oh yah im so typing in html... but check out the links... i would like to thank snigle and mohosh for their ample knowledge of html and usefulness... no one knows them but they exsist... like mari osmond...well theres a lot to read and its easy access so ... read up bitches...
oct 20--updates a hoy....ok tomorrow i plan to make a hoodie... the greatness of this hoodie all depends on the quality of miss nicoles motivational skills... can she overcome my boredom and motivate me... we shall see... i made a site logo... and if i can get the old shit scanner hooked up... i will so make a awesome background... and if i get the skanner... then i can finish my true page opening... its going to be sweet if i can figure some simple things out... main music in it... but if i get it like how i want...its going to be sexy...real sexy... anyhow back to the hoodie... black with red lettering is the only thing that is going to be positive in.. the rest is up to..w ell... like i said... anyhow .. if u want one... i'll make one for a really small fee... depending on who u r it could be varying price... i kid i kid...
October 11--Well, this is like the most akward story of my life ever... and it happened today...wel ok so last night i got a little bored.. and those of u who know me, know this is where most of my problems in life stem from.... so anyhow i was bored, and lets just call it lonely... so i did what most young men do my age... rub one out to porn... dont worry this is not a frequent thing... well porn anyhow... anyway... i get home from school today and i get on my user name.. since it was on my moms user name... and behold this issue.... when i was serching the pop ups came and i just simply decided it was easier to minimized em... and then the i thought i closed them .. i was wrong... i left three pop ups.... i got home at 7pm... so there was ppl on the computer... and heres the zinger... they were of transexuals... ALL THREE POP UPS.....seriously that in its self is weird... since i defently wasnt looking for that ....
good thing no one opened them some how... my parents must of opened up their screen name without looking what i had minimized ... how lucky was that!
oct-6um i cant put it better soo... CLICK ...
in other news... still having shitty hosting issues... ithink i found a temp host.. but well see... if i get the drive i'll get the pics done next week... i hope u like the opening flash... i made it super quick... and i perminant one is still being worked out... oh so me and my parents have come to terms on my "drug problem" which is rediculous... but w/e its dealt with.. and all is well... get this, im a drug adict bc i dont get a hair cut... sthats all im saying on that... u want the whole story ask... i wont say here... bc apparently we have a parently leech... two words to u who ever is reading my stuff and spreading the good word... good for u, instead of having an issue and discussing it with me u spread like  the leech u r... ^_^... i know i didnt curse, someone thank me...anyhow i dont care... bc u obviously dont get it at all... im happy u feel importan thou... who ever u r...
i m writing more... thats good...
STREETS PAVED IN GOLDEN SHOWERS
and this is the cost of infatuatoin, on and on you'll wonder where and why it could be and this is the society of masturbation, of instant gradification, skip the love and striaght to ejaculation.  you will all die young
oct 1-2---just a mini update here.. next otjwtp, not for a long time... enjoy what u have and enjoy urself... i just found one thing that is bothering me lately... um is it me or does the insane clown posse suck ass... like i was never into them... but the other day i gave them a good listening to... THEY FUCKING BLOW... the cant ryhme well, they cant flow, there beats are(in the chance of reviving the 90's) are wickidy wack.... the only reason anyone likes is bc they that particular person is "goth".. if u didnt hear my goth rant here it is in a couple seconds..goth is and 80's movement started by bauhaus, but is famously held by the cure... that in no way describes icp or mansion or slip knot.... so in short ICP IS THE WORSE THING TO HAPPEN TO RAP SINCE VANILLA ICE...
i've been to philly alot lately... i saw k-os... which let me say... his album is fucking awesome... another rap album worth getting...
i really need to write more... um... this is a little something i wipped up... and... im sorta ... well i dont really want ppl to read this... im assuming no one will anyhow... not bc its that personal, but it think too much is said with not enough explanation.... and u wont get any either... it just seems to fit way too into today... for the record i wrote this awhile ago and finished it now....it started off much different then planned... i was going to go on some rant about some poor metaphor about america...
AMERICAN CRUTCH
american woman so tall and sharp, three times the liar three times the heart... was i just here to support you, or was i really just here for you.  i have the knawling idea i was only holding you up until i filled you with what you needed, it was you its true. american crutch i am, perfectly for the american woman.  speak to me like i matter, talk about me.   am i even here. american crutch i am, perfectly for the american woman. let the taste of grace fill whats not there. let the taste of me remind you of what never could be or what will never really& happened. clutch sanity, embaressed humanity. it was harmless, i know.... american, oh american crutch i am. dont worry this was never for you, this was for me. i was just making sure.... american man american crutch, it was you.
