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30 May, Tuesday, 2359hr "The Poor Pig"
This is the 3rd day DeAr is sick le... yesterday her mum fetched her to aljunied to see the doctor at the polyclinic.. Cost them $13 and they took cab back and forth as DeAr was too weak to travel public. The doc gave her medicine for flu, cough, sore throat, paracedemol. DeAr's appetite was really good last evening as she ate porriage, half loaf of bread and Hor Fun. We both slept early last night as she had medication with drowsy effect and i was tired.
Today her fever had gone off but she is still feeling weak, her throat still hurts therefore she decided to skip another tuition session. In camp, we were playing cards as boss wasn't around ans i sms DeAr to chat with her though until i booked out and reached home. Carried on to chat wih her on msn. Haiz hope she recover soon..
Went cycling at 830pm with salt. we stopped at the usual spot and chatted to 10pm. He shared the recent news on clubbing with BY, Vin and 3 female friends of BY. hehe he seems to be interested in one of them.
I reached home and studied the codings Yvo had used in her blog while chatting to DeAr on MSN on emerge and the times she had with LJ in school. i also updated my blog. Soon after that we went to sleep at around 2am. hehez..
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28 May, Sunday, 2359hr "2 celebrations and the pig gotten flu"
Today i tried to take bus no.32 to DeAr's house. I was late as i reached her house at 1500hr where the decided time was 1400hr. Waiting for the bus was as long as the journey in the bus to her house. I reached her house and her parents were preparing go somewhere. DeAr helped me to open door in her wet hair. haha so cute.. we had lunch at her house. Her serving was twice mine bloody hell. We watch documentary on discovery channel while we eat. it was showing how the japanese made their shoes.
After that we leave for LJ's house, she was celebrating her birthday early today. Her actual 21st birthday is on 31 may. We walked to 7eleven as DeAr wants to get newspaper and i got myself Men' Health magazine and a pack of M&M chocolate chucky. We took bus no. 960 beside Fu Lu Shou to woodlands interchange and change to bus no... i forgot.. Coincidentally saw her friends there too and head down to LJ's place together. LJ's place was really rowdy as there are alot of guest from families to relatives to colleagues to friends. Her house can't accomodate the number of people so therefore some of us sat at an open area between staircase and voiddeck. We left after 30mins.
We head down to Ang Mo Kio next to celebrate another Rendell's birthday. As DeAr wasn't feeling well and expecting that stan and the rest will definitely be late, we went into Causeway pt to get her some medicine and finish the credits i had in my arcade card the other time. i bought Lemsip for DeAr and 2 bottles of mineral water. I shake her half a bottle of water with the powder. Haha see her struggling to finish the syrup. After that we played Fast n Furious in the arcade and left for AMK.
Me meet LA, stan, jianmei at S11. They were later than us despite the time we spent in Causeway pt. We wrote birthday msg behind rendell's 'Learner Driver' sign before meeting him. We then went to PizzaHut to have dinner. DeAr still doesn't look very good. DeAr and rendell wrote jian mei's friendship day card. LA had a fake present for rendell as usual. She wraps it up really nicely even i felt it was really real but when rendell unwraps it, it was just a box with lots of paper rubbish stuffed into it. After making fun of him, we presented the real present to him. Rendell used his HSBC card to pay later as it offer 10% off total bill to card holders.
We had a short stroll around AMK. DeAr felt feverish, therefore i went to withdraw some money from atm as i throw my all my cash to the dinner. Luckily the medical hall opposite the atm machine was still open but closing, i run into it and got a block of extra strong panadol. Gave it and the other bottle of water i bought earlier at Causeway Pt Guardian pharmacy to DeAr. After i sent her home in bus 130, i ran after the 147 and headed home. Halfway through the journey, DeAr called and updated her condition. She accompanied me on the phone throughout the rest of my journey home even though she is sick.. Hehehehez..
Chatted with her on msn and soon we went to sleep le. Hehez hopefully she will recover soon...
