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MY POETRY
THE VAMPYR

You tremble on your knees
I'm killing you with ease
Quit begging for mercy
I curse thee
Death Isn't so bad
You pray for the faith you never had
Once death is achieved you will believe
...
Unearth your grave
Your no-longer a slave
It's time to feed
It's time to kill



WHY DO YOU COME TO ME?

Your bloodshot eyes
Your whimpering cries
You did this to yourself
I put you on the shelf
Long ago
And on this shelf
You shall stay
Till your life
I throw away



EVERYBODY AND EVERYONE

Everybody and Everyone
Will eventually die
Its pointless to wonder why
Its not going to stop if you cry
But everyone seems to ponder why
Why will life end
Why will I die
Why Why Why
I dont bother asking questions
To which no one can answer
The only thing one can do
Is live the life your parents gave to you
But despite all that you wonder why
When will life end
When will I die
When When When
No one knows why
No one knows when



THE FREE THINKER

Into the flame
On me you cast your blame
I walk through the fire
Surrounded by liars
Trying to infiltrate my mind
Ive got you in a bind
I wont accept your lies for truths
I see beyond your words
I left you and your herds
Your false prophets
Condemn me for my sins
That are my nature
You shouldnt condemn me
You dont understand me
Too few do
If only you knew
If only I could care
Do you dare
Question the religion and the way I choose
Do you dare
Engage in a combat
Of the will with me
For you will surely loose
For Im a free thinker
And have found my way




MY DARKNESS

Wandering through darkness
Cant even see what is in infront of me
Cant see the ground
Cant see the sky
Cant see my friends
Standing at my side
How did I get here
How do I get out
Who else is here
Where am I
I hear something in the distance
Maybe it wasnt there
Maybe Im not really here
...
This darkness just my mind
These sounds just my thoughts



SOCIETY

Society will never understand me
Nor will it attempt to
Its the leech on my back
And the thorn in my side
The only thing worthy
Ive have found in it
Is the few like me
Whove broke the chains
And think freely
Rather then having
Thoughts force fed
To the few who think
Like do
Say it loud
And say it proud
SOCIETY SUCKS



THE OTHER WAY AROUND

Walking around
A night on the town
Up and down
The crowded streets
A women bumped into me
Was it her that bumped into me
Or was it the other way around
Was it me the bumped into her
Was it the other way around



INDIVIDUAL YOU

In my head
Thoughts are spread
Its these thoughts
That many dread
Which run rampant in my head
No control
No need for it
Control is for
Those afraid to release
Release your thoughts
Unto Society
Unto the world
Dont have thoughts forced unto you
Dont accept society as the only way
Dont be under the thrall of Society
Be yourself
Be an Individualist




A LOOK INTO ME

If you look into my eyes
Ill tell you what youll see
It wont be fear
It wont be joy
It wont be life

If you see into my mind
Ill you what youll find
It wont be love
It wont be happiness
It wont be thoughts of peace

If you look into my mind and eyes
This is what you look upon
The dead of night
The nothingness
My darkness


THE WANDERING EYES

These wandering eyes
Fall upon me
Gaze upon me
Looking at the dead of night
Watching me in pale moonlight
I look into these wandering eyes
To no surprise
They look back at me

Those wandering eyes
Why do they follow me
They seem to be entrapped
By me
The very sight
Into the dead of night


ILLUSIONS

Illusions
Delusions
Foreign images
Entering my brain
Just a figment
Of my imagination
Cant harm me
Just torment my head
Mauling my mind
Nowhere can I find
A way to bind
Im blinded
These hallucinations
Altering reality
As I see it

Nothing is
The way it was
The way I remember it
Why wont these Images
Leave me
Vacate me
Forsake me




WITCHING HOUR

Its the witching hour
A time of wickedness
A time of practice
Light the candles
Form a circle
Time to invoke
The spirits the nether world
Not just a bunch of hocus pocus
Soon youll believe
In the powers untold
In the spirits beyond
That reality isnt always the way it seems
That true power comes from within