Sept 24--so i downlaoded the entire ronin warrior series which is cool...but what is uncool about that is... its entirely in spanish, not that i mind...bc i've been overdue with learning spanish... so its cool.. cept they got rid of every things japeneese except for the work samuri... infact they ues the work samurai for every japanese word they didnt change.. such as... ryo = hector... and when they do anything super "SAMURAI"... its actually pretty funny...
tomorrow is head automatica, so in the honor i got one of their songs up... and i think its about time for some changes.... new header which i made from scratch and had to figure out how to code it... i kept the background bc i like it... i was going to change it...but i really like it... but it wont live for much longer... and i made a media center with banners and old mp3's... more for my reference.... but feel free to upload em and spread the good work... i am going to make a photo page and  title page next post... probably... ok this is way over due....
ON THE JOHN WITH TONY PAGAN 4--
well this took way too long to get enough for... and its probably the last one for a bit... p-chem is owning my soul... its like if u tried to unconstipate someone with a hot mass of anal love, its hard to do and often messy.... it seems to be going ok for now tho... i got a cool ass lab partner... we got similar himor, or atleast i like to think that... he just usually laughs at what i say... and i think i already proposed sex with him.. which is always interesing... ^_^... i keep sucking ass at the quizes every friday...but the rest is doing ok so it balances in my mind... and for the other course enviromental chem... well its easy ass... so it balances the emense mental strain of physical chemistry... and my lab partner there... well ... hes... hes ok i guess... lets put it this way... hes like pineapple salsa, its cool and all and is nice... but sometimes u just rnt sure u enjoy it... hes just real quiet and says "that cool, thats cool" all the time... literally i could say anything and thats the response i get...
ok we all know ppl look like animals... but which animals do u look like.. i would be some sorta cat becaues... oh its good u gotta hear this... its soo funnny... oh man just wait... damn it... i over hyped it... nvm it... any way we'll go to elliot... i htink elliot despite his toro, i'd say hes more of a puffer fish... for obvoius reason... think that one thru, its witty... john would be some sort of albino gorrilla that just wants to be black.... thats right i said it, hes a wegro.... dan , i always felt dan looked like some sorta gerbil, but lately... dunno... do gerbils come in a skinny tall sickly form? ... zach would be a penguin...bc u never know what penguins r going to do...and they seem to plot alot with their shiftiness....who else is there....david....david is....dunno what do u think david is... well i would be some sorta i cannibal cat bc i love eating pussy...oh, thats nice....
while im on the subject of vagina... i think i shall solve all females problems that r with a guy that cant service her needs... no im not suggesting having sex with me... bc damn im a nice guy and im a man damn it... but u've all heard the stereotypical excuse "not now honey i have a headache" ... bitch plz u need a imagination... such as the ever popular ";not now honey i have explosive diarreha" ... think about it...would u want to have sex with explosive diarreha...bc a head ache wouldnt cut it... to me sex would help...and i'd make u agree, right elliot.... or u could say u have a yeast infectoin... theres nothing sexy with a penis covered in yeast juice...
ok i have a could things that would be more of called a tony-isms... bc i dont think i could make a paragraph in it...
1- hey you your just lucky i dont mouth fuck you right now, because all your talking is shit and i'm KNOWN to enjoy the works of sodomy
2- im going to do things to the toliet that would make r. kelly blush
3- this one needs a little set up, this would be said when someone u dislike is telling u a ghastly boring story of when they almost died... well like brandy sings "almost doesnt count"
4- dude gass is so expensive now, i think im going to start sucking cock for fuel
5-"yah the lead singer is blind in his ear" ---this was funny at the time... funny indeed
6-mas-tear-bating- i can see this as a movie scene... a man watching old wedding videos crying while masturbating to some depressing 80's song...
