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I'm not perfect
I don't think I'd want to be
Perfect doesn't sound like fun
But it is fun to be me
In everything I do
I always try my best
While it might not be perfect
It's like an average on a test
Nope I don't want to be perfect
And no one can make me
To have no room for improvement
That must be really shitty
Nothing to work on
Nothing to gain
Can't be much happiness
Sounds like a lot of pain
I'll keep my defects
I'll stay not so normal
I can't be so perfect
So stiff and formal
The way you know you're alive
Is to do the hardest thing above
All else, seemingly impossible
To let go of love
Not to have a chilled heart
To remember the past
without holding it against
Your love last
To truly live is to truly
Have a heart break
That seems like it will never
Heal, waiting for the next
Love to come along
To rediscover the meaning of
Life, to ease the previous pain
Being alive means having
The courage to continue on
Losing love and keep
Living even when it's gone
Such a strange feeling
This feeling that I hide
Such a strange feeling
Hidden deep inside
Joy and sorrow
Fear and guilt
All woven together
Like some emotional quilt
Everything changes
When you are around
My head is in the clouds
My feet don't touch the ground
All these feelings
All inside my mind
The solution's in my heart
But it's so hard to find
The way he used to touch me
The way he used to talk
I knew it was wrong
But I didn't want him to stop

He would hold me
And listen
I would talk
But something was missing

He didn't love me
But he did care
We revealed a lot of things
And now this secret we share

No one can ever know
Exactly what went on
Although it was enjoyable
It's still so very wrong
Counter Culture
Free Sex
Now or Never
New Beginnings
Live While Alive
Taking Chances
No Regrets
Forgetting The Past
Never Back Down
Standing Tall
New Consequences
New Risks
No Wrong Way
Good Fight
Don't Back Down
Open Highway
Free Opinion
Show Love
Shout Out Loud
Won't Live Forever
I would love to step in your mind
and see what you see
for better or for worse
whenever you're looking at me
You make me feel so beautiful
but is that what you really see?
I feel so special
whenever you're looking at me
I feel the colour rise in my cheeks
wondering at what you see
Watching you smile
whenever you're looking at me
I wish I knew what you're thinking
What you truly see
what you really feel
whenever you're looking at me
I wish I could go back
To the day we took that photograph
We were so happy that day
Even though we couldn't go our own way
Wandering around the park
From afternoon until dark
We were holding hands
We talked about our plans
But now those plans are no more
If I still love you,
I'm no longer sure
We're over and done with
Our love but a myth
I don't know if we can be friends
It didn't have a messy end
I really hope we can get over it
But I refuse to be a hypocrite
I'll never get my act together
I'll take everything out on the world
People will always stop and stare
Asking, "Who's that angry girl?"
Have you seen what I have seen?
Have you been through what I've been through?
Have you fought as many battles?
Ha, I didn't think so
I've been dropped and kicked
I've put up with your shit
Failure has never been an option
It don't matter, this world won't fit
It's off balance
You won't accept my kind
So we'll invade your head
Rule your society
And make you lose your fucking mind
Who will have the last laugh
I will, of course
I'll look on your self destruction
I won't have any remorse.
He was so unpredictable
And still so irresistable
From him I expected nothing
Yet I wanted everything

It couldn't last forever
Sexual pleasures never
Work out that way
Now I try to block out those days

Kept me sinking
Kept me thinking
Futile like quicksand
On my heart he left his brand

So cold and so hot
A reality it was not
Forever the secret we hold
Our rendezvous untold
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