July

16-31st July

31st July ~ 4 more days ~
"Chant from the heart" -Kitaro-

Waaaoonggg.... Im trying to edit the layout on ImageReady but I just got O_____O I can't say anything ... and do anything, I don't understand every single command on it. Huihhh... I've tried to read the command help too, but... still I can't manage it. Anyone can teach me *blinkblink*?? ................................ @ 12.05 pm

30th July ~ 5 more days ~
"U+K" -Gackt-

Have to clear one thing, about the pics stuffs ^^ Since 2 of my friends can't find where the Gackt's pics are, so.... pls take a look on the archive of 29th July, I don't display the pics since it's too... ^^;;; I just link it, u can find it on there~ My brother shows me some sites using Flash, oh God... they're so wonderful. But when my brother explained to me, me don't understand one of it @___@ Guess I should learn it later ^^ ................................ @ 9.21 pm

Nyak.. Nyak......Bwahahaha... Gackt's voice is so funny, what kind of sound is that nyak nyak ?? Sure, he has humor-sense. Well, I got his mp3s from Calista's CD ^^V Speaking of her, she was on the newspaper yesterday, she's the pioneer of young mangaka in Indonesia. Mangaka ?? Yes, we don't have particular term for a person who makes comic in Indonesia, what u call them ?? Cartoonist ?? No no, we, manga creator, prefer called mangaka. She was interviewed, and according to it, she's making her 3rd manga, which happens to be an RPG genre manga. Very interesting, I've seen .. hmm... about 3-5 pages. Woww.. amazing, her drawings improve rapidly. 2 thumbs up for her ^^V This day, the article named 5 girls who are happen to release their manga in short time. 2 of them are my best friends, they are Cynara and Alice. I just can't wait for their works ^^ BTW, what do u think about Gackt after seeing those 2 pics ?? Is he hot, seductive or droolable or whatever u want to call him?? For me, he's so sexy and seductive and definitely listed in my harems list mwahahahaha Hmm... I want to pray to the temple this day, must sweep the dirty minds ^.^

Calista : Thanks for lending me the cd, and sorry I always forget to bring it back bahahaha *runs* And keep up the good works, girl, GANBATTE ^^V

Cynara and Alice : GANBATTE for you two too.................... @ 11.10 am

29th July ~ 6 more days ~
"Amethyst" -Yoshiki-

I'm counting down the days before I start my new semester, heee~ coz to be honest I'm so lazy to wake up in the morning... I wish the holiday is longer and longer. What a coincidence, I met Milo-chan on ICQ, waiii miss her so much XD And guess what, prepare for this, she gave me this pics via ICQ. If u're a Gackt's fan, or maybe even a freak, these pics are a must-see pics XD Before that, these pics are belong to its owner, tho I dunno who she/he is ^^ I just got it from Milo-chan. So please, use these pics WISELY, just for personal collection ^^V Ready ??? View this first, how about it??? Still not enough, well take a deeper close one

Milo-chan : U're so naughty, huh ?? U made me fell from the chair and drooling all over. waaahhh... but many many thanks, honey *chu* I won't deny that kind of pics, so pls if u find one share it with me 

Alice : I wonder what's ur reaction ^^..................... @ 6.45 pm

28th July ~ tense ~
"Moonlight Sonata" -L. van Beethoven-

My brother bought the Resident Evil DVD, we watched it at night. Woww.. coolll, this movie is pretty cool. Well, I get scared haha.. and scream too. I grabbed my pillow and covered it to my face, sometimes I closed my ears ^^ The result, my feets were cold *giggles* Too bad we didn't watch it at the cinema. But then again, if I watched it on the cinema, I would probably couldn't walk properly, coz my foot trembling ^^;;; We talked about the game too, compare between the game and the movie. My brother played the game at PlayStation, unfortunately we couldn't ever finish it, of we're out of herbs. And that damn Tyrant was fast. But the game is definitely must-buy game. Reallyy coolll, tho the graphic isn't that good as in the GameCube one. This game reminds me to Moonlight Sonata, this song suits the atmosphere. I remembered, Jill plays it in order to open a door and get the medal/emblem. I think this is really really cool. Another game that is the same cool as Resident Evil is Silent Hill. I have to say this game is scarier than RE, trust me, coz we have to deal with demon not living being .................. @ 2.00 am