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27 May, Saturday, 2359hr "Hibernation and some misunderstandings"
After i finished guard today i went home straight to sleep.. I was so damn tired. Hardly get any sleep during the entire session. Receive stan's sms when i was booking out asking me to go westmall to get Rendell's present.. I rejected initially cos i was really exhausted but after some push he gave me as he also served guard, i agreed to go.
By the time i reached home, bath and readied to take a nap, he is still smsing me regarding later he going service and he is going to give excuse for not attending it to the leaders.. I also receive DeAr's good morning sms. i only replied DeAr and went to sleep le.. can't be bothered to reply stan haha..
The alarm went off within a split second after i closed my eyes and it was closed to 130pm le. i dragged myself out of bed, tell my DeAr and head to westmall. I reached westmall first, stan was still dunno where, i think still waiting for bus at his area bloody hell. i walked around and survey possible items to get for rendell and kill some time in popular looking at books. He called 25mins after i reached westmall and i told him to meet outside the foodcourt at 4th floor as hunger struck me all of a sudden and i decided to get some food. i got myself a 'Da Bao', sat at the front seats and saw him strolling in shortly.
we walked around and i showed him a few ideas i had and he agrees with me. haha thats relaxing sia, unlike much people who have their own peace of mind makes it very vexing. We bought a birthday exterior mug, a 'Learner Driver' display sign and a box for presenting the present more nicely. Total costed us slightly less than $20.
After that, we walked towards MRT station as stan going expo for service and i explain to him some thoughts that jeryn had told DeAr. Shortly i left and as i was walking home i smsed DeAr telling her the things we bought and the prices. She replied with an 'ok' so i thought she was busy and shan't reply to disturb her. Stan reply shortly on a wrong msg she had told DeAr i dunno what. I only know is i think he told her that i said DeAr's msg wasn't clear. I smsed DeAr to ignore his msg and that i will explain to her after i get some sleep. DeAr seems to be very disturbed..
I woke up at around 7pm+ when i finally felt rejunvenated. I called DeAr the first thing but she was like quite unwilling to talk. soon she was on msn and we cleared all the misunderstandings. she also said that LA called her yesterday reprimanded her on church thing. Haiz.. i felt they were really similiar to wat YX had said. So i discussed with her. We also discussed what to do tomorrow and soon we both went to sleep le hehez..
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26May, Friday, 1323hr "Same nightmare strikes again"
i was awaken at around 0523hr today, the nightmare that happened the first fews days after my relationship strikes again but in a slightly different plot this time.. Damn sickening. In reality i don't really bothered about it and don't want to get to deep in this.. But i guess this thought is hiding in my subconsious all along and occasionally it just ambush me. Damn i hate it, if it really happens.. i am going to be so lost.. Just read my own blog and realize i had that thought on the 24th too.. sian..
Continued to slp until 8am, woke up, on my hand phone and receive Jeryn's sms asking me to call back after i see that sms.. around 11am then i called and she ask if i will be free on the weekends. Saturday they are going for xmen: The Last Stand, before the service and sunday's cellgroup. I told her that i had guard until tomorrow evening and sunday is my family day. She also asked about DeAr. I told her that she couldn't make it too ask she is going to JB on sat and returning back only on sunday evening and that i won't be able to see her also. Jeryn LL. she said she will call me again at 12noon or after that as she still has something to talk to me about. I wonder what it is.. After the TKD lesson ended at 12noon, i returned home.
Yes yes.. i know later i got guard duty.. it has been a long time since i am going to carry rifle again.. i was hoping i won't have to deal with that again. Hopefully it will be a swift and relaxing one. Going to talk to my DeAr on msn.. Think i will update when i get the chance to on my progress. sian.. guard..
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24 May, Wednesday, 1100hr "Waves of troubles"
I went to bed when i got home. Chat with my o0DeAr0o before that. i was woken up by a call from office.. Tyl told me that i got guard duty this friday. zzz... i asked him how come our batch still have got to serve guard. He explained that something screwed up at Rulang Team and out entire batch got to serve guard. Oh well, this trouble really comes from nowhere man but at least we get to accompany each other to serve the guard. Hopefully we will be grouped together.
i came online to talk to DeAr awhile and she left for tuition after that.. Aunt called shortly after that and invite me over for dinner. Haiz.. everyone knows she wants me to fetch her son over when she does that. zzz. When i reached, zong is doing his homework. i went to watch tv and read the newspaper. Dinner is ready shortly. Zong and i had Ribena and while we were eating, he was so engrossed in telling his mum about his friend, he spilled his cup of Ribena onto me.. Thank god left abit only..
