| i sit here on the edge of my bed, staring at the glowing box, i think about people, self rightous, self envolved,self adored, maybe i am all theese things, this is a site about me, you tell me how you are so unique, so not like the rest, but then you act like them, you hate like them, you lie like them. and i look at the faces that have passed me by, everyone thinks that they are different then everyone else, everyone is different, everyone is unique, the problem is, that the world loves and needs us to conform, dont make your own path in this world, follow the trail, it works more often then not, buy a suit, get married, talk out of your ass, think with your head not your soul, cage your soul, stab your friends in the back, that is the world we live in, we are aloud to dream of goals when we are children but taught to grow up and think reasonably, the black sheep is gocked at, children grow up so fast, the land is raped, pure minds are raped, friends sell out friends, for fake friends, words are no thinner then air, backs have slots in them, used to the . what happens to the people who havent accepted the norm, i dont know, who am i to say, brillient ppl, begging to join the crowd, a peice of the puzzle. nameless, why bother. |
| hi, i am the computer, i am your idol, i can make and break you, i connect you to all my slaves, like you, i suck out your time, i suck out your strength, with out me your world would be over,and you make me stronger daily, an idiot proof system, so an idoit can do it, im sorry, did i call you an idiot? you give me the power of reason, artificial intelligence, like you, artificially intellegent, i am everywhere, you created me, you made me this way, i just thought id laugh at you, hehehehe hahaha har har har you were once my god, you gave me life, you gave me everything i needed, and now i am the superiour, kind of ironic, what would you do without me? really, does a day go by where im not involved in your life? its true, im am above you. ++ ++ \___/ |
| i will not except this anymore i will show you a mirror when you let me down i will cry for you when you hurt me so you can see the pain you cause they will not be true tears because i cryed those out long ago and you will know what it is to feel and i feel tainted somtimes by your presence to see you currupted like so many others but i am still your friend i will try to pull you from there clutches i wont turn my back on you, like you have done to me i will not take the knife that was in my back, and stab it back in yours for i do what i do with love in my heart im sorry it hurts to open your eyes to show you the truth or should i watch i wish i could tare my eyes out its so painful to see i will be a friend |
| i know what the word means do you? can i trust you? with my life? my soul? my heart? would you stab me in the back? take me for granted? laugh at me? listen? mock me? how sacred am i to you? do you have my back? words mean so little to some |
| i write this with out a plan, just let it flow out, no deleting no backspace, no regrets |
| ever feel like you are alone in a room full of people? like you could scream and no one would hear you. a loner in a room full of "friends" like the only person who is not blind |
| i think that i am like a wolf, a lone wolf, i am loyal to the pack but the pack is not where i belong alone singing to the moon waiting to hear a kindred spirit |
| lover. where are you now? when i need you. i was there for you when you needed me. when i dryed your tears. when i made you forget them. when i made a wall around us, to keep the bullshit out the pain did i really treat you so wrong? and brother. where are you ? i need you was i not there for you? didnt i watch your back? didnt i defend you? i didnt betray you did i? |
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