What a fool I was what a fool I was
to give you all my faith hope and love
what a fool I was
to think that you would be there in my darkest hour
what a fool I was to lov you more then myself
and hand over my life to you
well I can't move on to see you move on
no I can't endure this anymore
fuck you that's why
why don't you apologize for all those times
that you claimed to love me
an eternity with living without you is not one I'm willing to live
when I end my life know that you are
the reason
know that this bullet in my head
is the only way that i could let go of you
I have every right to feel this way
and yet you remain so guilt free
full of resent, alone, abandon, loved above all I am your fallen one
the passion that you sweat the "oh god" that you call
when you learn to love another man
I feel my heart ripping out of it's chest
hanging from this noose is the last thoughts of you
and a future we will never have
(Chorus Repeated)
I have every right to feel this way
and yet you remain so guilt free
must I end my life right in front of you
and I have every right to feel this way
and yet you remain so guilt free
everywhere I look your all I see
there is no good left inside of me
and your love has failed me
so this one selfish act I will do in spite of you
in spite of you
in spite of you
so good-bye forever and ever amen
I rebuked my god because of you
and over thy god I chose you
and I gave it all to you
and I lost it all to you
I swear to this day I will rip the heavens from the sky
and burn in hell forever and ever
IN SPITE OF YOU
YOU
YOU