well there comes a time in a mans life when he must make a conscious decision to whether or not he is gay or not... and i have discovered a quite efficent way to decide this... ok, u are gay if ur turned on after u shit.... period... think about it... man what jesus must of had some awesome shit... i mean if everything he touched was holy... then his turds must of been like awesome... he squats down and out burst a tree...and think about it... u know that bible story where that blind guy comes up to him and jesus picks up some "mud" and rubs it in his eyes, and he can see... wow...speaking of church... everyday i drive by this little church... and outside they have a sign that is advertising a fund raiser they r doing for hurricane victims...ok fine... but it will go down as the shortest fund raiser in history ever... "handicap walk-a-thon&"
finally for this even i bring to u the reality show of the future.. its about morals... its about putting materail wealth over personal beliefs...heres the scheme... first u would only beable to do this on a show like chappelle... and it would take place in a super market like giants... and u have two employees arguing, one black , and white... the white guy would obviously be the boss... and as soon as a ethnic guy would walk around them, the black guy would toss him a carton of cigerettes, newports of course, and the black guy would yell to the ethnic fellow "RUN NIGGA RUN"... thus being the title of the show... i know it wouldnt have a long running, theres only soo much u can see that... but the couple times u saw it... golden... u would have to spice it up to.. like a black guy runs outta a bank and gets shot and tosses it to another guy and yes "RUN NIGGA RUN" ... or like u see a black guy surrounded in an alley by KKK members.. and im not sure who would be funnier to say it the kkk guys or the black guy but they'd yell and yah...
im spent i hope u enjoyed and hit up the comments... btw i got a myspace... just to whore out the site more... its www.myspace.com/tonypagantk
Sept 14--well, im pretty sure i'll write the next on the john in a couple days... but for entertainment may i suggest THIS .... i hope hes joking...but either way its funny... oh and if u can guess which one is me... u get a cookie... maybe not...but still... i also added some more banners... a little more professional... they be located at the bottom of the page... u may also notice i made the page huge.. i figured it out...  but its more of whats to come for the next update... its not goign to be huge like last time... but its better funny i think... and i think im going to redo the look.. dunno getting bored of the picture..... the guy that did the picture added something new pictures to his site i suggest u hit it up... BOOM... um.... yah but i have no idea what the new site might ... i guess i'll give u the topics of what the next is goign to be... but my ogo is dead... so... it involves racist games, ppl as animals, hmm, jesus poop, ...what esle....
well i realized that i can be annoying... bc well im not getting married for a long time... zoe wants nothign of the sort.... infact she wanted to break up bc i cept joking about it constantly...
Sept 5--is it me or is everyone else going fucking crazy and im just being me... so lately i've been totally getting reemed out for stupid thigns... such as 5 mins ago... my mom is walking over  to the stairs, and she asks "anthony take out the dog"... and i say "um but ur right there" seeing how she was literrally 10 ft away from a door and i was across the house... she flips, "whats wrong with u, u've been ungreatful lately...." and i almost laughted...bc seriuosly... what the hell...
i dont know when the next on the john will be... i dont have enuff stuff to write about... since school has started... and sleeping is nice....but it'll happen at some point....i had something to say... and i dont know... oh well theres another aim virus bouncing around.... and most ppl dont know how to deal with it.. if u get it im me... i got a stock full of programs u should consider... and also i didnt get mine bc mozilla protected me... another great reason to get mozilla foxfire... much better than internet explorer... and agian, im talking to like a good handful of u...since the rest of u r borderline computer retarded.... anything else i can think of... um... i think i might start putting some flash movies up... and i think i might learn how to make flash movies... its all about being unbored tho... so well see... and im already considering making a better browser... and stuff.... wow this was a pointless post.... i shouldnt even bother changing song...but i will...
Sept 5--well two new otjwtp's down...and hopefully more to go... im getting tons o hits... and i still have high hopes in finding the originals...but i think theses r good substitutes...but substituted never the less.... in other news the photo page is down... the photo host brought them down...so eventually i'll get a permanent free host for em... in the mean time... who cares... exactly... and im way too bored to do the contest... let the tears of the innocent rain down like sperm from a xxx movie...... hmm oh new rule... when elliot drinks, u take his fucking keys period... then u can decide if hes able to drive... which is better than the alternative just him sneaking off and driving sloppy drunk home...
its a long story
in other news.... hmmm.... damn... i think its all i gots.... hmmm.... oh i deleted all my ideas for the next on the john.... i was not in perfect state.... fuck.... but i wrote down what i remembered and currently re getting more stuff.... should be good....oh if u didnt notice the current song thing is a link... so u can check out the band if u like em...
in important news... zoe redecided i should move in with her in some future sense... which is good... i just dont enjoy how she goes thur theses cycles... and in a non mentral sense... she gets upset, wants to get away from things, im easy target, me get upset, she feels better, and we cool, respin and recycle... doesnt happen often enough to be a huge issue...but enough so i know... but nothing like upseting.. just more of a nusciantes... like hot lesbians... thats to miss mia... oh wait... she'll never see this unless i whore it off to her!!!!
