Entry for October 04, 2006
Yay!! More rain!!! I'ts hard to express sarcasm when I' m typing. Today was okay, I'm really bored right now though. I'm doing my homework for next monday so I might not have to rush back here on sunday to finish stuff. I think I am just going home rather than have my family come here for family day. I miss them a lot, and I want to see them, but I think I would rather just go home. They can come and see me any time they want, and if they come on any other weekend, we won't have to wait twice as long for everything. Plus then I get to see Eric too. I got to hang out with him at the mall yesterday, that was a lot of fun. I found the coolest cop costume ever. I think if this whole college thing doesn't work out (lol) I would totally be a cop so I can wear one of those spiffy uniforms. Of course the don't really wear uniforms exactly like the ones in hot topic.... but hey. I wish I had more money to spend on random crap like that... I'm probably going shopping again tomorrow with Yada... I dunno, we decided we're gonna go find something fun to do. She's gonna get one of the exercise class passes so we can go work out together. fun stuff. Tonight is my no fun whatsoever night though. I have to get this chemistry stuff down before my next test on Tuesday. I have to call someone about changing my major to premed too. I've talked to about 5 different counselors or advisors or whatever in the last week, and everyone is telling me to talk to someone else, It's like a crazy messed up scavenger hunt trying to find the premed advisor. Grrr. I'm not so happy about that. I just have to talk to them before the 20th, or I have to stay in nursing 120. If I can drop that class before then, my grade for that class won't count, and I can use my monday nights to actually get homework accomplished rather than riding a stupid bus for three hours. I have to get rid of the nursing class I'm in next semester too. Oh well, it will all work out. My grandpa almost cried when I told him I might go premed. My family has been drilling that into my head since I was in like preschool. A lot of people I've talked to say they would never choose premed because it's way too much work, and stuff like that, but I really don't need people to discourage me, trust me, I'm pretty good at doing that myself. I've talked to upperclassmen who are in the premed program though, and they say it's really not that bad. I know it's a lot of work and it will take a lot of time, but hey, what's another few years of school compared to the difference it's gonna make in the rest of my life, right? I mean, if you really think about it, if I'm in school for ten more years, my little sister won't even be going to her first prom yet by the time I'm finished. I just think I would be a lot happier doing that then I would being a nurse. It's hard to explain, but I just know what I want to do, and if I make a different decision based on other things, I will probably end up regretting it. On to less serious things, I had no idea I could do this with the colors. Omg, this is awesome. I am sooo typing like this all the time now. hahaha. Okay, well then, chemistry it is. Oh yeah, and check out this link, you have to, it's about a bear that got drunk on fermented apples... what could be funnier than that?http://us.video.aol.com/video.index.adp?mode=2&guideContext=65.73&pmmsid=1731503