HAVE SOME FUN

Sin
Sinners
Sinning
It naturally lead me
To live the way
I Chose to live
Its the force
That keeps my world
Spinning
Spin
Spun
Our lives on Earth
May soon be done
Make the most of it
Have some fun



STRONG HOLDS

Strong holds
On life
Tightly binding
Gripping
Grasping
Try to hold on
Clench life by the neck
Till the last breath
Never left go
Life seems so slow
In the bad times
Let it speed up
Seems fast
In the good times
Let it pass slow
Hold on
Don't let go
Neverr let go



INTO THE NETHERWORLD

Thriving
Striving
For the darkness
Most people dread
Through my eyes
The world is dead
Is this the nether world
Is the world dead
Or am I dead
Surrounded by death
The next
Could be my last breath
I could be the next
Welcomed by death
When my time is at end
Ill accept it
And descend to the netherworld




SHAKING CRYING DYING


Trembling
Shaking
I saw you
In the corner
Weeping
Crying
I can see you
In the darkness
Expiring
Dying
I watched you
In your pool of blood
With all Ive seen
And all soon to be seen
Forever etched
Into my mind
Never to be forgotten



UNBURIED DEAD

Bones
Everywhere I walk
I'm stepping on bones
Skulls and spines
Of people that came and passed
No room left to bury
Their left rotting
Where they lay
Decay
The stench
Its enough to kill




IT FEELS LIKE HOME

In my room
Its dark and cold
Darker then an alley
Light can't leak in
Total darkness
Once you walk in
You'll get a shiver
Down your spine
It must be cold
Its what I've been told
Its cold and dark
It feels like it should
It feels like home



ONLY ME

Ive been through
The injustices of life
Many more still
To come
You expect me to know
What I havent learned
You expect me to act
A certain way
You expect me to be
Like everyone else
I cant be like that
Thats not me
Like me
Or hate me
For how I am
All I can be
And all I will be
Is only me




UNTAINTED TIME


The lonely spirit
Which once cried for attention
Now resides in darkness
In the darkest of corners
In the most long fully abandoned place
For its places like such
That have long untainted time



CAN'T SAVE YOU


No one can save you
No one could help you
You blocked us out
You thought we all didn't care
Some of us do
I once did
Now your gone
Too late to help you
You woudn't let anyone help
You took your own life
Far before death
But maybe death was your only choice
Your only way to Happiness



WHAT THEY WANT, I CAN'T DO

Want me to walk the right hand path
Want me to believe the lies
The very lies you fell victim to
You expect me to do this
You expect me to believe this
It can't be done
Thats not me
Thats a way I can never be
My mind is free
My spirit is free
I'm free
I never changed
This is my natural self
You see me
Plain as day
Yet you still expect me to believe
The very way you do
I'll never fall victim to you
I'll never fall victim to your lies
While you remain barely living
I carry out conversation with
Like-minded individuals
People who think for themselves
People that live for themselves
I will not be part of your dogmatic religion
They will not be part of your dogmatic religion
We see through you
We see though your lies
You call me evil
You call me a sinner
My only sin
Is that of freedom
And the search for the truth
The wisdom of the world




WEB OF LIES

Reality is not as it was thought to be
Its not as it seems to be
Reality is a spider web of lies
Million upon million caught in the web
The lies manifest into truths in their minds
Bind by the lies that were told as truths
Entrapped for such a time
They cant break the bind
Blinded by lies
Bound and blinded by one reality
Of millions of spirits
None of them free
Some break free
They break a hole through the walls of reality
Those who do
Do so earlier in life
While they can choose a path fitted to them
Rather than be fitted to a path
That was never meant to be walked by them



STILL HERE

In the darkest night
When the moonlight is faint
When the stars cannot be seen
I'll still be here
Even when the sun won't shine
Even at the end of time
I'll still be there
If you look and can't find reason
If you should ever need help
I'll be at your side




