Let the pills kill whatever ache they find, Swim it all down with vodka. I dream and I soar, I’m floating above. A few precious moments of bliss. Pain as my weight, Pain as my anchor A whirlpool of shame sucks me under. Sinking into the sheets So warm And soft, I am so tired. Melting away into nothing, But a pile of blankets- Bloodstained and wrinkled.>>