27th July ~ hope ~
"nocturne no.1" -F. Chopin-

I've d/l-ed some midis.. hmm.. too bad the volume is quiet slow ^^;; But I like this Nocturne it sounds so....~~~ I can't describe it with words ^^ This makes me really really want to learn piano again, I want to improve my skill, esp I want to be as great as Chopin himself (hope I can ^^). But the main problem, I can't get away my damn nervous... huihh.. any suggestions to overcome this ?? Pls feel free to give me one XD Many people say that listening to classic makes them sleepy ... hahaha.. now I can see it *laughs* Well, at first, I didn't feel sleepy, it's true I was really really enjoying every single of Chopin's works... but after 20+ songs... I feel sleepy ^^;;; Maybe we should get used to it then we won't feel sleepy ... just a thought ^^ Is it today hot or is it just me ?? My lips dried... and I feel I wanna drink and drink and drink... or I'm getting fever again ??? Hmm... Oh one thing, I become addicted to coffee, great~ When I don't drink any coffee I go to sleep earlier, weird... Ahhh... lil Kyo is playing again waahhh, he runs to me when he's hungry as usual, and he.. he looks fresh this day... waiii me so happy. And I keep wondering why Chopin used Tristesse as the tittle... did he want to express his feeling or...??

Shirl : Thank u so much for ur concern to lil Kyo, he's getting better now, even better than the last time. Thank u *chu* ............................. @ 1.40 pm

26th July ~ comparison ~
"Tristesse" -F. Chopin-

I like this song so much... waaahhh Chopin is so great, I like most of his songs, the polonaises, the waltzs, etc. I've been trying to learn this song, but it's difficult to me. Now I don't have any chance to touch piano... hey, I haven't told that I don't have piano at my home ^^ If I have a chance to learn it, I'll try my best to learn it. I've learnt one of Beethoven's sonata, Moonlight Sonata, it's not quite difficult to me, just need patience =) This reminds me of my teacher's reaction when she knows that I could play Moonlight Sonata. She was surprised coz I've just learnt piano for about 1 year and I could play that song, according to her that song is for grade 4 *laughs*. BTW, my teacher is so great too, she's the same age as my older sister which means she's still young ^^ She once won a contest, at that contest she played Tristesse. That's why I really want to learn Tristesse. I heard Yoshiki said that he doesn't like Chopin, coz Chopin is weak (according to him), his fave is Bach. Bah... hearing that makes me angry to him, that's why I don't like Yoshiki. Chopin isn't weak, he's great and greater than u for u to know . I splashed water to Totchi... bwahahahaha she looks so funny when she's wet ^^;;; Esp her fur... I really like teasing her ^^................................. @ 10.53 am

25th July ~ improve ~
"Without Me" -Eminem-

My ID Card was proceeded this day, and will be available this afternoon. But my father will take it tomorrow. That was the first time I faced the police, luckily I wasn't alone, my father accompanied me. The policeman sounds so bossy, but still he looked like a man who just got wake up puihhh.. suck to be u man. Next time, I'll keep the card more carefully, the procedure is quite difficult and it wastes time... so I don't wanna miss it again. My father's office has been moved, it's nearer from our house whee~ I was hearing my father talking about credit card stuffs with my aunt. Hahaha.. it sounds so funny, esp when my aunt complained about her card on Citibank. Talking about Citibank, my aunt said, just rich people who'll be served really nice. For example... hmm.. still remember the boy I met last time. Yeah, he's only 1 year older than me, yet he's the owner of a hotel. Great~ Back to topic, when this boy comes to Citibank, hooo... my aunt said, every staffs remember him and serve him well. There's a special room for him, a special drink or stuffs too. And also, the customer service will come to him, not u who will come to the customer service. Every staffs will bow down to him. Ok, ok, hearing that makes my ear red ^^ Bah.. only the rich people... sounds not fair.. but then I think, it's quite fair, tho it's still not right, coz they deserve that. To be honest, I'm quite jealous.. and .. uhh... admire his talent too. I hope I can be like that too, and I'll try my best for it ^^V Yosh~ I don't wanna lose from him... let's see~