I'M STILL ALONE

Surrounded by people
I'm still alone
Living among people
Who fail to understand
I'm still alone
They would rather die then understand
I'm still alone



SEE BEYOND US, FOR WHO WE ARE

The freak
The outcast
These names you speak
To describe people
To describe us
You can't understand us
You'll never know our nature
You'll never really know us
You'll never hear the thoughts
Beyond the words
You'll never see the writing
On the walls
You'll never see beyond
The surface
You'll never have the chance
To be one of us
Or simply know us
For who we are




I'M NOTHING

I'm nothing
I'm nothing without love
I'm nothing without hate
I'm nothing
I'm nothing
I'm nothing but a memory
I'm nothing
I'm nothing
...
I'm nothing



DRIFTING INTO DARKNESS

Drifting into darkness
Pulled by the tides
Watching the world
As I drift and die
When I'm gone
You will understand

I'm drifting into darkness
I'm drifting
I'm drifting away
Soon you will understand

You will understand
And I will be gone




NOT YOUR SCAPEGOAT

Don't blame me
Your no fault of mine
I'm not your scapegoat
I don't need your blame
Don't point your finger at me
I'm not your scapegoat
Don't blame me
For I have nothing
To do with your actions
I will not be your scapegoat
Sorry
I'm not what you thought
I'm not your scapegoat



I'M THE ONE

I'm the one
Who understands you
The pain you feel
I know
I felt it too

I'm the one
Who knows your fears
These fears you have
I know all too well
But eventually conquered it

I'm the one who understands you
I'm the one who knows you




HATEFEEDER


You'd piss me off
All too often
You'd frustrate me
Way too much
You'd have a way
Of getting under my skin

Don't you love
The way I feed off your hate
Your lingering hate
Fuels me

I'm a Hatefeeder



PRESS IT DOWN

There you are
In your little space
Your own precious place
A place your your head
Look at what your doing
With that knife

Sliding the cold steel
Across your bitter fleshy wrist
Don't you pray for the courage?
The courage to press down

Press it down
End it all
All this pain
All this life
You could end it
Just press it down

You have the choice
You have the power
But can you press it down?
Press it down

Just a little deeper
Just a little further
Press it down
Inbetween the bone
Clear through the vein
Press it down
And end this life in vain




BLIND TO THE WORLD

I walk among you
Unseen

Your ignorance
It surrounds me
Obscene

Your not prepared
To handle this truth
Your not ready
To know me now

You only see
What you want to see
Your blind to the world



WHAT WILL I BE...

What will I be
When I'm gone

Will I be remembered
Or forgotten

Will I be etched in further
Or erased
...
I'll be a memory
Forgotten by the masses
But memory to a few
Of the breifness of my life

I will slowly fade away
I will disappear
I will be erased from the book of life
And inscribed in the book of death




MY HEART HAS BLED

My heart has bled for many moons
A hole; fist sized
Clean through
Dead-center

The hole doth never close
The hole invisible
I don't show pain
People look at me and say "whats up with you?"

"Nothing...
Its nothing you'd understand"
This is my reply

Your the one
You can close this hole; lingering in my heart

Fail not to heed these words
Or I may never be hole again
Only your heart open to me can make me whole
Only when our hearts meet at the chest can I be whole



THE DEVIL IN THE MIRROR IS ME

I look to the mirror
And what should I see
The image of you devil
The image of me

Everything you've been taught to hate
Everything you've grown to fear
These are the things I've come to be

You call me evil
For my so-called sins
The reality of the matter is
I take pride in the way I am

You live a life of faith
While I live a life of what is...
REALITY




SECRETS OF THE NETHER WORLD

Living beyond death
In this lifeless place
Dominated solely by the dead
Everything that exists here is dead
When your here
You will be too
No heaven
No hell
Just you in a hole
Buried
No god
No devil
Just you
And the nether world
This has been occulted for ages
And now by the power of my words
It is revealed
These are secrets of the nether world
Now revealed to the masses



