Follow Me Part Five
by Jess
Spoiler for the Gift

Authors notes:  Thank you so much for all the excellent feedback I
have gotten so far. And to those who have mentioned that Spike
doesn't sound like all that much like Spike �..Well�..Its bloody hard
to write him and I'm doing my best, k? Ok. :)  I'm hoping this part
will be more him. And nods to One_Good_Day list. I'm enjoying the
chocolate covered Spikes. ::grin::  I know nothing about British
football or the teams, so forgive the mistakes. :)

Other Parts: E-mail me. :)

Distribution: If you want it, just drop me a line and tell me where
it's going to live, and we're groovy. (Please excuse the use of the
word groovy)

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Spike listened for the sound of water running before he picked up the
extension in the kitchen. Figuring he had a good ten minutes before
Dawn finished her shower, Spike wanted to get this phone call over
with.

He looked at the speed dial list and punched the button for the Magic
Box, hoping to catch Giles before he hopped in a cab headed to LAX.
The phone rang twice before a cheery voice came over the line.

"Magic Box, We're in mourning, but still open for your Magic needs."

"Giles there?"

"Willow and him are running around, messing up my shelves and taking
things without paying." Anya punched the last two words, obviously
not directing them to Spike.

"Gang's all there then. Be a love and put us on speaker?" He cradled
the phone against his shoulder, flipping through the stacks of mail
on the counter.

"Sure, hold on."

The static on the phone got louder and the sounds of people walking
echoed more then usual.

"Can you all hear me?"

A tired voice cut through the static. "What is it, Spike? I'm in
quite a hurry."

"Yeah, I know, gotta catch a plane and all that. Is Willow near?"

"I'm here Spike. Everything Ok?" She sounded vaguely worried and it
set the vampire back a bit. He smiled into the phone and sat on the
counter.

"Lovely ducks, thanks for asking. I just wanted to let you know that
Bit isn't going to LA, she doesn't fancy the life of a white knight
in tarnished armour. So no need to bother the poof, he wouldn't have
time to put out the fancy soaps anyway. Have a good trip back to
dreary London Watcher." Spike disconnected, a smirk forming on his
lips as he sorted the mail into boring and interesting. Victoria
Secret Catalogue�interesting. Electric Bill�.boring. Statement of
final Grades: Summers, Buffy...interesting.

The phone chirped at him and he nestled it back into his
shoulder, "Summers household, resident evil speaking."

"Listen hear you arrogant prat. Dawn * is* going to LA. She * will*
stay with Angel until I return from England. This has been decided
and you have less then no say in the matter." Giles spoke in an even
tone, hushing his voice.

Spike wasn't impressed.

"Nibblet doesn't want to leave. I promised to stay. What does it
matter which vampire watches over her as long as the job gets done."

"Her name is Dawn and she agreed to go. Willow is going to make the
arrangements while she's acquiring a few artefacts for the store and
none of this is any of your sodding business."

"Fine, couple quick questions though. Got a school lined up for her?
Moving van for her bits and bobs? Selling her childhood home or just
putting everything in storage? I'm sure your think tank has already
come up with these, but I'm the curious type."

Dear air hung for a full minute after Spike finished speaking. Giles
could be heard sputtering and Spike was sure he could hear Willow
gearing up for quite the ramble in the background.

Giles recovered his tone. "Its what is best for Dawn right now, until
more permanent arrangements can be made."

Spike rolled his eyes and hopped off the counter, strolling around
the kitchen looking in the odd cupboard. "No its not what best for
Dawn, its what's best for you lot. Bit's got memories here, ghosts
that make her feel loved, and you want to cart her off to live with a
souled vampire that has no idea what she went through? Convince
yourself you're doing all this for her it you need, but don't try and
sell me on it. She needs to be here, she wants to be here and her is
where she will stay as long as my body stays unashed, got me Watcher?
If the Scoobies can't deal with a little girl's grief without
shipping her off, maybe its best you don't come round for a bit. Tell
the Watcher Council she's the Key, remind them it would be in there
best interests if she was kept safe and sound and happy or she might
start to develop the more unpleasant aspects of her talents." Spike
heard the water shut off. "Got to run, have a safe trip."

