*Chapter5*

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THE HAPPINESS BEGAN:

I LOOKED UP AND A TEAR FELL FROM ISAACS EYE WHILE HE READ MY LETTER OF GOOD BYES.
"Why would you want to end it like this?" he said while wiping a tear from his eye.
"I..dont..know. It just seemed liek the best way. Ive tried everything..happy pills, sugar to make me hyper, drugs to give me a high to feel loved, wanted and mostly happy. I listen to music more than anything and that makes me happy." I said as I started to cry.
Isaac and I hugged eachother as I kissed his tears away.
Now I feel REALLY bad, I made Isaac cry. Aww, Im so selfish. NO, Im not. I just wanted out thats all. Maybe hes experienced something like this also. Maybe not, you never know. What am I doing? I dont love Ike the way I love Zac I should be hugging Zac NOT Ike. But I feel safe in his arms. I feel.....happy.
I LOOKED UP AT ZAC HOPING THAT HE TOO WOULD WANT A HUG BUT HE WAS ....WRAPPED IN THE ARMS OF ANOTHER.
OMG!!! WHAT?! AHHHHH!!! See these are the kinds of things that make me unhappy. But Isaac, I feel safe and warm with him. Hes so much older than I am. Hes 20 and Im 16..well were not that far apart..but by law were not allowed to date..legally.
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