Sept. 1--so i made a banner for all u kiddies with xanga/myspace to just upload to ur sites... if u want it to be a link picture... im and i'll get that to u... bc im not sure how to have a box with the code for it... ...well actually get the code up next post...but right now the page is maxed out...so...
in other news john hasslers back in lanc... which is good but its weird... it almost feels like he never left, just the same ol routine now... i could be my 1.5 monthes in another country to lead to this feeling... but it could be that ur a hemaphodite patiently waiting to whore me off to the highest bidder... so who wins that bout me bitches me... by the way i found this kick ass site for music... this guy uploads 4 entire albums a day for free...all u need is simple knowledge of rapidfile and .rar/zip...its underlinks Glassdanse.... so i decided to make the site have a little contest feature... basically its going to be guess what the song is and get a cookie... well actually a tastey donut... but cookie is the usual phrase... its first come first serve tho... still havent worked out the bugs i think i'll just make a link to a contest page and it'll move from there...why am i doing this u ask...well for one i love donuts and nothing is better than sharing donuts with a smart and clever individual...not to mention im quite the attention prostitute...but it'll happen weekly bc i can afford 39 cents for a donut... and if i dont see u and u win multiple donuts.... well it'll be on the donut tab.... it'll start off easy and as time progresses be intregit as the female orgasm... actually why do ppl say that... i dont find that too difficult to obtain... its all about the three F's... now repeat after me Fondling, Foreplay, and most importantly F-fort... thats right i made something up.... anyway... i might as well through in the next on the john... i got time to kill today...so bitches you will agian have the uncontrolable urge to once agian touch yourself all night long with stale lubricant... for this is---------
ON THE JOHN WITH TONY PAGAN 3.5- THE STOLEN YEARS
wasnt really stolen just lost... and not even lost outta reach.... it was on my computer... but now i gotta transcribe it all ...bc copy and pasting is my worst enemy...for somereason it doesnt work when i use this page editor..and if i just copy and paste in the html... nvm... i think only one of u know what im talking about... im just wasting breath here.... ::sigh:: ..but anyway i devised a good way to collect my ideas... ogo... and here i thought it wsa totally useless...oh wait that was just everyone else...but yah i maxed out the ideas on my ogo... so this should be pretty lengthy... unless i get bored and i shorten it...which could happen...just like last time...
you know this whole article started with my time spent crapping... despite some mislead individuals that believe i was trying to be mean to Special K... which for the record happened by accident... btw i heard she retired at a ripe age of 27.... coindence, i think not... well anyway this article began, well where else on the toliet... but this time was quite unusual.... unusual indeed... i  was on the computer, killing time no less... since this move to columbia has obliterated my night life... and i felt a shock to be ass... a shock i havent felt in since the assasination of my virginity... of course im joking not anal play for this guy... not purposely... u know...well guys know sometimes a huge chunk of food paste retreats a little...and oh that is not a good feeling at all.... ugh... and then it came... a full clip of ass mud, commando style.... it was like on of those u clutch to the side of the shitter as ur stream of fecal juice lifts you off the  john.... and as i clentch down my teeth, i was giggling... bc i knew this was good material.... and this is how these articles are birthed... from the burn of my sphincter from spicy foods.
