Today was the fifth day of 10 days of testing. The whole thing is very high stakes for the kids and the school. Yesterday the stress was palpable and the kids and I were very tense. Everyone was irritable. I hate days like that. I began the day in Morning Meeting with "Ordinary Day." It was my student teacher's last day with us and it is her favorite song that we sing. The kids all wished her well with her class in Septmeber or thanked her for something that she's done for them. Vincent made me smile when he told her "Thank you for not bugging me too much." (Unlike his real teacher who bugs him a lot!) Some of the kids thanked her for teaching them about Pi. (We had a Pi Day celebration in March.) Jose requested "Let It Go" before testing so he could get rid of his anxious feelings. I obliged. Testing went on and they did so well I couldn't believe it.
After testing they had planned a party for Phyllis, our student teacher, and we just sat back and ate and talked and laughed. I took them out to lunch and when I cam back, Phyllis had the "Something Beautiful" CD in the player and came over to give me a hug. She pressed play and as I listened to "Shines Right Thru Me" she told me that the song must have been written for the two of us. She felt that my joy of teaching shone right thru her and helped her learn how to do this. Well, that was all I needed to burst into tears. I had been trying to hold back all morning. I will really truly miss her. She entered this teaching career late in life and it's funny how much we had in common. I guess it was all meant to be. She took the whole pack of songs we've learned this year with her when she left today. We sang Ordinary Day one more time. She'll be fine with her own class. She's a trooper and shines right thru me. |