Why can't I smile but frown?
I feel so unhappy,
And I don't feel as though I'am me,
I tried to be happy,
Make my life a lil' easy,
I smiled,
And finally happy for a while,
But suddenly.
The one I secretly loved.
Broke my heart,
Tore it apart,
And made me cry,
Didn't seem as though he cared,
After all the good times we shared,
Could I have been wrong?
That he was right?
I was only using him to convince myself,
How could this be?
It couldn't be me,
It has to be someone else,
After all I was inlove with him,
I give up...
I'll never have a chance,
It'll only be in my dreams,
I give up,
I rather friends...
I promise, this is the end.