Aunt went to get me some bathing materials and my uncle's shirt for me to change. She went to scold Zong when i was bathing. Aunt walked us to the bus stop slowly after dinner. On the bus back, Zong said i am like a beggar wearing my uncle's shirt. I told him that his dad is kindhearted to let me and he replied me with a "of course". PeNgZ. Haiz something came to my mind again when i was reading an article on the newspaper and i really hate it if i happens on me. Before reading that article i am already had that thought sometime ago and had a nightmare over it too. Sometimes this problem really troubled my sleep and I really hate it. Hope it doesn't fall on me.. If not it is really depression liaoz..
Shortly when we reached home, mum and i get Zong to bath and brush teeth. After that send him to bed le. haha he awhile sleep like a pig liao. hehehe means that no one to fight with me to use the com so i can go online find DeAr!!! wahaha~ Yea man.. thats all for today le.. heheZ goodnight!
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24 May, Wednesday, 0923hr "Chilli, Friend or foe"
Woke up early this morning hoping not to be late for camp as i am reporting to office. If late then may get myself to trouble. But something is wrong... i can feel my stomach burning inside.. I concluded that the problem was the chilli from the Stingray at yesterday's dinner that causes it. Sian i went to the toilet before heading for camp but nothing came out. When i reached the MRT station, i realised that it is really uncomfortable and i can't stay in camp like this. Therefore i took a detour to jurong polyclinic. I walked out of the polyclinic the moment i saw the crowd in there and decided that i would just visit a private clinic and pay. Visited my neighbourhood clinic and it says that it opens at 9am and it was 830am when i was standing at the door. Therefore i came home to blog first and went to the toilet for 2nd attempt. This time round i discharged liquid waste and feel slightly better after it. Saw DeAr's nick on msn but on away, i guess she left her com running again. Her electric is free one sia. I will probably update again later. I go see the doc now..
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23 May, Tuesday, 2205hr "Stingray, Big Head"
Don't know when was the last time i has dinner out with my family sia.. As soon as sis returned home, Dad drive us to bukit batok hawker to have dinner. After parking the caddy, we ordered stingray, big head, rojak, etc. We all agreed that the stingray is not worth it.. it wasn't really that fantastic and the portion is really small compared to other places.. Same goes to the big head. The rest of the dishes were average but i doubt my parents want to visit this place for dinner anymore.. Haha.. My Dear smsed me telling me that she is at the custom's bus stop on her way home le.. Hehez.. We bought a papaya from a fruit stall just next to the hawker and headed to Giant.
We went to IMM when we finished dinner, we went to Giant hypermart to shop around. Dear no reply.. My mum showed me the sort of box fan which has functions like cooling the air blown out as well as filter the air.. It cost $89. I thought it was not so bad. Might get it and try. We plan to visit Best Denki after this to check out the price of other models.. Dad surveyed the kid's clothes and telling mum about his thoughts.. This reminds me the last time i walk into this Giant was with Dear and Serene.. That time we were still not in a relationship.. Haha but she came here because Serene wanted to get something, not because of me.. After the concepts and his ideas on the clothes, dad and us walked to the body section. I went to get my Shower foam and body spray. Theres a new smell available but there's only one bottle left. It is in a blue outlined can. Looked and smell not so bad.. may try that one out in the future.. Sis also recommended me moisturiser for my dry skin.. She recommended a Nivea de. Then if that is not effective, she say use the baby moisturiser. We went to visit the tibits and the fruits section next. Haha i grabbed 2 bottles of Pringles hehe.. Sour Cream n Onion flavour de. Dad looking at mangoes and is tempted to buy but we stopped him as there are a lot of fruits at home already. Haha greedy dad. Then my dad looked at lettues and asked mum to pick one home to cook for him. My mum faint as they seldom eat at home de when they start work this thursday.. Haha. I also went to grab a pack of instant noodles, no MSG, as sometimes lazy to get lunch, then i jus have instant noodles.. save money too.. hehe blahz.. We went to pay for the items after that le.
