July

01-15 July

15th July 2002 ~ another... ~
"ain't afraid to die" -Dir en Grey-

I can say nothing... gaahh~ my throat ache  I'm talking about alcohol stuffs with my brother, he looked it at Sogo last time. He just knew that the taste is bitter... yikess.. I thought it's sweet ^^ I wanna drink wine again.. yumm, it's sweet. No mood for drawing so I colour 2 of my drawings. Heee it's so fun colouring the pics, coz I like them all. I mean, the boy looks cute ^.^ I miss ain't afraid to die, this song is my most fave song. My aunt calls me, she's planning to come tomorrow morning... she needs help to arrange speech for a seminar. Good grief, I don't have single experience on that kind of stuffs. I hope I can do well tomorrow *prays* ...................................... @ 11.30 am

14th July 2002 ~ Moving on ~
"Liu Sing" -F4-

13th July 2002 ~ two sides ~
"Monochrome" -Due le Quartz-

12th July 2002 ~ 2 big hits ~
"Myaku" -Dir en Grey-

*yawn* so lazy to drawing... I decided to play internet, and to reply Shirl's e-mail of course. Guess who I meet on ICQ.... they're Nao-chan and Milo-chan. Waahhh.... me miss them so much, luckily I meet them on ICQ, so we can chat together. 

We tried some quiz from Slasher's blog mwahahaha and Milo showed me what Myaku Kaoru is. Wohooo... it's so wild *laughs*. Nao showed me her web layout... woww.. it's cool. She's so great for her age ^^ Keep up the good work~

I d/l Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secret's trailer. Aiyaaa... Harry and Malfoy are coollll, esp Malfoy, he looks cooler than the previous film *drools* And Ron is sooo funny, u gotta see his funny face *laughs*. Next I'm planning to d/l LoTR The Two Towers trailer. I didn't know the size is 30MB+. I choose "just watch" option, coz I haven't installed WinZip, so I think I'll just watch it now... I just can't wait.

Good grief, my Quick Time 5 hasn't been installed properly and I had to watch black screen... just the voice that I can hear..... WARGGH~~ I've spent 3 hours+ and I just got to hear the voice from the trailer O_____O Oh my, it makes me soooo disappointed. Well... happened just let it happened... Thanks to Nao for cheering me up, I'm sorry I'm bothering you m(_ _)m

11th July 2002 ~ Relief ~
"Eyes Love You" -Hide-

I got to manage my college card... fortunately I got the temporary one and I could check my study report. It makes me nervous... I'm afraid I drop *sigh*

B and B and B.... woooo... just one B+ for my typography... quite reliefing... at least I still got 3.00. I don't wanna get lower than 3.00. At home, I found out that my friends got higher ... huihh... that means I'm the lowest among them. But it doesn't matter to me. As long as I still got 3.00, it's enough for me ^^V 

I should more study for the upcoming semester ... yosh~ ganbarimasu XD

10th July 2002 ~ Put the colours ~
"Jessica" -Dir en Grey-

Colouring and colouring... I've to practise more ^^V I've been colouring from morning.. well, 11.30 a.m. is morning for me, coz I got wake up on that time ^^;;; 

*takes breath* I never thought colouring 2 drawings are wasting so much energy (at least for me).. me so tired - - I can't imagine Japanese mangaka and animator... they have to spend the whole day sitting, drawing and colouring (I know some of them have an assistants)... it's tiring ^^~

Hmm... I always not satisfied with my scanner ... the result always always out of my expectation *grumble*.. Well, I still have to retouched my drawings... I'll put it up next week ^^

BTW, the plan is changed, I decided (after talking with my sister) to change the pics per one week. Also I'm planning to make an individual page for my works *grin*

9th July 2002 ~ Trial and Error ~
"Tooku Made" -Do As Infinity-

I'm scanning my new pics... I had a plan for it. Yeah.. this is the first time I'm applying  tone on Photoshop mwahahaha... it's quite easy, yet difficult too ^^

Yosh, voila ~!! I've finished it.. hmm.. not bad, looks nasty *laughs* I'll put it on the next 2 days. I'm planning to change the pics per 2 day... if I have more pics, of course ^^;;;

.... Hooo... sitting all day long in front of computer makes me tired too ~___~ 

BTW, I'm adding IMood ^^V 

8th July 2002 ~ Joy to the World ~
"To Love You More" -Celine Dion-

Mwahahaha.. I've coloured the chibi Morientes I drew last time ^o^ I'm putting it on, see the right-side ^^ I know it doesn't look like Morientes.. but who cares ^^V I've edited it on Photoshop... it's the first time for me editing on Photoshop.

