Title:  Reckoning
Author: Alexandria
Pairing: S/Dawn � not like that though
Summary: Someone takes something they shouldn�t
Feedback: First time writing about Dawn, let me know what you think
Rating:  NC-17, language, graphic violence
Disclaimer:  Joss Whedon, Mutant Enemy, WB, Fox � please don�t come for me
Distribution: List archives, anybody else, let me know
Spoilers:   Season Five � set after �The Body�
Archives: My site:  www.angelfire.com/rant/AlexandriaBrown  - which is
slowly branching into other things
Notes:         I don�t even want to think about where this came from.
Character deaths.  Lots of character deaths.  Spike is finally pushed too
far.  Lots of blood.  Lots of violence.  Mention of rape.
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The cloying smell sickened even him, blood and death drenched about him on
every side.  Glassy eyes took in the scene, not quite believing what he was
seeing, not yet convinced it was real, even after witnessing it with his own
eyes.  He had been coming to sit on the back porch, taking up his lonely
vigil yet again, what was it now, a day, a week, a month.  He blew out the
cigarette smoke, focusing only on that question, narrowing his world to just
that one thing.  An old trick.  A way to force his mind to stop, to step
back, to separate from when the horror around him became too much.  He
counted back slowly.  One week, two weeks, three weeks.  Three weeks and
three days.  Three weeks and three days of coming here to sit wreathed in
shadow and mourn the only woman he dared call friend.  Three weeks and three
days of keeping silent guard, of ensuring that her youngest child did
nothing foolish.  Three weeks and three days of protecting them from the
demons that had come hunting, sure that now the Slayer would be weak, now
she would be vulnerable.  Three weeks and three days of silent wars far from
judging eyes.

But he had been unprepared for this.  He had slunk around the corner,
creeping in the shadows as he always did now.  The open door shocked him. 
They knew much, much better than that.  Just because he could no longer
enter didn�t mean there weren�t other creatures about to whom the open door
was invitation enough.  He bolted up the stairs, sharp words poised on the
tip of his tongue when the scent of blood slammed into him like a fist, the
muffled screams reaching his ears a missing heartbeat behind.

Stunned, he saw the blood slowly running down the hall, rich, thick, the
smell of the witches rising to him.  He threw himself towards the open door,
battering against the invisible barrier, screams pulled from his throat.

�Slayer, Slayer,�   No mocking, no hate, just blind panic.  Panting, he ran
to the front of the house, vaguely registering all the cars.  They must have
gathered again tonight, must have been trying to find some way to pull the
youngest from out of the pit she seemed to have fallen into.

He pulled up short at the scene framed in the window.  Willow�s head tilted
at an impossible angle, Tara�s mouth joining hers in an obscene kiss, blood
still dripping from their slit throats.  Growling now, louder and louder as
he stalked towards the door, desperately hoping that somehow the spell
hadn�t survived their deaths.  He slammed to a stop, frantic as he heard the
fighting going on inside.   He just managed to dodge out of the way when a
large body hurtled through the door.  His mind registered a name.  Xander. 
Then he was turning away as the head hit the sidewalk, a sick wet thud as
the skull cracked apart.  Spike ran and crouched next to him, hoping against
hope that there was something, anything that could be done.  Dark eyes met
his and Spike just barely caught the words as the last breath was exhaled.

�Spike, help� then nothing, eyes glossing over, brains mixing with the blood
coming from Xander�s head.  Spike�s mind catalogued the body quickly.  Skull
shattered.  Knife wounds to the face and arms.  Gun shot to the stomach. 
Hissing now, rage building and burning inside him.  His to kill.  No one
else�s.  No one touched them but him.  The sounds of struggle grew louder
and he turned back to the house, just in time to see Giles slam face first
into the window, an ax buried in his skull.  No time to spare on that
though, not when he could see the Slayer, still fighting, still struggling
to the last.  She was drenched in blood, whose it was impossible to say. 
She was viciously attacking some dark figure, dodging the knives in the
being�s hands.