Sis and I looked at some watches at a booth before going to Best Denki. I found 2 particularly good looking but they both cost about $30. At Best, i look at the air conditions and fans.. There are single units availble at $500 i think and standing air conditioner at $700 cheapest. Dad looked at shavers while mum and sis looked at hair blowers. Dad was stunted when he saw the price of a Braun shaver at $399.. Dear finally replied le, she say her phone low power also.. After that we went to the magazine stand as sis wanna get a i-weekly magazine. This week's edition was small size de. Only about half the dimensions of the normal editions but it is slightly thicker i think. We went to load up the stuffs into the van and headed home.. When i reached home, i turn on the computer and change my clothes.. Hehe talk to o0DeAr0o and write this blog at the same time.. WeiShun called shortly.. Thats all for today man.. Update again tomorrow if possible.. hehez..
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23 May, Tuesday, 1448hr "The Neverending story"
Went to 41sar this morning, was about 45mins late as i know Jon is there to take the lesson liao and the strength is very little.. After he finished all the techniques, we explained pugil stick sparring a little then we left liao. He went 41sar canteen to have his meal while i went home to take a quick nap before reporting back to office..
Things is getting a bit sian.. Everyday also camp with nothing interesting and nothing new.. 10 more months to ORD but in camp we are doing the same thing almost everyday. i guess this is the "depression" period the seniors are talking about.. They say when you are 5 months to ord then u are totally unconcern of the things happening around le.. I missed schooling days sia.. Those days where you get vacation breaks, stay at home to grow some fats, watch tv and the most important thing is that you will get to sleep all you want.. Hehez pai sei.. I am quite enthusiastic on sleeping.. In the Army, you are doing something irrelevant to your life, getting pathetic allowance, no challeges or things that interests you..
Haiz this stage of life is getting stagnant le.. Hehez but at least i get to know my DeAr during my army period.. Haha going to chat with her on sms.. Holy.. she kanna 'kissed' by mosquito on her neck.. *Jealous* Entertain you all again if i have any fresh news.. hehez
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22 May, Monday, 1800hr "Peacefully troubled monday"
Today is kinda peaceful in camp.. There's something in my mind.. Went Gym in the afternoon when i got back to office.. DeAr told me she going out with friends to have lunch and going to find Wei at SP and going to Tiong Bahru to walk and Chinatown to have dinner.
Went home with qiang after camp.. Need to do readjustments again.. I am sorry thats all for today..
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21 May, Sunday, 2359hr "7 Pairs n a Pair of couplebands too much"
Hmm.. let me see where do i start.. Today i am going to meet my DeAr in the evening as she is spending her morning to afternoon at her uncle's place.. Therefore i will be at home doing my own stuffs first..
she called at around 1530hr saying that she can leave for Clementi already and we decided to meet at 1620hrs.. After we meet up, we headed to Orchard area to walk around.. we boarded bus no. 106.. We alighted after the Thai embassy and shopped around Shaws.. after that we crossed the underpass to Tangs.. Tats where i get a 3 "Chiew Mai" to kill hunger temporary as i haven't had lunch before meeting her..
After that we went to Takashimaya and had milk shakes from Mosburger. She had strawberry and I had vanila. After that we walked around Taka, went to Kinokuniya to browse around followed by the toy shop just above kino. We saw animal figurines and played with chicken and pig. i realize that the figurine is very detailed and the mother pig has 7 pairs of "milk bottles".
When i am done fooling around her with the pig, we walked to Cineleisure. This is where DeAr bought Li Jun's present. She bought a flowered Pooh cushion at More Than Words. We proceeded to Heeren's jus across the road. Heeren turned really quiet than i expected.. We jus walked around Annex found nothing interesting and left.
After that we walked to PS. On the way there, Dear describe the things happening before we get together. Things that Mich read from her. We had dinner at kfc and i had Zinger Burger.. Yup 3rd Burger for the weekend.. Dear had 2 pieces chicken meal.. 2 pieces of drumsticks.
