I'm really hoping that this website inspires or helps at least one person with any path you might be on. Whether it be growing or healing. Or needing to listen and view something spiritual and maybe just feel enlightened. I'm wanting to share a bit of how I came to this point of my life in this story. There was a time in my life I new I had totally lost me. Barely surviving became a daily routine. I was pretty much just going through the motions. My health had deteriorated to just a shell with barely a soul and a lot of hidden pain. Total denial and turning to drinking was my escape of dealing with pain. So gave drinking up realizing it definitely wasn't working. Denying was easier than doing and dealing with what I needed to do. There was a lot more buried than my sole could even handle. That's enough the eject button was hit and a volcano erupted. So my mind, body and soul sunk as low as it could go so today I look back and count my blessings to even be alive. Having been blessed with a second chance on this earth walk. And a second chance to give my children the two people I love the most in the world a healthy responsible secure Mom. I'm going to work as hard as I can with all my heart to give myself and my children and their families what they deserve. Determined to make this happen. I took responsibility for my life made a lot of new and usual choices. Negativity and pain was no longer in my vocabulary at least if I had any control of it. So knew it in my heart that I had no choice. But to verbally brain wash myself into believing it was totally (all about me). Just those words alone helped me move mountains. My self-esteem and confidence began to build. Through meditation I began to experience peace and calmness within me. At times would feel so light and free. Mediation took me somewhere I never would of expected. It was a normal setting this one evening a lot of white candles burning. Stillness in the air, breathing, concentration and total relaxation. The candles began to flicker. The glow from the candles lit up the room. It was like the emptiness in the room was embracing me. The room had the most beautiful glow. It had a magical movement to it. It was like I was numbed in position. The only that was still was me. Didn't know what was happening I just knew it was all good. Then there was a voice that said "You are going to be ok" then there was a pause and the voice repeated "You are going to be ok". When this unbelievable experience ended. I walked out of the room saying "I don't know what just happened there" but it was the most beautiful thing I ever heard or experienced. I'm honoured to be touched by those words. Now from what I've been told this experience is called a �Spiritual Awakening�. This would have been when I truly opened my heart to God. Blessed is how I feel for this connection. The time he took not only noticing me but loving me. He has guided me through a whole lot of unexpected healing. Native healing was one of them. The most powerful and satisfying healing journeys I've ever been on. The simplest end most productive gifts I gave myself. By trusting and believing in whatever was offered to me. I was given things beyond words. To this day the Spirit World is still part of my healing. Practicing gratefulness is a life changing experience for me. Changed not only my attitude but also my way of thinking in positive ways. It's amazing how your life just falls into place. Material things meant so much but mean less now. The smallest little things bring me so much joy and happiness. Having God in my life has brought me through so much and always will now that I trust, believe and have complete faith. My whole outlook on life has changed so much. I came to understanding that if I could I would not change a single experience or lesson I had in my life up to today. No regrets even in times of struggle I now know I was being of carried. There were a lot of good experiences in my life. If my past hadn't brought me on this awesome journey. I had of missed out on so much. Maybe my life would have had better but I know for sure I never would have had the blessings to know what it's like to feel joy and happiness in my heart. What God has planned I have no idea. But I trust and have faith and believe that I will be worthy of it. In return I will give back not only with the �Lord's Prayer� and personal prayers on a daily basis �. Sometimes repeatedly. But also those words THANK YOU LORD! For everything I have. Please Lord, Give me the knowledge to know what your wish is for me today and the power and the wisdom for me to do it. So my prayers did get answered with an idea that came to me unexpected really didn't expect it to bring me here. I have a book of affirmations I normally read to help me along with my healing and growing. I sat there in a daze and said "Wow they are good". Maybe I can bring them to the public. What if they could touch someone like they touched me. Just knew that I had to try to get these to the public and maybe help someone else on a better path. The feelings were very powerful, went straight downtown to a place to were they print a local flyer that gets distributed to a large area. So the owners agreed to accept my request. I was so truly thankful knowing that I needed to somehow connect to the internet. Thought for a moment of who would be the best person to give me some guidance and answers to any questions. I had on settings something up on affirmations. The only person that came to mind is my friend Nan-c. She definitely knows computers and is so spiritual and has many diplomas on computer. She was kind enough to put many hours on setting up this website. Thank You very much Nan-c. You did an awesome job. There is no way I could of done what you have done. So knowing how much time and effort she put into this project, I asked her why and her answer was "When God Asks I Don't Question". Bless you Nan-c! I'll say good-bye for now �. May we all live with love in our hearts! May God Bless You All! Wendy |
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