This is the page for my thoughts...If it offends you then don't read it!
I needed to create this page for several reasons and why I'm posting it...is still a question I can't answer. I have taken the older entries out and am starting new. I think that I have finally realized that in order to completely move on...I have to snap back to reality. The words at the bottom of this page is exactly how I feel...Enjoy your stay!
~May 14, 2003~ Well, once again I come back and say that I can't believe that it has been so long since I wrote anything here. Everytime I write something a little more positive than before. I think that is because for so long I thought that I could fool myself into believing that everything was getting better, when in all reality it wasn't. I think being in this place and realizing that it's all real, knowing that to make everything o.k. I have to initiate the change. Because real isn't how we are made..it is what we become. So now I guess it's up to me to make it happen..Until then, to the moon with ya...
Never Had A Dream Come True
Everybody's got something they had to leave behind One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time There's no use looking back or wondering How it could be now or might have been Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you know I've never had a dream come true Till the day that I found you Even though I pretend that I've moved on You'll always be my baby I never found the words to say You're the one I think about each day And I know no matter where life takes me to A part of me will always be with you Somewhere in my memory I've lost all sense of time And so my road can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind There's no use looking back or wondering How it should be now or might have been Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go I've never had a dream come true Till the day that I found you Even though I pretend that I've moved on You'll always be my baby I never found the words to say You're the one I think about each day And I know no matter where life takes me to A part of me will always be You'll always be the dream that fills my head Yes you will, say you will, you know you will Oh baby, you'll always be the one I know I'll never forget There's no use looking back or wondering Because love is a strange and funny thing No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye No no no no I've never had a dream come true Till the day that I found you Even though I pretend that I've moved on You'll always be my baby I never found the words to say (words to say) You're the one I think about each day And I know no matter where life takes me to A part of me will always be A part of me will always be with you