When we had finish filling up our fuel tank, we went to get replacement for our wristband as DeAr had lost her's.. Haizz she suggested the CoupleLab which located within PS. We went to take a look and decided to get the pair of black ones. Our names were carve to each other's bands, i mean she have mine on her band, and i have her's and they cost $24.. hehez...
After that, i send her home.. on the way back we saw her sec school friend. When we reached her area, DeAr offered to accompany me wait for the bus, but i suggested that i send her off first as i will get worried if she goes home alone. 147 came shortly today without much waiting but the journey in it was like sitting inside a freezer.. if my bladder is full, i think i had already die in there.. haha just kidding.. i am so fit.. it's nothing.. lol ya rite..
When i reached home,i went online to find DeAr to chat again.. hehez she told me that Gill was planning to backslide and she is talking to her, giving her suggestions.. i was downloading Zhang Shao Han's song. Shortly Serene msned me.. Somehow DeAr got irritated and left msn.. zzZzz.. soon after that i logged off le.. i kind of feel disappointed i dunno why.. Haiz.. What the hell..
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19 May, Friday, 2359hr "The Rain has stopped"
Yupz updating for today! Haha i reached Lavender station at around 1630hr i think.. Got out from the wrong exit again.. Reached my DeAr's house.. Her dad was sticked to his chair and he shouted for her to open the door for me.. Hehe DeAr sian1/2.. Went to use her com, she was in the middle of the conversation with Mich.. Her msn chatbox is soo small sia.. Showing a few lines only.. PeNgZ.. Shortly we left to town le..
I suggested going to Marina today to walk around.. On the way there, DeAr told me about what had happened last week about the cellgroup on her.. Not much details but only the summary points of the overall situations.. I guess she had already sorted out the things by herself le ba.. Haha on our way, we went to Sweetalk@parco to get bubble tea.. We got our usual flavour and the auntie put the usual amount of ice and carried on walking to Suntec.
Reached Suntec le i wanted to go Carrefour get something to temporary shake off hunger, so we walked to Carrefour and i got some salmon sushi. After we finished, we walked around Suntec to Marina Centre and converse at the same time.. I realised i was catching things a little slow today probably because i am kind of sleepy and can't focus to anything completely.. Wondering if my DeAr got irritated or not..
From Marina, we walked to Esplanade and stroll along the Singapore River. There are also many roadside drinks, ice creams, candies stores along the pathway. Actually the reason for me for wanting to go Marina was because i thought there are a lot of issues going on to my DeAr and hope that she will relax by the river and the wind will carry her disturbance all away.. but i guess she had already sort it out by herself. After we looked around the other side of the river, we sat next to the beautiful Merlion talking about religion stuffs while the lion vomits.. When the sky turns a little darker we stroll back to Marina centre slowly..
We walked around and drop by the arcade for 2 games.. When we are done, we went to Carl's Junior to have dinner.. We sat outside and the only irritation at that moment is not a fly buzzing around my ear but the traffic beside the building.. There were scramblers rattling, 'ah beng' cars blowing their rear trumpet, Evos rushing for reincarnation and impatient 'uncles' screaming using their horns.. DeAr had Carl's catch fish while i had something star.. We carried on chatting and stuff ourselves with our huge burger.. Haha.. After we are finished, we have to get home as it is getting late. We slowly walk back to her house and had toilet pit stop at Parco and topping up her farecard at the station.
After sending her off, i waited 25mins for that bloody 147 to reached the bus stop.. mp3player accompanied me throughout my journey.. Although it is past midnight, lucky there is still bus 52 to send me home from clementi. Hengz if not i need to open wallet to get home le. Haha the dog shouted at me as usual as i unlock my door.. haha most of my family are preparing to catch the night express le.. hehez i come online to update my blog as promised and to chat with DeAr a little while more.. Haha finished le, i guess i going to bed le.. Tomorrow is another long day.. GoodnightzZ man..