Yes, I can go to Sogo to buy my marker.. I lost it on the studio *sniffs* And great, the marker is out of stock >( So I buy the bigger one instead *sigh* 

What a great mags I found, it's some kind like poster collection... waahhhh it has Casillas on it XD Also Spain team... unfortunately no Morientes on the team... huihhh, he's just substitute, I think *sigh*

Milk tea... my father really likes Sogo's milk tea, Quick Quick ... wheee.. so I decided to buy some frozen yoghurts and ice blendeds, no milk tea, coz it's out of stock (hey, so many stuffs out of stock this day~). I'm really really enjoying spending money wahahaha.. yes crazy o' me ^^;;;

Celine's album is played... wohoo, the songs are great *o* Dunno why, I'm more into pop songs recently ^^ I haven't listened to my J-Rock, I just played pop songs *laughs* I should look for that Celine's album ~

7th July 2002 ~ Boredom ~
"Last Letter" -Pierrot-

What a boring Sunday -___-"" No internet, no computer.. coz my brother is using it ^^;;; I just finished my 2 drawings.. hmm.. not bad, my sister said. She always says the same words to my drawing... can't you give a better opinion *pouts*??

What the hell.. I've been trying to close my eyes... hey, I need sleep, but I can't TvT 

Can't sleep, can't draw, can't do anything.... what a perfect boring day~

6th July 2002 ~ Today and Yesterday ~
"Today and Yesterday" -Do as Infinity-

I'm looking at my calligraphy again... hmm.. now I agree with my sister, it's not like my works ^^;;; I can't believe it was me who wrote this letter *____* Well, this is the only thing that makes me happy when I got back from my campus *sigh*

My sister spends her night at my cousin's house again today... so I'm alone again ^^V Mwahahaha... I'm really enjoying my lone night XD ... my stomach feels quite hot, huihh... I think it's becoz the black pepper thingie on the pizza I ate TvT

Great, it's 4.30 a.m and I still can't get myself to sleep o____o~~ 

5th July 2002 ~ Drown ~
"Deep Forest" album -Do as Infinity-

Listening to this whole album gives me so many inspiration. I like every single of the songs ^^V I hope I can realize my inspiration .... and also hope I won't meet a dead-end again ~

Ok... this day is a bad day for me. I went to my college to check my study report. Good grief, I just found out that my ID card and my college ID card is gone........ oO;;;; Waaonggggg~~~ How can I be so careless... I used to keep it on my wallet.... oh my... I'm so sad. Not because I couldn't check my report. But this things definitely bothers my father... huihh... I don't want this... *cries*

I'm so tired.... depressed too TvT Shirl, I'm so sorry I couldn't reply ur e-mail. I promise I'll reply it tomorrow... promise ~

One thing, I met a guy who is 1 year older than me, yet he has earned so many tittles. And also he's so smart on business stuffs. Argh~ another jealousy. I know I shouldn't be like that. Everyone has their own talent. Also their own life path. So.. no need to envy each other... just go on ur own life..........

4th July 2002 ~ Keep on Flowing ~
"A Song is Born" -Ayumi Hamazaki-

Woooo... am I forcing myself or is my imagination going and on and on ?? I dunno, but I can't myself making sketch. And then, ink the sketch. Tho it's late night, but I'm enjoying my drawing ^^ I'm drawing chibi Schneider... wahhh... I like this character XD

I hope this can last longer ^_______________^ 

Hey, this day is ID4 mwahahaha... and also Gackt's B-Day. Yes yes.. I looked on his pic for his CM (thanks to Shirl for the url)... oh my God, he's so sexyyyyy... *drools* I almost fall from my chair ^^ *goes to mop my drooling* Mind everyone ^^~ 

3rd July 2002 ~ Keep on Going ~
"Evolution" -Ayumi Hamazaki-

Yes... I've coloured the Kao pic...and I put it on the right-side. Well it's not him actually ^^ I just use him as inspiration ^^ To be honest, the result is disappointed me. I mean the original one. The one I'm putting here has been retouched in Photoshop, esp the sky. The original one is worse *sigh* 

And.... tarraa~~ here's my new layout ^o^ I still have to change and change and change... 

Also have to practise and practise and practise....~~

2nd July 2002 ~ Again!!! ~
"Immortality" -Celine Dion feat. Bee Geez-

Mou... I don't know what is happening to me... suddenly i can't draw anymore >___<~~ I've tried many times and it ended up with I'm erasing it *grumble*

I hope I can draw again .... *sigh*

1st July 2002 ~ Fresh ~
"Rocket Dive" -Hide-

New month already ^^
Feel a bit better... I must recover this day, I don't wanna spend my day lying on the bed again ^^

Oh my......... I just found out my mistake on my new drawing... it's Morientes one. WAARGH~~~~ I've put ink on it.. and I just found out after that.... huaahhh.. me so BAKA >___<~~~ 

I decided to re-draw it... but... can't ^^;;; And I'm up into a new idea of a story.. hahaha.. from a dream ^^;; I discuss it with my sister and we go to sleep on 3.00 a.m. *yawn*