THE REAPER

The reaper
Brandishing my sythe
Ever so Dauntlessly
Striking down
All in my way
Never had a hope to live
Will never have a fear to die
Never will I sleep
Forever I shall reap
Not a tear will I shed
stealing souls
Now your body left for dead
My morally bankrupt mind
And cold dead eyes
I am the reaper
And forever I shall reap


ATHEME RITE

Atheme held high
Pointing to the edon moonlit sky
Encircled by fire
Proforming some mystic rite
With an Unknown mark to achieve
When the rites closing was at end
The Atheme is plungded into the Earth


MY HANGMANS NOOSE

On a stage
And out of place
The crowd dressed in the old fashion
Ruffles and frills
A single momentary blink
Leaves the crowd dead and rotting
In their cold wooden chairs
A rope wrapped 13 times
The Hangman's Noose
Is now fastened around my neck
Abruptly
And without warning
The stage seems to cease to be
And the rope suddenly jerks
Tightening the ropes grasp on my neck
With every breath the rope grow tighter
The Trachea now crushed
Within moments I'm dead
The view shifts
Now I see myself
From a panning view
My still hung body sways


HEADACHES AND HEARTBREAKS


Nothing in life is free
Except headaches and heartbreaks
And I didn't ask for either

Life, this existance of pain
Living to suffer
Suffering, waiting for the merciful slip of life

The end of all ends
The death of misery
The end of it all

But, still
Headaches and heartbreaks

I ask you
Would it not have been more humane to have killed me,
Than to subject me to living another day of life

Life as I know it has only plagued me
Plagued me with a bitter hatred of life itself,
Made me cynical of all things

And I long for an escape



THE FINAL FALL

The final fall from grace of unspoken names
The journey of countless millennia forever altered
By a single choice

The lore of the ages
Fortold to domineer the sheep
People like birds of a feather
They flocked together
Into their churches and synagogues

The words of unenlightened men over the ages
Fabricated for control
The supposed facts
Through modern thought
Were sought out to be misconceptions and lies

Through the growth of human ignorance and gullibility
Like lambs to the slaughter time and time again
Ignorance of questioning led us to our deception
Deception upon deception
Not asking the vital questions
But wanting to believe your life was in the hands of a higher power
Trying to lead others down the path of deceit you yourself travel

Assuming that your belief is the one true way to divinity
The divinity of an unknown entity you called god
But again the questions went unasked
And led you to another deception
As a slave to divinity
Never desiring to know
If all those years were wasted on a false hope
For a divinity that never existed

Over the countless millenia
Billions upon billions were deceived
Your divinity was but one deception
And there will be more to come
But its your ignorance which makes you weak
You cower behind you dead god
Unwitting deceived yet again

Its this very deception that comforts you
Ignorance comfort you
And without asking you take in more and more
Still not questioning if its true or not, just assuming it is
An unwise assumption it is to assume everything you hear is true
An even more dangerous asumption that god will help you
Not even questioning if god exists begin with

Yet your faith blinds you furthermore
You reject proven sciences for fabricated myths
And tell me I have been deceived




STRIPPED

Left to hounds
So to speak
A world that doesn't give a shit
Falling, still falling into the bottomless pit
A fate worse than death I've been dealt
Condemed to the pain I've felt
Stripped of all but feeling and life
I remain in constant strife
With fate looming in the balance
A fight that can't be won
But a cause that can't be abandoned
I exist only in shambles of my former self
Trying to regain something lost
In the timelessness of the fall
I've almost lost it all
The whiplash effect of the sudden stop
Leaves my mind reeling
As quickly as I can open my eyes
Everything that was stripped so suddenly
Returns just as quick as it left



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ed to Daryl Argent
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