�Slayer, invite me it,� the scream ripped from him before he could stop it,
realizing a split second later that the distraction could kill her.

�Come in, come in, gods, help us, please, Dawn, Dawn, Dawn,� terror ripped
the words from her mouth as she fought on.

He was moving before the first word had fallen from her lips, moving
inhumanly fast, tearing up the stairs, heading for the child�s room, leaving
Buffy behind, knowing she could fend for herself.  Knowing that the child
could not.

Two men there, carrying the limp body between them.  He flung himself onto
the first, dropping down in a howling rage as pain seared through his mind. 
Humans.  These were humans.  Humans who had done this atrocity.  The men
simply ignored him and continued to carry their burden down the stairs. 
Spike glanced up just in time to see the tattoos wrapping around their
necks, then fell back to the floor, crawling behind them, trying desperately
to move through the searing pain.  He watched, detached, as they paused
briefly on the stairs.  A hand reached into a coat and he saw the barrel of
the gun.

�Buffy,� a desperate scream, warn her, had to warn her.

She turned her head just as the trigger was pulled.  Spike watched as that
beautiful face vanished in a haze of red.  She dropped like a rock to the
ground and the man she was fighting stepped back.  He joined the others as
they headed out the door, Dawn now cradled in the largest man�s arms.

Spike crawled down the stairs, dragging himself over to the remains of the
Slayer�s shattered body.  Gone.  They were all gone.  Caught in a moment of
weakness, trapped like rats.  He duly registered the trail of bodies.  Anya
the first, caught as she opened the back door.  Then the witches, trapped
trying to perform some chant of protection.  The broken door frame through
which Xander�s body had flown.  Giles sprawled face down on the couch.  And
the Slayer.  Dropped like so much cattle, her blood still pumping from the
remains of her face.

Spike pulled himself upright, staring at the ceiling.  Humans.  He lit a
cigarette, desperate for something to do.  He recognized the tattoo.  A cult
that worshipped some snake god.  They must have been hunting her for months
waiting until just the right moment when her guardians would be weak.  A
snort of disgust.  They spent so much time protecting her from the demon
realm they had forgotten about the evil that dwelled in man.  They had
watched.  They had waited.  They had struck.  They had taken Dawn.

Spike felt the rage spiral higher and higher.  He knew what they had in
store for her.  Taken for her youth and purity.  To be debased and defiled
then sold into slavery where she would surely, surely be killed.  And killed
harshly.  They had attacked.  They had taken Dawn.

A buzzing noise filled his ears as he howled into the night, impotent fury
at his helplessness.  The anger burned in him, hot as the sun.  Higher and
higher the fire built, the buzzing growing with each moment, with each
furious thought at just what he would do if he could, just how he would make
them pay.  The hoarse howling of his voice mingled with the burning in his
brain until it was all just a sea of red.  Louder and louder, higher and
higher, until he burned with a white hot heat.

Suddenly, the world went quiet.  He felt something snap deep, deep inside
him.  It felt like a switch suddenly being flipped off.  Quiet.  Perfectly
quiet and still.  The buzzing had stopped.  He reached a bloody hand up and
ran it over the back of his skull.  The buzzing had stopped.  The faint
sound of the chip audible only by its absence.  Gone.  Stopped.  Done. 
Broken.

He tossed the cigarette aside and tore down the street as if the Furies
themselves were at his heels.  The chip was broken.  He was free.  Free to
main and kill.  Free to take his revenge.  Free to hunt them down.  He was
free.  And they had taken Dawn.

He crouched in the bushes, watching and waiting.  He had tracked them here,
to this old house on the edge of town.  Circling down in an ever tightening
pattern, he quickly determined there were twelve men.  Dawn would make lucky
number thirteen.  The chosen one to complete the ritual.  The fire flicked
in the pit behind the house, the altar already set.  He set his jaw tightly,
ignoring the sounds coming from the bedroom.  Twelve men.  Each determined
to have his turn.