i think this would be a good transition to  hit the old....Ok so I was shitting today, like I do everyday (but this time was special...and no this is not leading to a gay joke, damn) and I take a quick gander out the window ...I find the scenery helps my bowel movements speedy and towards my victorious sludge...and I notice a box of antiseptic placed on the window sill (spelling, fuck it)...and it was generic, like most, if not close to all products in my house hold...something about saving $1 really gets my mom going, in the most sincere way imaginable. Any who... I tend to find myself reading the labels of things in the bathroom while defecating too.... I blame it on my enlarging chemistry knowledge...I know what's in em and shit...so after reading it for awhile I notice a phrase on it..."buy with confidence".... what's funny about that? ...Well right next to it, it said "made in Korea"...didn't Dubba have a nit fit over medicines from Canada, bc they were foreign and he wasn't sure about them...what in his retarded little coked up mind makes him think we can trust the Koreans....not bc they r Korean, but rather for a current events of late...both the north and south have admitted secretly developing their nuclear bomb programs...and we r trusting them with our ointments...oh har har...dumbass Bush....trusting the enemies to make our antiseptic is like trusting the trusting the Ku Klux Klan with our Negro children....u know there's going to be rape-age  There's something else I have noticed lately...I am really been raggin on the Asians, not purposely...but never less I have...and my reason is bc of their small child-like adult hands.  and their beautiful hair...oh how awesome their hair is...have you ever seen an asian person with a bad hair day... um, no... its like genetic to has silky smooth hair... but most importantly, bc of the small boy in stop n save.... i was minding my own buisness when this quite little boy came over and tugged on my shirt... and me being the gentleman i know i am i say, "oh hello little boy, how may i help you?" he answers &" wanna play video game?" ... and how could i say no to a little asian kid barely 7.... so i play him... and then the molestation began... and oddly enough it didnt come from me... the bastard crushes me... like i was just put putting along in this racing game... and i see the kid doing flips and back-flips and spins all over the screen... my jaw dropped.... the race ended long before i crossed the finish line... he turns smiles and askes "play agian?" ... it took all my christian faith not to grab him by his feeble yellow neck and toss him.... bastard was a game slayer.... making me look bad... i hate him... so much....
so i was watching the tv the other day and this flashing yellow commercail came on.. and all that know me know i like flashing things... flashing colors boobs penis... its all interesting in its own speical way... anyhow, this commercial had this scary tiny mastached black man rapping bout a tastey ceral... he was surrounded by little black kids and they were all dancing... which led me to believe, with that mustache, it was for pedophiles... but then i was like oh this is a joke, one of those geico commercial... then i realized this african kid licker was selling corn pops... and it was so rediculously stereo typical, it was hilarious... and then to top it off... he says " corn pops, its the dillio foreallio".... does anyone speak like that seriously any more... it had to be some white fat man in a suit saying, " you know we need to sell more corn pops to negros... lets make a super phat commerial for them"... then all the other board members congratulate him....
speaking of black stereotypes... let me explain something.... THERE ARE SOME THINGS THAT YOU CANNOT DO WHILE WALKING HARD AND STILL HAVE YOUR TOUGH GUY PERSONA INTACK.... example one.... you can not walk hard while walking a tiny dog, puppies not included... but if ur trying to walk hard with a dog like, oh lets say Pebbles......... u r not hard... ur a grown ass man walking a dog with a pony tail topped off with a pink ribbon in her hair... nothing more or less... example two..... you can not walk hard while pushing a babies stroller... u r not hard... ur just a grown ass man pushing a sponge bob stroller.... no more no less.... you can not walk out of a bathroom hard after blowing ass .... ur just a grown ass man crapping in a public stall, the lowest form of toliet... no more no less....if u r walking down the street holding a girls hand.... u r not hard.... infact ur a big o softy....period....
gawd... i still have soo much to write about.. i think'll save for next time.... yah.... the other stuff it better but im getting tired of writing... so.. enjoy all the grammar plights...
August 28--hey, so i hope u enjoyed the on the john article...i got no comments so i dont know.... i didnt find the real three.... and i'll prolly put that out... and its going to be super long.... im thinking about to a contest.... but i gotta get in the swing of college b4 i do... so not too much updating for awhile... but just to add some stuff.... um if u could get stds from phone sex...what would its name be... and next post if i get resposes...that r funny... i'll post em...
oh btw this song is by this fucking awesome japaneese hardcore band called No ii Be Like Someone... they write decent lyrics.... but whats funny about that is...they dont know english that well...
in case you havent noticed.... i stopped trying to find music i thought others would like... "gotta give some to get some&" ...speaking of music P86 is coming to town October...and it works out right.... Zoe will come see them with me ^_^.... speaking of Zoe... we are hitting some hard times... and i dont know what to do... like seriously .... i want to tell her things...but she seems way too unstable to share...when she doubts i doubt..... and i just have some many things to say but i refuse to let her know im weak too.... i feel like im the pillar that must look tumid with not spots of structure failure... but im made or cardbaord, nothing but recycled paper....