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19 May, Friday, 1440hr "WeekEND begins"
Wow i barely dragged myself up today sia.. Sian.. today i was told that i will be handling the TKD class all alone by myslf with 30men to take care of.. So here i goes.. I was late for about 20mins as i had a little stomachache in the morning.. TKD had switched into the indoor range liao.. Sian handling alone really was a little tough.. Moreover there's a culture that we don't really demand discipline from the men here.. I planned to end the lesson early lets say at 1130am.. but the men was really slow in many things they do.. therefore the lesson ended at 1205am.. Sian.. After lesson i headed home directly le..
After i made myself maggi, and check online the price of nokia6280 for stan, i decided to blog.. Hehez.. Greeted my DeAr on msn.. she no reply.. hahaz i go bath le.. Meeting her later!! Hehez miss her lehz.. so long no see her le.. hahahah.. ok la ok la i know too mushy le.. haha abit sleepy sia, but i think i see her, i will be awake le.. i go bath to freshen myself a little.. Tonight i update again ok? hehez..
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16 May, Tuesday, 2317hr "Another Passing"
Booking in to camp as usual.. Today i choose to be early in unit as there will be SAFPU mock and actual grading on the same day.. Ian will be with me the whole day in SAFPU for today.. Ben was here today.. haha ORDing soon still here.. Won't have much chances to see him anymore as i don't think we will still be contacting each other after he ORDed.. Jon conducted the revision, i was more occupied by the administration stuffs and getting instructions on what to do from Shawn.. Jon left for SPT to have his batch photo, Ben left early to i dunno where anyway he is redundant, Ian and I carried on with the mock grading.. after that we had lunch, went spec mess lie around for awhile before we went back to finish the day.. I don't wan to tire the men out too much.. so therefore i conducted a short, simple, not pressurising revision on Ultimate and Inward only.. after that i gathered them i chat anything under the sun.. halfway through the conversation, Fad came and we carried on with the Grading.. As the grading carry on asistants slowly pour in..
After the grading i went to have a hair cut and shop around IMM to catch up with my groove.. Tomorrow i will be going back to SPT in the afternoon.. Time to go gym and hammer those machines, think i will go for a 2.4km jog too.. It's jus me and the groove!!
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15 May, Monday, 2343hr "A concern i cannot care less"
Yupzz.. guess what.. I finally found my groove back after about 3days.. Had my mind readjusted and throw the block away.. But now that the groove is back, tomorrow is back to work le.. Dratz...
Previously got troubled by a few things like not treated with faith, being hide, the selfish method some people does.. yet i cared and trust so much.. I know there are many things going on.. but wasn't expecting the person closes to me to hide so many things from me.. the thrusted one.. sometimes when i ask.. there are no answers.. left out.. maybe i cared too much.. maybe concern shouldn't be with me.. i got a bit lost.. Am i doing it too much.. maybe i should be like what i am before and just can't be bothered, nothing to concern of, don't care, don't find out, no questions, lead my life like before.. before anything of what i have now even started.. i think i will feel better.. it is though.. cos there is a concern i cannot care less.. But never mind.. Sacrifices have to be made to maintain my relationship.. I will walk to the cross jus like wat the lord did to save the girl..
Tomorrow is back to camp le.. but will be a short week.. if got chance to go back office i will confirm go to the gym le.. i got a lot of loads to throw onto the machines.. Thought my mind has been readjusted, but they are not completely gone.. The gym will help a little.. i going back to chat on msn le.. hehe especially my dear.. The load is so heavy this few days that i had neglected her though there are also blood in her hands.. See you all soon.. hopefully get more visuals here insteads of the words.. HeheZz CheerS!
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13 May, Saturday, 2300hr "My Batchmates' bday"
Woke up at 0830, went to meet buyer of my k750i.. sell him for $320 Meet 62th batchmates at suntec Marche for lunch.. i was the last to arrive..
spend $20 on the food.. After that we went to bugis.. they went to play dota.. zzz... HR, Thi, Ty and I were not interested in dota so we went for arcade..
Thi left shortly followed by HR then me as there wasn't much business to do.. Apparently i am still very troubled some things and can't enjoy anything at the moment.. prefered to be left alone..
once i reached home i jus sleep..
woke up at around 2130hr, went jurong east with some friends to have snacks and to chill my mind i thought..
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