Spike knew the ritual well.  The leader of the cult first, taking her
virginity as his own prize.  Then the rest would follow after in the order
of their joining.  She would be tied to the bed, gagged, painted red with
the blood of her fallen family.  His stomach twisted and he pushed the
thought aside.  Now was not the time for that.  Now was the time to plan. 
He only had a few hours until the sun rose and they brought her down to
complete the ritual.  He saw the snakes tangling together in a writhing mass
under the altar.  The snakes that would be draped over her battered body. 
Spike forced back another growl.  Now was the time to plan.  Now was the
time to call upon all his decades of skill in the art of torture to take
true revenge.  They had taken Dawn.   They would pay.

He eased into the door, senses heightened to razor edged perfection.  He
could see everything clearly, could smell the sick scent of them on her
skin, could hear them moving about, could taste the metallic tang of her
fear, could feel the coldness of the steel in his hands.  He moved up the
stairs with preternatural grace, waiting for the first to emerge from the
room.  They were foolish, they had set no guard, satisfied that their long
dead god would protect them.  He smiled coldly at their folly.   He pressed
against the wall at the top of the landing, melting into the shadows as he
saw a man stagger from the room.  He followed him down the hall, watching
the man head for the bathroom.  Perfect.  No need to alert the others quite
yet.

The man slumped against the wall, leaning as he pissed into the toilet,
yawning a little from the exertion of the night.  Damn but she had still
been so tight, so very, very tight.

It was only the hand that suddenly clamped over his mouth that kept the
screech of agony from reaching the others.  His eyes grew wide as his penis
fell into the bowl, blood spurting everywhere.  He started to collapse, only
to be yanked back to his feet.  A demonic visage greeted him as his torment
grew and grew.

�Least of what you deserve.  You�re lucky, mate, rest won�t have it this
easy.�  Fangs pierced his neck and he struggled weakly as the remainder of
his blood was quickly sucked away.

Spike stepped back, easing the body to the floor.  One down.  Eleven to go. 
The thick, hot taste of human blood taken from a living victim sang in his
veins, strengthening him even more.  He moved back down the hall, watching
the door carefully.  He listened closely, blocking out the sounds of her
sobbing.  Not yet.  Not yet.  He wouldn�t let himself feel it just yet.  If
he did he would simply tear into the room, killing them both.  No.  Not yet.
  He watched as three men emerged, one heading down the stairs, staggering
slightly, the other two heading towards him and straight for the bedroom
door behind his back.  He eased the door open, just enough to enter, then
moved to stand pressed flat against the closet door.

The men entered the room, the first calling back over his shoulder, �Only
about 1:30, still time to catch the end of the movie,� he flicked on the
light, then froze.  A man stood there, fire blazing in his yellow eyes.

�Don�t think you�ll be watching anything, ever again.�  One step, then a
loud crunch as Spike easily snapped the man�s neck.  He whirled and ripped
open the second man�s throat, the scream of warning dying in Spike�s mouth. 
He gulped down the blood, then pulled the bodies into the room, turning on
the television as he did so.  There, the normal noise the others would be
expecting.  He slid back into the hallway, pulling the door mostly shut,
damning the sliver of light that remained.

He crept down the stairs, hearing the man moving in the kitchen.  �Hey, Bob,
Steve, you guys want a beer,� the words grew louder as the man came around
the corner, a bottle raised to his lips.  Spike grabbed him by the throat,
beer spilling out of the man�s mouth and cresting over his hands.  He pulled
the struggling man out the front door and across the yard, moving steadily
towards the old rake half hidden in the weeds.  The man fought to scream,
unable to do so through his broken throat.  He began to gag as his larynx
swelled, cutting off his oxygen.  Spike marched him onward, moving faster
now, determined to reach his target before the man died of suffocation.  He
raised the body over his head and dropped it down, impaling the man on the
tines of the rake.  He watched as the man squirmed, death coming at him from
all sides.  Finally, all motion stopped.  One last look, then Spike brought
his boot heel down on the man�s face, shattering the bones.

