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Just a few random thoughts that passed through my head..... |
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I think the title tells ye all ye need to know about this page ^^ I'll post these thoughts from the oldest to the newest, so for newer thoughts, go downwards.... |
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10-2-2004: Why does blood smell like iron? I don't know the answer, but I like the way my blood smells a lot like iron. It reminds me about the fact that I'm sometimes a machine girl. |
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12-2-2004: "Life sucks and then you fucking die, y'know?" -Ozzy Osbourne. So very true ^^ |
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13-2-2004: Why, if for once in my life I'm happy and in love (for real), why does everyone critize me and tell me I am so wrong? People; if your friend is in love and it makes her happy, do NOT tell her she's wrong and that she should have her head checked! Have some consideration; some people actually have feelings and they get hurt! |
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17-2-2004: I saw Pirates of the Caribbean last Friday. I guess it was alright, Orlando Bloom was a little stiff, but Johnny Depp definitely rocked; he saved the whole movie! And Geoffrey Rush was very good, also (although captain Jack Sparrow was DEFINITELY cooler than Barbossa ^^) All in all, I liked the movie, but I think I ought to thank Mr Depp for that. ^^ |
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26-2-2004: I got my English exam back today.... Blah. I did get a ten, but I didn't get full points, and somehow that was very annoying (actually, it still is)... I know I take English way too seriously, but it's all I have. That's why it hurt so much. I checked the exam like 50 times and didn't notice the simple mistakes! I feel like I've let everyone down, myself, my teacher... Why didn't I notice the mistakes?! Idiot, that's what I am... I read so much for that exam, I've never read so much for an exam, never EVER. I don't usually cry because I screwed up in an exam or another, but this was the second exam that's made me cry... Take a wild guess; was the first annoying exam an English exam too? ... Yup yup. And my teacher even said; "You look unhappy/disappointed..." Well, damnit, I AM sad and disappointed! And no, I don't want a life. I just want to be good in English. I know I could do better. I'm a star :P
By the way, don't you just hate it when teachers promise they'll return exams and stuff like that on this and this day, and then they don't! We students have deadlines and we stick to them (most of the time, anyway). Why don't teachers have to hold onto their promises, too? It's so annoying when you think you'll get your exam back (finally), and then the teacher tells you he has been too busy, he hasn't corrected it, and that you'll get your exam back the next week. MAYBE. |
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29-2-2004: My current mood? Pissed off. About what? Many things. Mainly because my English teacher (whose opinion matters to me) said on Thursday (yep, 26.2.) that I shouldn't be ridiculous. "Noora, don't be ridiculous." OK, so maybe I am ridiculous, but why did he have to say it in front of everyone? Isn't it enough that everyone else thinks I'm a screw-up and a failure, why does he also have to say that? Life is cruel; why does my favourite subject's teacher (who just happens to be my favourite teacher, also) have to be cruel too?
Oh. There are times when I wish I'd never been born. |
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2-3-2004: Why are adults so weird and hard-to-get? Like today, my teacher told me he didn't mean that I would be ridiculous (remember "Noora, don't be ridiculous"?). He had only meant that it's ridiculous to say that my exam was full of mistakes... Then why did he say I'm ridiculous, instead of "Noora, what you said is ridiculous"? Urgh. He's dri-ving me mad. (I really need to get my mind off English soon... My head'll explode if I don't.)
I've been writing this story about a girl who went insane because she was a perfec-tionist and couldn't take the pressure anymore... Lately, I've noticed the same thing starting to happen to me. Nines don't feel like nines anymore, tens aren't cool enough... God, what's happening to me?! I used to be so satisfied if I got a nine! And tens were so great I can't even describe it! And now.... What am I waiting for? Fifteens? But ten's the highest.... Oh, I'm getting a headache. Life is a rollercoaster and I'm an insane perfectionist. Yeah. |
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2-4-2004: It's been a while... ^^ I'm not going to post random thoughts here anymore because I have a LiveJournal now. I'll post the "random thoughts" there. So if anyone out there is crazy enough to be interested about my odd little thoughts, surf to my LJ. |
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