I stand here face to face
Looking at the person I dont even know
But it's too hard when you're too blind
To who anyone is anymore
"The world is too dark of a place
For anyone to stand face to face
With the person who they really are
Their minds are too far... away"
I stand here looking in the mirror
To the person that I hate the most
I stand here wondering what people even see in them
I stand here with this childish dream of a perfect world
"The world is too hard of a place
For anyone to stand face to face
With the person who they really are
Their minds are too far... away"
I stand here face to face with the person who i really am
I tried to hide the truth behind me scars
But now I must hide them behind my eyes
"The world is too dark of a place
For anyone to stand face to face
With the person who they really are
Their minds are too far... away"
I stand here in a battle I cant win...
~*~Hit the Floor~*~
"Let the bodies hit the floor
I cant take this anymore
Let the bodies hit the floor
I had to deal with it before
Let the bodies hit the floor
I feel my heart being toren!"
While you ignore me I dig myself a deeper grave
I cant eat I cant sleep suicide is all I crave
You dont notice my soul is hurting
And with death i keep on flirting
You have your head too far up your ass to notice
You just think I'm not too depressed to do this (but I am)
"Let the bodies hit the floor
I cant take this anymore
Let the bodies hit the floor
I had to deal with it before
Let the bodies hit the floor
I feel my skin getting toren!"
I lay awake at night
Wanting to see the light
I pray for a happier tomorrow
But with each prayer comes more sorrow
With a lot more pain
And nothing left to gain
I decide to grab a sharp knife
To end my ****ing life
"Let the bodies hit the floor
I cant take this anymore
Let the bodies hit the floor
I had to deal with it before
Let the bodies hit the floor
I feel my throat being toren!"
Now I lay here waiting
While into darkness I keep on fading
It's the owrld that is making me hate
Making me decide what is my fate
Right now I dont give a damm if you understand
Why i had to end my life with my own hands
"Let the bodies hit the floor
I cant take this anymore
Let the bodies hit the floor
I had to deal with it before
Let the bodies hit the floor
I feel my soul getting toren!"
No more life with so much pain
No more thinkinh making me insane
My whole world has gone wrong
But now it's right because I'm dead and gone
"Let the bodies hit the floor
I cant take this anymore
Let the bodies hit the floor
I had to deal with it before
Let the bodies hit the floor
Because my mind is not being toren!"
"Let the bodies hit the floor
I cant take this anymore
Let the bodies hit the floor
I had to deal with it before
Let the bodies hit the floor
Because this pain is nomore!"
~*~Running Away~*~
I walked in the door tonight
Not expecting us to get in a fight
You start screaming and yelling at me
Forgetting it's not pain that I need
As you scream as you yell I run right out the door
I hate this scene that I've seen before
"I'm running away tonight
Believing everything'll be alrite
I'd rather run to an empty park
To just hide in the dark
To try to escape this pain
That you put on me to make me insane!"
You never notice when I'm gone
But some how everything I do is wrong
You treat me like I'm worthless
And with everything I do you get furious
I believe you'd rather I just stop breathing
But I just grab everything I'll be needing
And I just walk right out the door
Whit this heart that you have toren
"I'm running away tonight
Believing everything'll be alrite
I'd rather run to an empty park
To just hide in the dark
To try to escape this pain
That you put on me to make me insane!"
~*~Blood = Life~*~
"You search for a friend
For someone to stick with you till the end
But the only friend is the one that tortures your skin
You smile at the sight of your bood running from with in
Deeper and deeper the knife will drive
Remembering blood proves you're alive!"
This pain seems to be so real
It's the onlything that I can feel
I feel like I'm facing
Everything by myself
With nothing but tears and a fake smile
I feel so alone
"You search for a friend
For someone to stick with you till the end
But the only friend is the one that tortures your skin
You smile at the sight of your bood running from with in
Deeper and deeper the knife will drive
Remembering blood proves you're alive!"
I sit and try to not show that somethings wrong
I compliant over whether it's better when I'm gone
I feel like I'm going insane
Because of all this pain
Caused by you and my fears
Please catch my bleeding tears
"You search for a friend
For someone to stick with you till the end
But the only friend is the one that tortures your skin
You smile at the sight of your bood running from with in
Deeper and deeper the knife will drive
Remembering blood proves you're alive!"
~*~
it sucks to be in school hangin out in the back of clas as the class fool jsut trying to be cool i aint got no friends n askin my teacher if she she could let things bend . wel its alright i'll make it through i 'll do the best i can my studded blet . a blue mowhawk my hard core pants . anarki wrist band . it seems liek i am the only kid who dresses with way ..when i get home from this thing you call school i call up my girlfriend we talk alnight long its already 10 . i still got my home work too do i do my shit i lay in bed and think about how much i hate this thing called school