Duster flying behind him, he ran back to the house, hearing her heartbeat
begin to fade, just a little.  No time for all he had planned, no time to
make them pay as they should.  He had to get there, had to reach her, had to
stop them before she broke completely.  He moved unerringly towards the
living room, knowing just where their weapons would be.  He grabbed two
pistols, checking to make sure the clips were fully loaded.  No time for
stealth now.

He paused at the foot of the stairs, coming to a quick decision.  Draw them
out, then drop them as they came at him.  He forced his face back to human
form.  Let them shoot all they wanted, as long as the bullets weren�t wood
he would take all they could hand him.  He was gorged on blood, losing some
wouldn�t hurt nearly as much now.  With no hesitation he raised a hand and
placed three quick shots into the ceiling.

They came pouring from the room, half dressed and utterly confused.  The
light from the cracked door and the moonlight coming through the windows
weren�t nearly enough for them to see what was happening.

Spike shot them like so many targets.  One.  Two. Three.  The bodies began
falling down the stairs, perfect round holes in the center of the skulls. 
He stalked forward like the angel of death.  Four.  Five.  Six.  Stupid,
stupid, stupid, still coming towards him, making it easier still.   Ten
down.  Two to go.  He moved smoothly to the top of the stairs, dropping the
emptied guns behind him.  He wouldn�t need them now.

He stepped into the room, dropping and spinning as he did so.  The ax sailed
over his head, embedding the blade firmly in the door.  The man wielding the
ax let out a guttural cry as Spike spun behind him, yanking the knife across
both Achilles tendons.  The man dropped to his knees, unable to stand. 
Spike continued the spin, rising as he did so, the knife spinning to land
squarely in the leader�s chest.  Spike rose, ridges prominent on his face. 
He yanked the squirming man off the floor, holding him in the air.  He
tilted his head to one side, curiosity getting the better of him.  He always
had wondered what true evil looked like.  He stared into the monster�s eyes,
then growled, disappointed.  The monster looked like just another human. 
Just another meal.  Spike dropped him to the ground, then leaned over the
man, rubbing his forehead along the man�s cheek.

�Picked the wrong little girl to play with.  See, mate, that one�s mine. 
Like family to me, she is.  And I protect what�s mine.�  He growled deep in
his chest, then pulled the other knife from his boot.  �Think I�ll just feed
her your heart.�  He slammed the blade down, the serrated edge ripping
through the flesh.  The man�s screaming covered the sick scrape of metal on
bone.  Blood gushed like a fountain into the air, spurting in time to the
rapidly fading heartbeat.  Spike turned his back to the bloody mass, moving
straight for the leader.

Spike threw his head back and laughed as the man slowly tried to raise the
gun to him.  �Hard to aim when you�re shaking like that.  What, that little
penknife hurting you some?�  He grabbed the gun away as the man began to
chant some mad litany.  Spike knelt next to him, leaning down to whisper in
his ear.

�Go right ahead, mate.  Don�t think your god�s going to listen to you now. 
Should be careful when you muck about with demons.  One might just come to
visit.�  He licked the man�s neck, relishing in the shudder it produced.  He
stood back up, finally turning his attention to the still figure on the bed.

She was unconscious.  Spike swallowed as tears came to his eyes.  She was so
pale, blood crusting around the handcuffs around her wrists and ankles.  He
whirled back to the man on the floor.

�Key.�  The tone of his voice held the promise of infinite pain.

The man raised a shaky hand and pointed to a box on the small dresser. 
Spike retrieved it, then gently undid the locks.  He settled her on the bed,
pulling the dusty blanket over her.

