It see?ms that my day?s are changing. I fe?el more negative so?metimes.. don't get m?e wrong, I'm not alw?ays thinking ne?gative.. This year has ?been great, so many g?reat things, but some? bad things.. but ov?erall.. Heaps of go?od things have happened.. and ?2004 is Unfor?gettable and? filled with H?appy Days. And? it scares me, ?because I don't want? 2005 to change?. Like my ?friend said, this ?year has been great, ?til we headed to December..?
Strangeness...
But.. no?w.. to think osf these holidays.. ?I just wanna be with some ?friends, to catch on m?y piano, and do some ?school work, along ?with writing o?r developing more p?oetry skills..? and updating this si?te.
Well ?I don't think anyone ?would want to read th?is. My life is Bori?ng.. so no one is readi?ng this.. lalalala.. ?I could say any?thing! And no e?yes could get in thei?r head. So. I'm ga?y!! Yes, I'm gay?! I have a wife! ?But.. I cheated on? her with my dau?ghter or mother.. ! ?YEs I'm gay! So ?totally gay!!
And also?.. ?well today.. I saw s?omeone... I walked? off to do something.?. and when I came back?.. he was gone... ?I wondered the whole day.. W?here are you? And?... I don't know w?here he's gone t?o.. ! >,<... ... sighs...
?I wonder where you ?are.. you are sometime?s like a shado?w.. I myst?erious shadow?.. I turn aroun?d and look back to yo?u, and you?r gone.. like the li?ght. so bright... ?your gone..
Ok?.. that might no?t make sense.. no wo?rries!! ^^;