| How to be who you�re not.
A moment, a blissful moment In which the storm has calmed A lonely girl looks at the out side world From a place where she is safe and warm With everyone judging her it�s hard not to retreat Back into her solitude, a black hole of fate. She wants to be loved And accepted for her But whenever she tries She can�t seem to surpass The incisiveness that surrounds her But she cannot understand What is clear to everyone else. Try not to do this And don�t do that Be who your are not Because they can�t stand who You are And yet that�s a cop out Because this girl doesn�t even know Where her life is going How is this story going to go? Is she as strong as they make her out to be? But deep in side all she wants is to flee. The bliss is gone now, she back alive The pain comes searing in so hard She thinks that she may die. She will never be who they want her to be And she will spend her whole life trying to be free She hears their whispers and notices their stares She knows what they are thinking What they do not dare to say. And with those dreadful thoughts, flowing back in She goes back to her black hole, to start the cycle Over again. |