| Making it through
In a time of pain I provoke my brain To tell me what I was doing wrong I was told that they were leaving, another pastor another time And many people told me I would be just fine. I thought It was me, something I had done wrong I thought that maybe I should go on And beg on me knees to God And Say, �Please not again, not now, not today� So I started to get mad, and mad I really was I started to go back to my old life style cuz I wanted to show God, and be the one left standing And I did things I never thought I would, my conscience demanding �Heather, what are you doing, Getting God back? You need to grow up and Get back on tract� I tried to listen and to truly understand But this time I had to demand �But he did it again and I don�t me to only me Think about all the rest of the church family, We have to struggle and deal with this again� �But think, without struggle what would be in the end? If every road was easy and we always took the right one Why would we ever need to rely on God? There is a reason, maybe for you its not to know But you need to repent and be with God now GO!� So I got on my knees and started to pray And I asked God to give me strength for this day And the next and the next and the weeks to come Because I knew it would be hard for some To just move on and be happy and all fine But then God placed in my mind Some verses in the bible, ones we all know well And how to get through this it does tell. �Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding In all your was acknowledge him and he shall direct the paths.� So as I got done reading I decided I should Share with the church, and encourage everyone I could God does love us he is here for us all And we have to be open and willing to hear his call. He will help us through this and we will prevail, Even though we try to be obedient and many times we fail. God Loves his children unconditionally, he never goes away And he is there for us no matter what ails us that day If you listen closely, and you lend him an ear In your time of need he will say, �Be still my child I am here.� |