*Chapter4*

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THE LETTER:

".....Hello, welcome to my world. My world of nothingness. My world of hatered.I am writing this because the fact that I wish my life would be over. I have no fun. My fun comes from hibernating in my room, listening to Hanson, and feeling sorry for myself.
TO MY MOM:
This is NOT your fault. I love you very much. Itz just that...sometimes we dont get along and when I try to get close to you, you push me away. That hurts, A LOT! Sometimes I feel like you mentally abuse me, calling me names all the time. Then when you try to get close to me, I feel so abused that I just push you away, becuase Im afraid that you'll just hurt me.
TO MEGAN, CHAD AND BOBBY:
This isnt your fault either. I love you guys too.
TO THE REST OF MY FAMILY:
This isnt your fault either. Itz just that after dad died none of you tried to get close to me or helped me grow up right. Uncle Mark you said you were the closest thing to a father to me..but where were you? You were never around.
TO MY BEST FRIEND SARA:
With all of your help, Ive succeded this far in life. There is nothing you can do to help me. Although I wish I could have told you sooner. Sara, you, my best friend, i never got a chance to tell you so I am telling you now. We have been through so much together. But somehow after every fight we've been in we've managed to become friends again. We were never best friends till the summer of 2000. It was as if it was all by accident. I sometimes wonder what it would be like if you had never called me and told me Hanson was going to be at the plaza. Or if you had told me but we never talked that much and got to know eachother like we did. Im so thankful for you. You are one of the only true things in my life. Im grateful. Though not many words describe my feelings towards our obscure friendship, you should know that I love you no matter what.
TO THE REST:
I chose today as "THE DAY" because I figured if your going to die, why not be close to 3 of the 4 people you love most in this life? ...IF I do die, it would be great if Hanson could play at my funeral, if not cool I understand. Not many people would show up anyway.
thank you,
lacee galloway
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