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SUFFOCATE I feel nothing Longing for something Relax a minute to take your clothes off show me what you're made of Drugs, to sooth me CHORUS: All alone Leave me here I'm dying All alone Just kick me in my face All alone All alone and crying All alone I suffocate I'm not gifted Slightly twisted Try hard; try harder to see if I can push you any further Drugs, to soothe me CHORUS Please believe You save me rearrange me I can feel Your feelings running through me Take away My sorrow, my tomorrow Cradle me CHORUS Suffocate JUST GO I'm kinda numb It's so distorted You left me here with This damage that you've caused My tortured faces Those fucked up places In my memories None of them I've lost But CHORUS: I haven't been here long enough to know Every time I feel this, I just lose control Such a cancer on the face of everything that's beautiful I wish that this would just go Go It's kinda sick I feel so dirty I'm kinda tragic I'm kinda insecure But I know That I'm the only One that can fix Whatever's wrong I'm sure But CHORUS I feel so alone From all I've become I'll take you down I feel so down I'm water while you drown You're lifted while I'm down I'm cancer in your womb I'm the needle in your spoon But CHORUS Just Go With these fucking lies All these fucking Lies ME I hear you talk about your family life I wish I knew just what that means I guess my mother never loved my dad And now I wear it on my sleeve My sister called me just the other day It felt so good to hear her voice My problem is I don't have much to say I guess she doesn't have a choice And I'm sorry CHORUS: Look at me I'm so pathetic I Can't believe I'm just an addict I never needed anyone to help me, I’m begging you To please come save me from myself Save me from my... My mother's always tried to change herself She never learned to let things be She doesn't know how bad she messed me up Cause now she seems so fake to me But I love her CHORUS If you push me then I won't fall I've been programmed to take it all And shove it way down inside Like my father Like my father CHORUS I'm so pathetic Can't believe I'm just an addict I try to be I'm failing at it Life to me Is just a habit I hear you talk about your family life I wish I knew just what that means RAW Raw The pictures left with me won't fade These images affect me every day Cause of you I feel I don't deserve The life I see in her Just don't leave me...raw CHORUS: Inside I'm so cold Inside I'm so cold I've never been someone who knows My choices haunt me everywhere I go Finally did something right for myself My life for you and no one else Just don't leave me...raw CHORUS I feel so cold I can't take this Raw MUDSHOVEL You take away I feel the same You take away I feel the same All the promises you made to me you made in vain I lost myself inside your tainted smile again Cause... CHORUS: You can’t feel my anger You can’t feel my pain You can’t feel my torment Driving me insane I can't fight these feelings They will bring you pain You can't take away Make me whole again I feel betrayed Stuck in your way And you ripped me apart with the brutal things you’d say I can't deal with this shit anymore I just look away Cause... CHORUS Mudshovel You take away I feel the same All these promises You promised only pain If you take away And leave me with nothing again Cause CHORUS You will feel my anger You will feel my pain You will feel my torment Driving you insane I can't fight these feelings They will bring you pain You won't take away I'll be whole again Mudshovel HOME I force myself through another day Can't explain the way today just fell apart like everything Right in my face And I try to be the one I can't accept this all; because of you, I've had to walk away From everything CHORUS: I'm afraid to be alone Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone I'm afraid to come back home Another sleepless night again Hotel room’s my only friend and friends like that just don't add up To anything And I try so hard to be Everything that I should never take away from you again Cuz' I heard you say CHORUS I cannot forget I live with regret I cannot forget I live with it I live through this I can't see through this I can't do this anymore CHORUS A FLAT Trust in me can't trust I know, I don't believe it All my life so scarred What for, you can't conceive it Everything you fear I'll be, you couldn't live it I whisper in your ear So loud, why can't you hear it? I'll be okay I'm okay I'll be okay I'm okay All my faith is gone You think I couldn't find it Pieces falling down Shattered, nothing behind it In my mind alone Lost here, I'm separated Crawl deeper in my hole Safe here, from what I've hated CHORUS: All the demons in my head won't leave me I know, I can hear them All the sacrifices made for nothing Don't show, can't believe in Wanna show you that I'm good for something I can't, you won't let me All your artificial words won't heal me Because you can't accept me And I hate myself And I hate my face And I hate my world And I hate my ways And I.. And I... And I... And I... I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay I'll be okay I'm okay I'll be okay I'm okay Trust in me can't trust I know, I don't believe it All my life so scarred What for, you can't conceive it Everything you fear I'll be, you couldn't live it I whisper in your ear Fuck me, why can't you feel it? Chorus I don't believe it CRAWL I'm so lonely You're so beautiful Not the only One that's pitiful Stretched and torn, I lay here in pieces Craving all of your deadly vices Like to think I'm not addicted But I guess I wear it well CHORUS: And I crawl, while you spit And I crawl, through your shit Here I am now Not a lot has changed Nothing better Everything's the same Late at night I can hear your voices Talking shit about all my choices You would think that you've known me forever Just because you know my name CHORUS Everything falls apart Everything CHORUS SPLEEN Can't breathe Shut up, shut up I feel I give everything to you Can't breathe Shut up, shut up I think there's nothing left to do Can't breathe Shut up, shut up CHORUS: I don't like today Take it all away Just like what you say I don't want you Kinda like the way Everything is gray Just like what you say I don't need you I don't look like you Do the things you do But I'm fucked up too I don't need you Can't breathe Shut up, shut up I feel you are what saves my soul Can't breathe Shut up, shut up I think I’ll never lose control Can't breathe Shut up, shut up CHORUS I don't understand it, you're killing this planet The scabs on her face it's a fucking disgrace I blame you I blame you I blame you I blame you I blame you Can't breathe Shut up, shut up CHORUS EXCESS BAGGAGE (hidden track) Well I know the words, but I can't really speak them To you And I hide all the pain that I've gained with my wisdom From you And Im eaten alive, by what I hold inside All the things that I live with, I can't easily hide And I'm left here with nothing Nothing to live for But you It's not easy to hide All this damage inside I'll carry you with me Until I'm not alive When you look at my face, does it seem just as ugly To you? I can't seem to erase all the scars I have lived with From you I'm so sick of this place And this taste in my mouth Cause of you I can't figure What I'm all about And I'm left here with nothing Nothing to live for But you It';s not easy to hide All this damage inside I'll carry you with me 'Til I'm not alive |
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