Dawnty's Inferno Part 3: But You Hate Me
Author:  Jerri Cocke
Summary:  Dawn and Spike meet and talk after the scene in the magick
shop.
Disclaimer:  Joss owns all, I own none.  I do try not to break them
to badly before I return them.
Distribution:  If you have, take.  If not, ask.
Spoilers:  I Was Made To Love Him, season five in general.

Spike stood outside his crypt.  He had finally gotten through to that
engineer git, that he would die if he didn't make Buffy for him. 
With Buffy at his side, he could leave Sunnyhell and never return. 
His thoughts turned to Dawn.  He would regret never seeing her again,
but she had made it clear just how much she hated him.  He threw down
his fag, and pushed open the door to his home.

He froze.  His keen senses picked up sounds that shouldn't be there. 
Sounds like a heartbeat, breathing, leftover tears.  He recognized
the scent of his kitten.  He rushed into the dank crypt to find Dawn
seated in his recliner.

He could see the tear tracks on her face.  "What is it pet, has
something happened to the slayer?" jumped out of his mouth.

"No, Buffy's alright.  It's...it's..." the teenager collapsed in a
flood of tears as she tried to say what she still couldn't
believe, "Mom."

"Joyce,"  Spike drew the sobbing girl to his chest, "Kitten, what's
wrong with Joyce?  I thought the bloody doctors had fixed her."

Dawn drew in a determined breath, she knew how much Spike cared for
her mom.  "Spike, Mom is d," she tried to say.  Finally she managed
to get it out.  "Mom is dead."  She buried her face in the cool
cotton covering her friend's chest and sobbed.

Spike shook his head, she couldn't be just gone.  He knew she was
angry at him now, but she would forgive him.  Joyce always forgave
him.  Dead?  Wait just a bloomin second here.  "Kitten, calm down.  I
need you to tell me who did this to your mum.  Who hurt her?"  His
demon roared for the need for vengeance. 

"Nobody did it.  They said that she just went to sleep and never woke
up.  Buffy found her on the couch when she came in tonight.  Spike
how can she just be dead?  I don't understand.  I mean I know, but
she's mom.  She's not supposed to leave me."

"Shh, Kitten, I'm sure she didn't want to leave you.  But she had to,
she knew that there would be a lot of people standing in line to take
care of you.  Hell, she even knew the Big, Bad would do anything to
keep you from getting hurt.  You tell anyone that and I'll deny it, I
do have a reputation to bleedin protect."  Spike forced himself to
smile at the teenager cuddled against him.  Cor, she reminded him so
much of himself, sometimes.  All bravado and arrogance.  When she was
just a kitten in need of someone to look out for her.  He wished that
he had, had someone to protect him from Angelus, oh no, wait a sec,
no he didn't.  But he would keep the baddies away from this young
lady.  She would live a long and good life, if she didn't decide to
become a cat burglar, he thought with a grin.  The Big Bad would make
sure of that.  "Wait a minute, didn't you hate me this afternoon? 
What happened to change your mind?"

"I never hated you, but if I told the gang that you were my friend
they would send Buffy after you with lots of sharp sticks.  I had to
protect you." 

"Now, that's funny.  You protecting me.  Kitten you can't protect
yourself.  You wander around in cemeteries on the Hellmouth in the
middle of the night looking for a vampire.  Sooner or later your
going to find one that's not me.  Are you  okay, Kitten.  I need to
get you home before the slayer finds you gone and comes hunting for
you.  I really don't want to get up close and personal with her
favorite stake."

The tiny brunette sniffed once or twice and wiped her eyes.  "Yeah
Spike, you can walk me home.  I have to sneak in through my window." 
She grinned up at the blonde vampire.  "Piece of cake."

"So Kitten, we friends?"

"Yeah Spike, we're friends," she looked up at him and parroted his
words back at him, "but, don't tell anyone, I have a reputation to
protect."

tbc
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