He disconnected the phone and took a few quick steps into the family
room. He didn't want the girl to know he had been on the phone, so he
made himself comfortable on the sofa. Throwing one arm over the back
and sprawling this legs over the length of the seat, a thought hit
him as he glimpsed the Dawn coming down the stairs. Her wet hair was
sticking to her face, making her look thinner then her remembered her
as.

"When did you last eat, pet?"

Dawn motioned for him to move his legs, and the vampire did so
begrudgingly. She ran a hand through her hair, sending flecks of
water onto the upholstery as she flopped on the sofa. "Yesterday, day
before." She shrugged her shoulders in a defeated gesture. "I'm not
really hungry anymore."

"Still like pizza?"

"Huh?"

"Flat bread with bits of cheese and such on top. Very big in this
country."

A memory flashed in Dawn's brain and she smiled. "Xander said that
once, before all this started." She bit the inside of her lip again.

Shaking his head and lightly closing his eyes, his cheekbones seemed
to harden. "Stupid git has me speaking like one of you." He opened
his eyes. "I really have to find some English blokes to have a pint
with."

"You order the pizza, I'll set up the tape. You want to watch
Dawson's Creek or Roswell?"

"Such the choice. Surprise me." He stretched behind him to reach the
telephone and heard his still mending bones crackle. Dawn gave him a
questioning stare, which he ignored.

"What kind you want?"

"Hot peppers and pepperoni, please."

"Americans."

"We can get a second one with crumpet bits and curry sauce if you
want."

"The Summers wit didn't skip a generation, the world shakes in
sorrow."

"Blah blah. Order the pizza."

He let a low growl but ordered the pizza and then made a quick call
to Willys.

Dawn wrinkled her nose at him as she fast forwarded through a
particularly sappy episode. "You ordering blood?"

He gazed at her with a `what do you think?' look.

"Tell its not human."

"No, I'm playing a tenner for heifers blood."

"Ew. Do you ever think about how they get it?"

"Imagine they pull it as the body is dying, its not fresh enough to
be milked�Oh you want me to feel bad? Not going to happen pet."

"You could be drinking Anya or Xander or Willow."

He smiled. "Warms your heart, don't it?"

Dawn pulled on leg underneath her and got into a comfortable
position, her back against the armrest, only barely facing the
television. Her legs arranged contentedly across the sofa, forcing
Spike up from his position to something less familiar then lying with
the young girl, both their legs across the seat. They sat and watched
the video, and Spike planted his feet firmly on the floor during most
of it. Neither one spoke for a while, until Pacey started to wax
poetic over Joey. At the first sign of the characters romantic
inclinations, Spike had started to shift uncomfortably as if his skin
had suddenly shrunken a size. Dawn found this increasingly more
entertaining then the show itself, and she contented herself with
predicting the vampire's reactions to each scene.

Finally, when the dark haired secondary character turned lead pulled
to the side of the road to confess his undying till next season love,
Spike growled loudly at the television. Bounding up from his seat, he
stalked off to the kitchen muttering British epitaphs that the young
girl assumed were directed at the fictional girl of Pacey's
affections.

Dawn followed him into the kitchen and found him outside the
threshold, a lit cigarette burning at his lips. The chipped black
nail varnish he wore glinted when he took the cylinder out of his
mouth to exhale.

"Enjoying a post DC smoke?"

"Chit has no idea the pain her cute smile is going to cause." He
stared absently into the backyard. Dawn raised an eyebrow but
reserved comment on his romantic inclinations. She leaned against the
opposite door jam.

"You think she's in heaven?"

The vampire was pulled back from the conversation in this head and
looked surprised at her question. "Course she is. She's sitting
somewhere with your mum, having coffee discussing which rock star to
date first."

"You believe in heaven and hell?"

"Most demons do, luv."

"Where is your soul then? Heaven or Hell."

"Sticky question, that. William was a git at best and a horrid poet
but he never did a single un-pleasant thing in all his days." Spike's
mind recalled the memories of the day when he needed air and
rest. "So I imagine he would be in heaven."

"You think he'll run into Buffy? Maybe met up at the celestial coffee
bar?"

