OK, crap. I didn't mean to ingnore this site for so long. I mean sometimes it's the only way to tell some of my friends stuff since they live in OTHER COUNTRIES! ::cough:: mims and cap ::cough::. You just get lazy, though. Whether you're online or not, you don;t always want to type up what's been going on in your life... especially if nothing HAS been going on!
Saw PoA with Kep and Apollo and Uri on Friday, though. Wow... just wow. Way different from the first 2. Big time, but it's really a good change! I want to see it again.
I also want it to be friggin' August because 1- there's nothing going on until then and 2- the Warped Tour is in August. I'll finally see Epeira and I think Mims is coming from Australia to go to it as well. And I'll see some really awesome bands and have a great time, which I need.
Sooooo, yep. That's about it. Told you the life is boring. Ta ta.
Feel a little better today. I think I finally have this site the way I want it, for now anyway.
So. Sooo. So this is what my pal Apollo thinks. See, there's this guy, well not just any guy, he's been a friend since flippin' elementary school. Well, apparently, according to Apollo, he's liked me since... well forever. But he's the sweetest cutest thing inthe world and never said anything to me. And then of course Hay- I mean the bastard came along and I went out with him because I thought he was all wonderful and all. And OK, so he was, when I was dating him, but I can still regret it now if I want to since he was such an ass. (I am so sorry for all this language!) Anyway, so Apollo says that when I'm ready I should, well basically go out with this friend.
::BLUSH::! She tells me this over the phone, catching me completely off guard. Thank God I was home alone so no one saw the cherry red color my ears and cheeks turned! It's just, I never thought about him like that... well, it's part lie. I have but I never thought that I would actually consider it. But he really is a great guy, and not super shy or quiet so that you can't get anything out of him, but he knows how to be a gentleman.
Plus he's in a band! Well, trying to get one together, anyway, LOL.
Ugh. I don't want a major relationship right now, but I'm confused.
Thanks alot, Apollo!!!!!
I can't believe I kept this site, let alone got back into it. But I guess I just couldn't give it up. Actually the main thing was probably because since my former boyfriend recently broke up with me, I needed something to keep my mind occupied... and in touch with my friends. I talk to everyone on the phone but they all have websites, so I wanted to stay a part of that.
Yes, the bastard broke up with me for the stupid reasons ever. Yes, reasonS. And I won't get into them, since they are private, but I cried for the longest time and now? Now I'm just pissed. It's probably what most girls go through, I'm sure, but he was my one and only boyfriend I ever had so it's all very very new to me and very very depressing and aggrivating.
Right now, all I want... actually what I want probably wouldn't be what other girls would want after they broke up with someone they had gone out with for 5 years. What I want is a man. That's right. And no, not to "satisfy" me (I'm a virgin, and proud of it thanks. ESPECIALLY now that I am no longer with the man I thought I may have actually gone that far with). No I want a man specifically named Steve Bays.
Yes, he's in a band. A band I will probably never come in contact with, but you know what? That's fine. Because if I did meet him, and we went out, and then he broke up with me just like that bastard I was going out with did, I would be even more pissed and depressed than I am now because then I wouldn't ever want to listen to his music again. And I love his music.
So I'll just keep himin my dreams, which is what I'm going to do now because my eyes are stinging from stupid allergies.
To E, Uri, Mims, Moony and especially Kep and Apollo: I love you guys so much. Thank you.