Grace and Peace Sisters in Christ,

This blog is to help women that have been abused by men (maybe some by women also) in leadership. God has recently delivered me from a situation where I was emotionally and sexually abused by someone who 'had charge over me'. Yes he was my Pastor. I am not bitter (anymore) or filled with hatred for the leadership in the body of christ (anymore). I am however very angry.....God's word says "be ye angry and sin not.' So it is ok to be angry but let's make sure that our anger is at the right source...the devil. The devil comes to kill, steal and destroy. And we (women) are overcomers by the blood of the Lamb. "The kingdom of God suffereth violence and the violent taketh by force." It has been a very long and painful journey because the enemy didn't stop there. As soon as I was delivered out of that relationship, he came immediately and I was deceived again by another minister, married him and discovered he was a crack addict. So you see, I can honestly say I feel you. I know a lot of you feel as though you can not share some of the things that you have been subjected to because you feel as though it was your fault, you 'asked for it', well THE DEVIL IS A LIAR. God says, 'we are wonderfully and marvelously made.' Please don't allow the enemy one moment of satisfaction thinking he can separate and prevent us from moving forward in Christ. I realize this is a public forum and we need a private outlet. So here is my email address [email protected], God loves you tremendously, He sent His Son to die for you, and I love you too. I pray for your restoration, healing and forgiveness in Jesus Name.

Prophetess Cynthia