August 21--striaght and direct from lum lum this is Ant Hony, thats right ant honey bc my words r soo awesome they stick to ur mouth and slide down ur throat..... and then u try to repackage it as ur own... but all it does is come out as shit.... oh thats right i can be clever, fuck off and shut up... for this will be known as
on THE JOHN WITH TONY PAGAN THrEE: RETURN OF THE KING ...the darkside
well i always start these things off with some sort of commentary of why and all that.... well im pretty sure i located the originals...but no means....wait...well i might get em...but first off and am i going to do this kind of treat often...nah, i dont get the sexiness(input/comments) i need to feed this stuff...but a lot of crazy things happened the past couple days that  i wrote em down just to remember to retell as stories... believe it or not i do kind of reherse stories i tell u ppl.... not out loud...im that much of a loser... but just mold em in my head....so i had all these ideas...and i was like... what the hell... give them what they want... this wont be nearly as long as the previous 2, but as always, provides soo many gramatical errors ur sweet little mind just might aswell snort good cocaine... i mean i've already seen more than enuff of errors.... but just for the record this wasnt the original cut.. but i think i lost it...w/e...and it gets pretty angry quick...and off tangent...but u know what  u diserve it if i had something better to do tonite why would i write  this...... and here we go...
so im at work right... like all good giants stories start... anyhow...im sitting there in giants and im bored as if everything in the world decided to uninteresting all at once.... i had more fun getting aids from a forced sodomy fest... atleast then i get to scratch and get pills, and oh the pity i would get... man if i had aids it would be sweet, everyone would be soo nice to me... i would totally fuck up and order and they would want to talk to the manager...and then i would just tear up and say "i have aids" .... that ends that convo quick..... what was i talking about..... oh yes giants... so im at giants bored bc none of u, u know my so called friends, contact me... but thats another sad story... so this lady walks by and being the gentleman i am i sneak a peak...  and then i say to myself "wow she has no breast, how odd... but she does seem to have quite the gut"  ...then i notice two little dots on her stomach... yah exactly... that was not her stomach... not that i really that critical of ppl let alone females... in most ways actually i feel i have feminine perspectives....but just the shear fact  that this woMAN would not atleast  take the self decentcy of  supporting those ghosts of womanhood past....  and the fact that it surprised me the way it did... i literally took a double take followed by a lunge of stomach betrayal....
Volunteer firemen... or what i like to call them the walking suicides... now no not all of them r annoying and friendless... my cousins one...hes cool, sometimes.... but im talking general populous bitches... general.... have u ever met a cool volunteer fireman..... i mean what kind of cool person has the time and a job willing to let them just leave on a single beep... i work with three...and they're all asses... who has the time is all im saying...and then they wanna share thier cool stories...like tom wies....the guy just walks up to me, like i want to talk to him, and just rambles on how giants had to cover his shift bc he had to go to a fire that was in a bakery... one question... wtf do they do anyway... he doesnt go in the burning places... i bet all he does is stand around and wave flags... he should just save his self the time and just snip off that retarded penis of his and start herion.....
so i found this cool site...   www..huggerbrusker.com .... i've hugged that guy... and hes damn good at it to... they best damn hug i ever got... and hes dedicated to that shit... he has differnt methods.... i bet u cant hug like he can...dispite what clove and Zoe think... that man has done things to the hug that i could never feel agian....and for those who dont know clove, fuck u... if u guys ever had the time to ask then do ...but if u dont know and just wanna be sitting there not even attempting to get a glimpse of what i am... fuck u..... plain and simple... im getting sick and tired of some of u making it a chore for me to hang out with some of u... thats right im calling u out... would it be so hard just to be like... oh lets see whats he up to... other than me sitting around contacting busy ppl...
