Because they don't see the things that I see
When I tell my friends "oh no I don't like him",
They know it's not true and they can see right through it
But still they think my love is a sin
And that I shouldn't be letting that kind of love in
There's a truth that's hidden only from you
Because oh... if only you knew
The times that I cry
Are not tears of joy,
Nor are they tears of sorrow
They are the tears for knowing that I can never have you
I wish you could see why I cry at night
Because when I try to explain, it never comes out right
And I don't get why I should suffer this much
Just because I love the feel of your touch
And now that I know you're going for sure
It helps me realize my love is pure
At night when I'm sitting alone in my room
Just thinking about everything we've been going through
I try to smile and stop the tears
But it doesn't happen and I find my fears
Once again I dream of you
Waiting for the day my dreams come true
But the days go by
And the weeks rush on
And I start to realize
My dream is gone
It will never happen
It will never come true
Because the fact that I'm in love with you
I wish you cared about how I feel
Cuz then maybe it would help my heart to heal
Heal from all the pain you've caused
Heal from all the joy that paused
But you still don't get it
And you think this is a joke
But I'm not laughing
So stop the hoax
If I knew why I loved you and why I cry
Maybe my pain would finally die
But I won't stop crying and the pain won't go
So my last words to you are I love you so.