lets live in ignorance
(this is what u want right?)
lets play like were friends
lets love like were lovers
let be happy when were sad
lets be happy when were mad
lets bottle it up
lets not tell anyone
(this is what you want right?)
lets run hand in hand
lets make promises about the future
a future we know wont happen
lets dance
lets cry
lets live
lets die
i want to be yours
but i wont live this way
i'm sick of seeing the souless eyes
if theres one thing i dont need
it's people like you who make me hate
who lie to my face
and dont hessitate
dont even realize
i'm so sick of lies
i'm sick of it all
if you want me
i'll be hanging in your room
with there bleeding
and there lies of all those years
and theyre screaming
as your clearing
up your face from all its tears
and its over
like the poem
like the thought
you thought you read
instead its drivle
like the shriveld man you
find you you are
my wings are broken i'm lying on the floor
it's a cycle you know
my wings will heal and i'll move on
but they'll never be the same
i'll always remeber
i try so hard to forget
but thats what i do
a gaurdian angel is good at protecting his cause
but who protects him
from the hand that broke his wings
a person who slowly goes insane
where is my sanity?
how do you lose somthing you never had?
or something you had
by the tips of your fingers tips
sliping away
i watch it go
but i cant protect you
im not allowed,
im your best friend
but i cant talk to you
not like i could before
im your lover
but i cant touch you
not like i did
you say nothing has changed
but i cant believe it
i can feel the difference
maybe one day i could be
all the things to you that i was
or havent ye got the chance to be
i know
we both know why
but it doesnt change the way i feel
i won't stop feeling
i cant
i dreamed about it
and one day
i finally felt your soul on my lips
and i wanted to cry
becuase i felt so alive
and i had you
on a pedistole
you meant the world to me
and everytime i tasted your lips
i tasted your love
then i found out who you really were
i saw you give your soul to another
without remorse
without a moment to think of me
so easily one can get hurt
when he falls out of love
and i wanted to cry
becasue i felt so alone
burning with rage
my pen is on fire
i light up my paper
i dont even care
the ashes fill my room
fill my soul
i'm left here
burning
this whole world
goes up in flames
before my very eyes
finally i put it out
theese tears of sorrow
and i cherished you
but you were covered with thorns
when you siad you missed me
i could feel them
dangerously close to my skin
when you said you loved me
i could feel them
peirce through me
and i bled for you
but you didnt seem to notice
you didnt seem to care
your no longer my delicate rose
i'm no longer your admirer
you took me for granted
you left me cold and alone
and im glad you did
becuase now i see you
for what you really are
does love manipulate?
does love turn you on your friends?
is love always jealous?
your love is.
and your love does.
is love a weappon?
does it steal?
your love did.
your love was a weapon and it did its job.
and now you ask me
to give it another shot?
you think i want it?
you think i need it?
not again,
never again.
the clowns cry
but no one sees
what happens inside
the big top crumbles
with children inside
the ringmaster laughs
his plans are alright
the elephants run
terror in the night
but silence resumes
in all of the fear
dont look to the big top
your children arent here
words cannot express
the extent of my happiness
exctasy. complete and utter
i'm so happy
so happy i could float
infact
im floating right now
happy happy happy
"hey happy, whats wrong?
you dont look to good"
"whats wrong with happy?"
fa la la la la
la la la la
happy
dont you know?
everyone hurts everyone
weather they want to or not
people hurt
the one you least expect to hurt you
always does the best job of doing so
so love
dont feel
becuase feelings get in the way
and can only bring pain
dont take my word for it
you probaly already know
if you dont
be happy,
because you'll learn soon enough
is it better to let yourself go,
or be fake like the rest
but broken wings hang at her side
and as she cries you just ignore
you see her there, once adored
cut her wings and slash her face
no ones there to take her place
broken angels never fly
broken promises make them die