| My Writings |
| My Sacrifice I�ve been counting the seconds since I saw you for the last time. I know it wasn�t done in vain. Obligation pushed me, but love threw me in. Water filed my airways, but my pride wouldn�t let me cry out. The sea of doubts and fears, pain and tears tries to engulf me� But, I had to save you. I didn�t think I�d survive, until I remembered that look in your eyes. Sparkling diamonds fell from your cheeks; it was as if all the angels of Heaven held their breath at that moment. Now tears soak my cheeks, but that surely isn�t weakness. During the sunsets of the past, I put my ear against your back, and held you while listening to the steady rhythm of your beating heart. The light was defeated by the darkness� I now sit on the shore. The icy wind of pain cloaks my stooped-over shoulders. Does it hide my revealing purple scars? Something had to be given up to keep you from suffering. So, don�t cry love. I can�t wipe your tears away. My ice blue eyes stare at the pool of dirtied water, but there is still a beautiful reflection of the moon. The same moon will shine gentle beams upon you as you slumber. The only way to see you are in my dreams�tonight is a sleepless night. We are half of each other; please stay strong. I�ll always love you, and I hope you saw that in my offering. Someday, with these hands, I will protect you from everything and anything; even though, now, it seems as an eternal gap. It was my choice� My Sacrifice. |
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