Spike held back a laugh. "I bleeding well hope not! He'd be running
about, trying to find an appropriate rhyme for Buffy."

Dawn looked thoughtful and tucked a still drying strand of hair
behind her ear. "So if your soul is in heaven, when Angel got cursed,
they pulled his soul back from eternal rest?" She scrunched up her
nose. "That seems mean."

"Nah, I imagine Liam never made it to the game. Whoring, drinking,
stealing, gambling, never goes over well up there. Besides, Angelus
wasn't given his own soul back, what good would that do? Human soul
in an empty case, it would have gone mad. The gypsies, they just
called it a soul. He was given a conscience, much worse." Dawn looked
confused and crossed her arms over her chest, feeling cold seep into
her bones.

"What's the difference?"

"You can be evil and have a soul. Not hard, just look at some of your
more colourful humans they killed and maimed without even feeling a
twinge of that pesky guilt. If they did know what they were doing was
wrong by your species standards they simply didn't give a rat's ass.
That's the difference, luv. With a conscience, Angel knew and cared."
He shrugged his shoulders and flicked the butt of his cigarette to
the ground. "Without one, we know and don't."

The doorbell rang and made Dawn jump slightly. Spike smirked at her
and motioned towards his duster lying over the banister.

"There's a bit of dosh in the inner pocket, be a good girl and get
the pizza?"

"And if I don't want to?"

"Then off to LA you go and good riddens."

Dawn didn't question the sincerity in his words.

A short time after the pizza came, a shallow knock at the back door
announced the arrival of Spike dinner. He opened the door and saw the
paper bag simply sitting there, a note stapled to the folded top like
a child's lunch.

Puzzled, Spike picked it up and tore the note off.


Heard about the Slayer. She was too cute to go like that.

W.

Spike looked at the note for several seconds before bunching it up in
his fist and tossing it for a perfect three pointer. He did so
without sadness at the reminder of Buffy. Days of alcohol and random
violence had cleared most of his self-pity and his renewed promise to
care for Dawn had gotten the rest. If he wanted her to get over it,
he would have to as well.

The faint smell of blood urged his eyes yellow and he opened the
paper bag to see what Willy had sent him. Pleased to see five bags of
AB positive and one of O negative, Spike tore into the AB, drinking
some cold and pouring the rest into a mug for heating. The O was more
of a breakfast blood and the vampire looked forward to a nice bowl of
Wheetabix in the morning. His eyes flashed over the micro-wave clock
and saw it was approaching 11 pm.

"Dawn, get your skinny ass in here."

"You looking at my ass could be construed as dirty old man behaviour.
What am I, like 50x your junior?"

"No soul, no conscience, no bother. Now what time do you have class
in the morning?"

"I have class all the time. I have school at 9am."

"One more hour then off to sleep."

Again, Dawn just shut her mouth and nodded.
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By 1:00am, Spike heard Dawn's breathing slow to a measured rhythm and
he picked her off the sofa. The girl snuggled into his shoulder and
he looked down at her sleeping form with something the resembled
affection. Her bed was rumpled, as if she had just slept in it
moments ago. Slowly he laid her down on top of the covers and set her
alarm for 8 o'clock, Dawn stirred briefly and Spike wondered what
dreams she was having, if they were of Buffy. After pulling the
blinds tightly closed, he left the room but kept the door open a
crack in case the dreams turned angry.

In the hallway, Spike was faced with three doors. One to Buffy's
room, automatically veto-ed for sleeping quarters. Another to Joyce's
room, again omitted. The third lead to a small bathroom and Spike had
spent enough nights in the tub, thank you never much.

The main floor held better options. Family room: big picture window,
light drapes, high risk of a dusty future. Kitchen: easy access to
the rest of the home, nowhere to bed down. Spike decided on the
virtually sun proof dining room and grabbed his duster from the
banister. He folded the soft leather over on itself, forming a crude
pillow. It wasn't the Ritz, but it wasn't a south facing atrium
either. Spike crawled on top of the table and laid down for an early
rest.

