Mask Disguise I'm a lady with a mask disguise Morning comes and I open my eyes Feeling lonely and hurt inside Look out the window at the gloomy sky Why can't I be like that bird in the sky? Please Lord give me wings to fly So I'll be closer to heaven were you go when you die I'm tired of not knowing when I open my eyes Will I make another day with my mask disguise? My mind is racing And I'm drained inside Crying and shaken Trying to make up my mind Is my life worth taken? To stop this awful pain Should I pack and run And be on my way Can a hospital make me feel sane inside Lord it's an awful feeling when you're hurting inside I take my two feet Stomp them on the ground Those crazy thoughts Keep going round and round Life gives me choices I'm able to make Stop think what's better Which road to take I Wake up in the morning At the crack of dawn A new day has arisen I have to be strong Stay in the moment Can't jump around Life's what you make it I have to move on Exercise and meditation Clears my mind No more judging and criticizing I want to hold my head high Miracles of life are waiting for me Been there all the along One time I couldn't see My tears were flowing Hard and free Now I know when I open my eyes I'll make another day With my mask disguise Thank you Lord For helping me If it weren't for you There'd been no family and me |
