| Why do people think its okay to make comments about my weight? I Mean I look in a mirror everyday, I know Im fat okay. I know. And I am fat, so there is no need to say "You're not fat!" Because I am! HOWEVER comments are not needed. Kris and I were out to dinner for his Birthday. I got into the booth and those of you who know me... Well My Breasts are not small! So I looked like I was fitting in there tight The Guy who seated us said "Well the other side is wider for you, Or I could move you..." Then he pointed to the biggest booth in there. He wasn't quiet about it. I felt like I wanted to die. I was humiliated. I felt so ugly. I said "I'm fine" and he was like "Oh okay." I know that I am fat but come on.
People seem to think it is necessary to point it out, whether to others, their buddies the are yuk'n it up with, or you. I've heard store clerks say to each other "Why is she even looking at that it wont fit her." Or "Better lose some pounds first." Then there are the giggles, the laughs, and the snickers. One of these times Im going to call them on that. Just walk up to those bastards and say "Listen bitches, I am fat. You are right. You are not blind. Congratulations! Hope you feel really good about your superficial, fake, Plastic selves" We have it hard as it is. Everyone thinks over weight people are lazy, dirty, and smell. That all we do is eat and eat and eat. We have to hunt and hunt to find clothing that doesn't look like a fucking table cloth. We know that the guys are going to go for the 90 pound blond girls, and then make fun of us with them. We are accused of breaking things, even when it is impossible to do so, and we are over all hated. People actually hate people who are fat, can you believe that? What ever happened to if you can't say something nice, don't say anything at all? Yes I am Fat, that is true. I've heard every name that you could even think of calling me. So SHUT THE FUCK UP AND GET OVER IT. |