Eight came to soon for Dawn and she reached out to hit the snooze
button in an automatic gesture. When her hand came down where the
alarm used to be, she was greeted with a squeaking sound. Her eyes
flew open and she saw a rubber duckie with red marker fangs staring
back at her, the duck had a note in angular handwriting attached to
it.

Bit,

No Snoozing. Get your arse up and down the steps for school.

S.

"He's obsessed with my butt." Dawn mumbled to herself and pushed her
legs off the bed. She hadn't been to school in several days and she
wondered what excuse she would come up with to please the principal.
Shrugging it off till after, Dawn dressed quickly and went through
her morning routine.

Spike heard the duck squeak and suppressed a grin. His rest the night
before had been a brief few hours and he awoke restless and hyper,
hence the duck. He finished pouring the cheerios into a bowl and then
grabbed the morning paper from the porch, happy to see the slight
overhang in the eaves gave him a shadow to stay in. Dawn clamoured
down the stairs a few minutes later and saw him sitting at the
breakfast table, paper spread out and a bowl of cereal in front of
him. She was about to comment on how human he looked when the vampire
reached for his mug and poured a generous helping of blood over the
cereal. Stirring it absently, Spike growled at the paper, reading
that Man U. had lost another game to Britsol.

"Morning Sunshine, you want some?" Spike continued to read the paper,
but held up a spoonful of cheerios to the girl.

"Um, no. I'll stick with the plasma free breakfast."

Spike shrugged and chomped down on his meal, enjoying the crunchy
sound they made.

After fetching herself a bowl of highly sugared puffed rice, Dawn
pulled the chair opposite Spike out and mad herself comfy. "Spike?"

"Hmm?" The vampire was still absorbed in the article detailing the
new Striker Man U. had picked up.

"I haven't been to school in, like two weeks, and the last time I
missed that much class they threatened Buffy with putting me in
foster care�" She trailed off.

The vampire waved his hand at the Dawn. "Rang them already. They
think you've been visiting your Da so you're off the hook for this
week." He put the paper down. "But remember our deal."

Dawn nodded ate her breakfast, still trying to ignore the other bowl
on the table.

The sounds of chewing and the occasional grunt of displeasure at what
ever Spike disapproved of in the world filled the house until Dawn
had finished. She gathered her coat from the hall closet and yelled
to Spike.

"I'm off, I'll see ya at 3:00!"

"Wait a sec, Bit." He sidestepped out of the kitchen to avoid a patch
of sun streaming from the family room. "You've got no bookbag, and
your school lets out at 3:30."

Dawn rolled her eyes. "When did you learn my school timetable."

"When I was going to kill you for sport to torture the Slayer."

"Oh. 3:30 then."

Spike watched her collect her bag from the living room and walk down
the driveway. Satisfied she was heading the right way, he returned to
the kitchen and called the middle school. As soon as the phone was
picked up, her adopted an accent remarkably similar to Giles' and put
on his best smile.

"Allo, this is William Avery, I'm looking after Dawn Summers for the
time being." He sorted through the next pile of mail. "Yes, terrible
business with her sister, so soon after her mum." Cable bill,
overdue, interesting. Learn to be Vet though the mail, boring. "No,
I'm a family friend. I was wondering, could you inform me if Dawn
doesn't make it to her classes? I realise it's a bother, but I'm
afraid she might�thank you so much." Gallery fliers, boring. 50 CD's
for a penny. Addressed to Dawfy Somer, interesting. "Yes, I'm staying
at the Summers residence."

Spike hung up the telephone and wandered down to the basement, happy
to see a makeshift workout area. He smiles, seeing a dummy with a
well drawn, bleach blonde vampires face tacked on to it. The dummy
had so many wounds to the heart, the stuffing was falling out.
Blowing the dust from the various nick-knacks, Spike surveys the
room, wondering how many years it would take to clear out the place
and realising it didn't matter, he had decades.

He found a blot of heavy red material and a pattern for a Little Red
Riding Hood outfit under the steps. The material would keep the sun
out nicely, and looked to be enough to cover the family room windows.
Spike nodded to himself and trudged back upstairs, prepared to watch
Passions, just as soon as the windows were covered.
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Part Six coming soon. ::Grin::

Jess
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