What's the only thing you can't bear to lose in your life ? Family ? friends ? career ? men ? women ? what happens when you need to give them priorities (only one choice !) ?? Oh I think I've watched too many video tapes today. July 18, 1998. (Face off / mimic / The replacement killer / the Jackal / the fifth element) Saturday for what ? watching movies.
July 26, 1998 (Sunday)
Sunday, reading sinanet books. those articles from Hong Kong people, touched my heart again and again... what kind of person I am ?? have you ever thought what kind of person you REALLY are ?
Spend lifetime to discover who I am, spend lifetime to lead a life I want, but in the end what I got ? GONE with the wind, ashes. I was born to suffer, not to enjoy, try to find joy in pains, taste the happiness in tortures. If brain stops to think of things other than food and sleep, it would be perfect, but it won't work ! because can't stop brain thinking !! too bad.. knowledge might help to solve those unsolved puzzles in life, HOPE so.
What's love ? something you need to have in life ? BS ! Living is the first thing you need to worry about. Only family love is something you can't live without after birth.
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