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| Soon after I was born, I started a joke. A joke that would follow me to eternity�I have no knowledge if this had been attached to me through many lifetimes or if on the other hand, it started on this one. However, that is beyond the point. Thing is I wish I could get rid of it, I cannot. Seems like all my senses are twisted, when I cry people laugh, when I laugh�people cry. It is like a curse, a bad joke someone played on me and those who surround me. To everybody I wish I could say that I am sorry�that I do not do this on purpose, that for every tear you have dropped because of me I wish a new angel got to your life, thus I am afraid to laugh because the fear of seeing you cry is overwhelming. There comes a time, though, when people create a barrier between them and I, like a protection. I do not blame them, perhaps I would have done the same; then I stand back and by no chance, I will try to go over that stall. I know they are safer there and I must respect that; but what about those that can�t run from me, what would be the sake of my children? Wish I could run away, but I cannot because they are mine and there are tasks that must be done. At times I feel like quitting and the only way out is leaving this world because, honestly, I could not live with the feeling that I abandoned them and I am still alive. I wish I could know what to do at certain moments, but I do not. |
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| I Started a Joke Bee Gees I started a joke which started the whole world crying But I didn't see that the joke was on me oh no I started to cry which started the whole world laughing Oh If I'd only seen that the joke was on me I looked at the skies running my hands over my eyes And I fell out of bed hurting my head from things that I said 'Till I finally died which started the whole world living Oh If I'd only seen that the joke was on me |
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