Don't think I don't grieve
Because you see no tears
A river rages deep inside
Of grief, and loss and fear
Just because I don't cry now
Dont think my hearts not broken
I keep inside the misery
Of words not to be spoken
Sometimes I smile, or crack a joke
So you wont see the pain
Or notice how my hands will shake
Or how Ive gone insane
Each time I chance to think of him
My heart is ripped inside
The loss I feel is mine alone
You will not see my thunder.
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