am i being inconsiderate to ur feelings... fuck u... i didnt meand for this to be this angry...well fuck it... and one more thing
I WISH YOU A BROKEN HEART AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR
Aug 18--well im not getting the comments i like...but i am getting the hits... so thanks i guess.... i'd like to take this time and to give some insight to all those links... byond is a program that helps u make ur own games then host em, but u can also just play other games that ppl have mad, which i do... bc at this point i decided if i dont know it, then im not going to learn it.... and coding is just one of those things...not sure why i have it as a link...i dont think i have a friend nerdy enought to make their own game...or should i say cool enough considering i am making icons... anyway dbzeta is a dbz based byond game... im on it a lot... newdream is where i got the header picture, he does cool flash shit too...at some point i'll put one on, or u could just not be a complete baby that need to be fondled and fed from my teet... jftabs is just a site with john frusciante music tabs and audio samples and some other stuff... good site if u wanna see if frusciante is good for u... glassjaw.net is my home for glassjaw news... hopesfall, well is hopesfall... radiotakeover, probably the coolest thing i found online for awhile... u go to the site search for a artist and song and request it...then in a couple mins it streams it online and u get to hear ur song... but it only plays rock shit, so i dont know if all of ya would like it... songmeanings i fucking love,  it has a data base of lyrics, then ppl comment on what they think the song is about... its been a tad laggy lately...but apparently they r upgrading...oh fuck i just realized i skipped ninjai...well ninjai is a cool ass series about a little samuri that is finding his purpose while slaying deamons... fucking love that show.... lastly the free file hosting... u can host mp3's pics and basically whatever u want for free...thats how my pics and songs r done...no registration need best of all...
incase u didnt notice i sorta upgraded the site a smidge....i couldnt add shit right, and links were just a pain in my balls...so i figured some shit out and its all fresh and clean...the only thing im not happy with is i can have those little static things over the comments and i might lose all my hits.... ::sigh:: ... oh well...
i peed neon yellow today...i thought i saw all shades of urine...but today was a treat....trully.... it was NEON.....long story short...do not drink sunny D all day....
Aug 14--anyhow i was at lindseys going away shindig, and man shes one furry female... not that i mind, but i sorta wanted to ask about it... but i feel like i would be an ass about it... like i dont wanna be an ass, but i just know it would happen... lets partake in a imagination excersice...
"hey lindsey"
"hey tony"
"hey, ur armpits r hairer than mine, whats up with that... did u decide to be a raging feminist, or r u just soo much of a stoner u cant manage to get something sharp enough to subside the billows of underarm perm that u call ur arms... and dont get me started on your legs"
"i hate u *sob* die!"
this would be about where the fighting would begin and fur would fly...it'd prolly would end in a ginourmous lump of fur, and one of us would end up crying...probably me, im a bitch for pain... but it was fun last night... she surrounds herself with interesting folk... like her roommate that happened to be there... he knew everything, or least thats what he would like for us to think... and he was loud... he was fun for about 2 hrs...then i was thinking how tastey it would be to kill him in his sleep and soil his face with my awesome manhood shower... he was like the young version of the tuorettes guy... imagine him constantly... http://www.tourettesguy.com/videos.htm
Aug 12--yeah so this is the second post... huzzah...im really surprised how well this is going thus far... but either way, thank u and i'll keep making  stuff as long as this keeps working out... the only thing that sucks... is that i have to type in the html... but its not hard at all... highlight copy paste delete type new story...
man my dad is one complicated dude... yesterday i get reemed out for "not having my funds in order" and today he totally pays for everythign... car repairs, 600 bucks worth(timing belt, distributor cap, water pump, and major oil leak)... i love em to death but hes impossible to figure out...
sometimes man i just need a d'jarum black... or what i like to call niggerettes... bc damn im tired of the white cigerettes poluting my brown lungs... only a black stick can fill me up like i need... oh btw i think i seriuosly have located the on the john articles... problem is  they r 3.5 floppies... and im not positive they r on them... oh did i mention that the genious who made my computer put a "a drive" on my computer but not the software...so my comp doesnt realize i have one... so if anyone is willing i'll give u the disks and u can e-mail em to me...then i'll post em here... yah... im spent...
also i have pictures from canada...a bunch... like 57... but like 10 r show worthy... so i plan to...eventually... to post some... 
Aug.11--So, after some some exhaustion and boredom... i decide... u know what i need a fucking page... u know why, bc xanga is holding me down it keeps riding my tails with no, u cant do this and no u cant do that... fuck em.... damn...i need to live like my loins are gaping and salty witht he fruit of many's blood... so i will... i will put things i find interesting on here... host some music... but even more importantly i need ideas.... what would keep u coming back... what would make the site better and all of that... and if u have cool things to show me... show it up bitches... oh and plz use the comments feature... that was by fare the most annoying thing to put in... and best of all u dont need to sign up... at all... just click name comment blam.... and ur part of the sexy....
.........gawd i hope this works out... i think this will be an interesting experince... btw xanga, depending on this situation, is dead tome like (edited)...ouch...i know...i regret it already.....
BTW---if u laggin to get in... ur retarded...the song is 3mb's...but if i can make it better i will try to....