Help me

I sit here and wonder if the tell tale signs
Are for a plot that�s hatching and had hatched many a time
Deep down rage and anger are in side
But when she comes around all I want to do is hide
I try not to assume we all know that saying
But in my head common memories and scenes are playing
Was she or wasn�t she, the question as it be
Both out comes greatly affect me
If she was then she lied to me, betrayed me again.
If she wasn�t in many ways I betrayed a friend
To tell I have to wait till she wakes up
To see if she had one after another, kept reaching for the cup.
I try to be loving and tell her it hurts her, that she should stop
But quicker then I notice the subject has been dropped
I hate this scary reoccurring fear
That something might happen to someone I hold dear
Iv done this so many times, I no longer know what to do
It seems no one can help me can you?
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