| So Cold So Cold, drained I feel like I am nothing I want to travel on the breeze To be free I hate the control I do not have How I bend to everyone else. Because If I say okay Than the fuss goes away But deep inside The pain is Enormous I take it for ever one No one ever asked me if I was okay And they didn�t care I am not one to tell them I need More, something, anyone. I am nothing Can�t you see? I have locked myself in a room It has no key I have no way out I will always be old reliable I wont ever tell you no Even when it has killed my Soul. Where did the old me go? No One knows who I am I have made myself into their liking I am non objective, I am never wavering I am the one who will also compromise. There keep telling me I�m So Strong. They have never been so wrong WHO AM I? WHEN WILL I KNOW? I screw everything up as I go. Deeper the scars are bleeding I�m drowning I scream Up to God, and I ignore the answers It�s easier to suffer. It�s so much easier� To let go. |