�Clothes.�

A nod to the closet and Spike yanked the door open.  As he thought, there
were a number of outfits, all in Dawn�s size.  All to her taste.  They must
have been watching her for months.  He chose the most comfortable looking
one and gently dressed her, careful to touch only where absolutely
necessary.  When he was finished, he dropped down to rest alongside the
quivering body.

�Not going to die yet, mate.  Takes quite some time to die from internal
bleeding.  Think I missed your heart by accident?  Not quite.  Hit your
intestines, I did.  You�ll be dead in a bit.�  Spike moved back to the bed,
pulling the still form into his arms.  �Just want her to see first.�

Dawn slowly opened her eyes.  She went still, confused, unsure of where she
was.  The memories struck her all at once and she began to scream.  She
vaguely felt arms wrap around her and she shrieked louder and louder.

�Hush, ducks.  Spike�s got you.  Killed them for you, never hurt you again. 
Nothing will ever hurt you again, hush.�  He stroked his hands down her
back, trying to calm her.

The sound of Spike�s voice penetrated her terror and she threw herself into
the cool embrace.

�Are they all,� she choked out.  �Buffy, too?�  She was just sitting in her
room, staring into space when the men burst into her room.  They overpowered
her in seconds, tying her up.  Then, they proceeded to tell her exactly what
they were going to do.

Spike tightened his grip, tears falling from his eyes.  �Yes, pet.  Sorry,
couldn�t stop it.  Tried, but, so sorry.�  He stopped, knowing no words
could ever be right, no words could make it easier.  �Have something for
you, though.�

Dawn pulled back, frowning as she felt the blood on her face.  Her eyes went
wide as she looked at Spike, blood covering him from head to toe.  �How, how
did you find me?�

�Followed your scent.  Took care of the wankers for you, all but this one. 
Thought you might want to do that yourself.�  Spike watched her closely,
seeing the traces of shock in her eyes.  He pulled her over to the edge of
the bed.  The leader lay there, shivering as the pain rattled through him.

�You fucker,� the words spilled from her mouth as a look of unfathomable
hatred crossed her face.  �You fucker.�

�Thought I would turn him, let you stake him when he wakes,� Spike�s voice
sounded in her ear.

�You can do that?� Dawn breathed out, turning to look up at him.  �But what
about the chip?�

�Seem to have buggered it somehow.�  He felt the blood pounding in her veins
as she stared down at the beast.

�Oh.�  She continued to stare, then her face set into a look of fierce
determination.  �No, Spike, I don�t want you to turn him.�  She looked up,
staring him straight in the eye.  Spike took a sudden step back, every
instinct screaming to get away from such a deadly creature.  �I want to do
this all on my own.�

She reached down and yanked the knife from his chest, drinking in the
immense scream of agony.  Blood spurted out, covering her in its dark
warmth.  She stared at him for a long moment, then slammed the knife into
his chest, directly into his heart, all the times she watched Buffy train
finally being put to use.  A gasp, a gurgle, then he was dead.

Spike reached out and took her hand.  �Come along, then, nibblet.  Have to
get going, sun�s going to be up soon and I want to find you a nice place to
stay.�   Somewhere she can bathe all she wants, get her some food, bloody
hell, have to stop at the crypt and pick up some dosh, the thoughts
scattered through his mind as he led her down the stairs, carefully picking
their way through the bodies.  He settled her into the front seat of the
DeSoto, for the first time wishing he could belt her in.  He turned back and
ran quickly to the side of the house.  He dropped a match, then dashed back
to the car.

�Spike, why did you come,� the quiet voice broke his heart.  He turned to
the shattered child next to him and a faint smile touched his lips.

�All we�ve got left is each other now, baby girl.  Not going to let that
go.�  He started the car and pulled away, leaving the house blazing behind
them in the night.

TBC...
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