Wow, this past little while has been a real struggle. Not just physically but mentally and emotionally. I feel like I'm falling so far behind in life and I don't what to do. I'm getting caught up in the little things without realizing it. I want to go out and have fun but I feel like I'm doing something wrong everytime I go out. I'm not making out or sleeping with anyone, but I just think that I wouldn't do any of the stuff I'm doing if Dillon was around, but then again I would be with Dillon too. So, I'm making myself confused. I also think that I'm hanging out with people that I wouldn't normally hang out with. If I was at home this would be alright, so I can't be doing anything wrong. Sorry if I confuse anyone with any of this. I don't really want to say to the world what my life completely consists of so if you want to know then talk to me personally. That's all for now...laterz.