing
believe me
i hope this isnt all for  nothing
i hope someone somewhere
understands me, if not then oh well, i wont mind place they have me commited

will i be forgotten
like so many before me?
will i leave a mark in this world?
or just a mark in my pants.
will i work at a routine job that sends me over the edge,
which sends me to my garage with the car on,
trying to make it end,
sick of it all,
sick of the 9 to 5,
sick of the kids giving me shit because im to tired to take there problems seriously
sick of them taking me for granted, sick of a wife who fucks the mailman.
over worked, un appretiated.
i would do somthings over again if i could, but would i be the same person if i did? would i have similar scars?
would i know what i know now?
would i be fragile if i had'nt been through the shit i have been through,
would i be scared of the possibiltities,
would i be content?
i dont like everything that has happened in my life,
but im glad i am who i am now,
im glad i havent lost hope in everything including myself,

(so naked)
who is it that says a person is sane or insane? who gives you the right? so i dont walk like you, or talk like most, have i ever judged you, you the one who some might question, you who i defended time after time, thinking on a different page, dancing to my own drum,
we the different, outcast, loner, rouge.
but maybe i think to much, maybe i should dress like a cow and walk with the rest, waiting for the meat grinder, content with being herded
...but then again im just being me, im just being dramatic, im just bieng weird, the shy quiet one, speaking, who would have thought.
what would you do if you were at a freinds house and u just finished taking a giant lactose intolerant shit, and u realize that there is no toilet paper, no nothing, ur at a party, u check the the cupboards, nothng, u check for tissue paper, nothing,
hmm,
use you r sock maybe? then flush it down.
or maybe use the back end of his towel,
tehn out it back and blame the next guy,
or do you pull up ur pants and go home,
what if, you were done, same scenario, but when you flushed the poo down, u find the toilet to be plugged, and it starts pouring over the seat, all over the floor,
logs and all,
(sorry fidel it happens, it wasnt me i swear)
basement elves steal your soul while you sleep to make cookies, so watch out
and dont go to sleep, or else,
not all elves are bad (just like ppl)
but beware, and sleep with your ear to the ground,

the dog barks backwards at midnight
krab!!!!!! krab!!!!
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