3rd July 2002 ~ Keep on Going ~
"Evolution" -Ayumi Hamazaki-

Yes... I've coloured the Kao pic...and I put it on the right-side. Well it's not him actually ^^ I just use him as inspiration ^^ To be honest, the result is disappointed me. I mean the original one. The one I'm putting here has been retouched in Photoshop, esp the sky. The original one is worse *sigh* 

And.... tarraa~~ here's my new layout ^o^ I still have to change and change and change... 

Also have to practise and practise and practise....~~

-Kaoru no Kanojo-

2nd July 2002 ~ Again!!! ~
"Immortality" -Celine Dion feat. Bee Geez-

Mou... I don't know what is happening to me... suddenly i can't draw anymore >___<~~ I've tried many times and it ended up with I'm erasing it *grumble*

I hope I can draw again .... *sigh*

-Kaoru no Kanojo-

1st July 2002 ~ Fresh ~
"Rocket Dive" -Hide-

New month already ^^
Feel a bit better... I must recover this day, I don't wanna spend my day lying on the bed again ^^

Oh my......... I just found out my mistake on my new drawing... it's Morientes one. WAARGH~~~~ I've put ink on it.. and I just found out after that.... huaahhh.. me so BAKA >___<~~~ 

I decided to re-draw it... but... can't ^^;;; And I'm up into a new idea of a story.. hahaha.. from a dream ^^;; I discuss it with my sister and we go to sleep on 3.00 a.m. *yawn*

-Kaoru no Kanojo-

30th June 2002 ~ It's Over ~
"Au Revoir" -Malice Mizer-

Ok, it's getting worse, and I end up this day with lying on the bed TvT I can't colour my new drawings *sigh* 
Fortunately I still have power to watch the final of World Cup. Woww.. Brazil is so great, they deserve the cup. Congrats to them !!! 
World Cup is over... huihh.. quite sad, but it's ok ^^

BTW, I'm putting off the Momo's pic, coz I haven't asked for the owner's permission. And I'm planning to change the layout ^^

-Kaoru no Kanojo-

29th June 2002 ~ Bad or Good ?? ~
"Tell Me" -Hide-

This is it.... I got knock-out -___-"" My head ache.. and my stomach too... I got sick *sigh* I don't like this... really~~ 
I take a nap... for I think it'll recover me ^^ But .. no.. the result is the same, just feel better a bit~

I go out with my family... it's really happy to go out together ^^ I'm searching for soccer mags.. hoping for Morientes and Casillas pics wahahahaha~ And... unfortunately, there's no LoTR's vcd and dvd in the store. It hasn't been released here.. I'm waiting for it ~

Not much I can say, my sister spend the night at my cousin's house. I'm alone this night YAY!!!! Turn on the music and drawing till 2.00 am ........... yes, it's Morientes pic I'm drawing mwahahaha~

Slasher : I'm using watercolour to colour my drawings.. no tone, coz it's expensive and hard to find here ^^;;; For copic's use, ask Neko, she knows better *grin* 

-Kaoru no Kanojo-

28th June 2002 ~ Gratitude ~
"Mirai e/Future" -Kiroro-

Nice day... but I woke up with my body feel ache everywhere... especially my back and my head. Yaihh... I hope I won't get sick~ Hmm... nothing to do... it's time for internet. I have to reply Shirl's e-mail, I couldn't reply it yesterday coz the server was down. Trust me, one day without internet makes me insane -___-""

I went to Slasher's blogs... aiyaaa I didn't know about his father. I'm surprised when I read that his father had passed away. Speaking about father, that reminds me to my dad. He's a good-worker... tho sometimes he forces himself just to earn money for our living. And I feel so sad when I remembering my dad rides his motorcycle (yes, we use motorcycle.. hey.. I haven't mentioned that we're not wealthy family... so we don't have car ^^;;;) around the city... in the heat of days... When he got home, he still has job to be done again... he just takes rest on night, if his children (including me) don't ask him to go out. And still, he has to wake up earlier *sigh* He's strong for his age~

Those things encourage me.. I decided to study well... and do my best to finish my college. Then I won't disappointed my parents. And I'll give them happiness at their old age. It's my gratitude to them. 

....... the weather getting cold and cold to me... yahhh... I hope it's just the weather not me... still have worh to be done... I need sleep *yawn* 

-Kaoru no Kanojo-

27th June 2002 ~ A life would be....~
"Eternal Wish" -Raphael-

I went with my brother to his office this morning. Well, it's work stuffs. I wasn't in good mood, coz I was so sleepy. Luckily things went out smoothly ^^ To be honets, it's quite boring being in my brother's office. I prefer go along with my father....

Hmm... nothing is special this day. Oh.. wait... there's one. I make an illustration... it's Kaoru. Wahhh... I really luv this man. But that's not my point. The point is ... FINALLY... AT LAST, I can draw again. Me so happy... after facing a dead-end for a long time... I can draw again.... at least I can feel it ^^;;;

One thing again, Alice call me too. Wahhh.. so happy. We're talking about soccer, World Cup stuffs. She's so lucky, her fave team, Germany, has gone to final. While mine, England, had lost on the quarter-final.. huihhh~ Well, we're not talking about the soccer play, we're talking about the players. Wohoooo... Casillas and Morientes make me drooling. I've downloaded all of their pics on FIFA ohp. I even put Morientes pic on my wallet. Hahaha.. me so freak~

Time to feed my cats. It's quite late.... hey, they need food on night too. 
Aiyaaa... lil Kyo is so adorable... he's so cute........ and naughty too ^^ I'm happy he eats the food that my mom made for all of the cats ^^ Next time, I'll show my cats XD

Still too early to go to bed, so I decide to join my brother watching "Black Hawk Down" for the ... th times. Tho I've watched it for many times, I still can't differ the character. The faces look similar to me ^^;;;
My sister againts the war, as usual. She disagree that the final alternative is a war. She wants no bad things in this world. Hey... I don't think it's fair. She keeps wondering why there's still war in this world. I answered her, war is one of the colour of life. Life will be empty if u just fill it with one colour. There's good things, and there's bad things. It's balance.
That IS life.....

-Kaoru no Kanojo-