When they all turn away

It seems that I have fallen away
From the things that matter from day to day
The void that�s left is a giant hole
It�s so deep and dark that it steals your soul
Time passes so fast and than so slow
And why I can�t recover I do not know
Life�s a gift I've heard people say
If this is true why do I feel this way?
It�s like I�m lost in a deep eternal Abyss
And I can�t help but ask myself will I be missed?
And as I fall down again and again
I look around and no matter how bad I want to I can�t find a true friend.
Sleep brings a comfort I hold so dear
But still in my slumber I shed so many tears
�I promise Ill be there� my friends always say
These promises are worthless and don�t mean anything either way
The peaceful snow falling intrigues me to thing deep
About why my �friends� don�t give a damn, why they don�t earn their keep
I'm so alone and if I cannot find
A life worth something that I can actually call mine
I may have to throw it out in the snow
And then though I don�t want to turn and go.
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