Nao : U should know who I mean ^^ And pls shh... don't tell anyone *laughs*.................. @ 2.03 pm

24th July ~ right ot not ~
"It's all coming back to me now" -Celine Dion-

Today I registered the subjects for the upcoming semester. I hope it will be accepted all, so I can optimize the amount for the next semester. I looked up at the academic calendar... yikess, my new semester will be started at 5th August oO;; Oh my... it's so soon... argh~ the tough days will begin soon. After registering, my friend wanted to go to Sogo.. well, at first I didn't wanna join, but I was thinking, every time she asks me to go, I never join... so I think this time I'll try my best to go. Luckily my father allows me and he can pick me up at usual ^^V Woww.. what can I say ?? Too many gorgeous books in Sogo, both about the design and stuffs. I found a good book about impressionism, my friend said it's available at the college library. But I wanna have it XD One book again, it's about painting, holy cows the paintings are SO great. It looks like a photo. The price is more expensive than the impressionist book. I wanna have both... but I think I don't deserve that *sigh* So tired tho, but I feel happy. I told my sister about the screenshots of Resident Evil on Gamecube, about the books and stuffs. My sister thinks it's ok for me having those expensive books. Well, her words encourage me... but still I don't think I do deserve the books ~

Slasher : Gomen gomen, I can' get online... I just got home at 8 p.m. and I saw my brother was sitting nicely in front of the computer ^^;;; And I had to give lil Kyo meds again. I'm really really sorryyy... m(_ _)m I was the one who asking to get online.. and yet I was the one who couldn't get online... oh my... so shameful~ Many sorry................. @ 10.35 pm

23rd July ~ still ~
"Luv U" -Luna Sea-

22nd July ~ blue ~

Waaahhh... what's happening to lil Kyo *really shocked* His body is getting hot and... he didn't wanna eat the food... also he seems so quite, not like him as usual. Is it because his leg?? I think his leg is hurt... for he can't walk properly. Oh my oh my... don't let anything happen to him... he's so cute...  Maybe I'll get him to doctor again... I'm scared. I just remembered last time when I brought him to doctor.. he was still 1 month. And now, he's 2+ months, his tummy is fat too... I hope he'll be ok soon ~............... @ 4.10 pm

21st July ~ encourage ~
"O' Holy Night" -Kitaro-

20th July ~ sparkling ~
"Concerning Hobbits" -Howard Shore-

19th July ~ countdown ~
"Jealous -reverse mix-" -Dir en Grey-

18th July ~ heavy ~
"Adrenalin" -Siam Shade-

Today is the seminar, and I got the invitation from my aunt. I attended the seminar from 9 a.m till 4 p.m ... I didn't feel well, my head feels dizzy... I think my body's getting hotter. Hey, this is the first time I'm being alone in an event ^^ Hoho.. when the coffee break, I was too nervous being alone, so I didn't take any food and I decided to walk around. I remember when I visited this hotel, I felt the lobby was big and had piano. But this time, I feel the lobby is quite small and there's no piano ^^;;; I wish there were piano so I could take a look of it =) I met so many ex-teachers both from my junior high school and high school period. Hahaha... they still remember me ^^ So tired, but quite fun too. I got a new experience (being alone ?? or sex education ??^^) and I got a new friend too wheee~ And YAY for me, the renovation is done this day, so we can move the computer and it means.... I'll get my internet connection again waaahhhh *shed tears* My brother will move it tomorrow... I can't wait, I wanna get online. Wohoo.. such an isolated days for me ^^ 

Shirl : I'll reply ur e-mail after I get my internet connection tomorrow... gomen, really sorry for making u waiting m(_ _)m ................ @ 7.30 pm

17th July ~ so long ~
"Best Friend" -Kiroro-

16th July ~ newcomers ~
"Free & Easy" -Ayumi Hamazaki-