Well, let's see. Today I got the new flute mascot from Tuna. Peanut Jr. Then in Band we got a free day because of the concert on Friday so most people decided to play 13, but this 13 had a catch. Whoever lost had to do a dare. Robert had to hug Maggie, but she wouldn't let him touch her and then fake slapped him. Then Danielle lost the first time and had to go and tell the band directors "I love you guys." Then the second time she had to unplug the christmas tree and take it into the library. It was so funny, Mr. Toney and Mrs. LaDoux didn't even realize it was gone. Then Victor lost and he had to go and put the christmas tree back, but he was having a little trouble so he unscrewed the top of tree off. Finally he got it back all perfect just before Mrs. LaDoux came out the door. Then at lunch Tina tried to tell Jerry, but I think he just has a hunch. After school I hung out with my 3 of my favorite guys, and thats about it. Oh yea, I got the solo in the winterguard. YAY!!! lol
Nothing really interesting happened today, well except for the whole Jelly sorta being upset about the friendliness between me and Bobby, but we are done with that issue. I definitly think Jerry knows now that I like him he just isn't admitting it. I know he likes me, j/k lol. I actually don't think he does. No one ever does. N*E*Wayz, for Winterguard Secret Santa I got Maria and I have no idea what to get her. I think that Jerry is hot, and even though everyone else doesn't, I do.
Today wasn't any more exciting. Tina almost told Jerry today in Band, and totally embarrassed me, but its ok. I don't know what is wrong with me. I really want him to know, but I want to tell him not anyone else, but I am so scared to talk to him. Mostly because of the last two crushes I had that totally went down the drain. What I really want is someone to like happen to just strike up a conversation with him and in the middle of the conversation, say to him "I know who likes you. Jessica, but don't let her know you know, she wants to tell you herself. She hates it when her friends tell on her." That would let him know and maybe I can figure out if he likes me or not. Well enough about him, thats about it that happened today.
Supposedly, he does like me. I don't know if I should believe Brittany or not, but I so want it to be true. Brittany knows is she was lying to me I would be in a more pitiful state than I am right now. He was looking at me in band class and I can't wait till tomorrow. I have lunch with him. Well, not exactly with him, but he is in my lunch. Ches seems to be getting pretty friendly. I don't know what to do with him, but I will figure it out.
Sorry I haven't written in awhile. Not alot has been going on. I dropped out of Winterguard yesterday because I couldn't get $200 by Friday. Brittany talked to Jerry yesterday and tried to ask him if he liked me and somehow he took it as an invitiation to go out with me. He said he will think about it and tell my in 2nd period today. I wonder if she actually talk to him. Valerie and Bobby broke up. What a bummer! That's about it. Nothing else exciting happened, except X-MAS WILL BE COMING SOON!!!
It's been awhile since I wrote in here. Me and Jerry are still going out and going to stay that way for a long time. Sorry guys, LOL! I love his family, especially his little sister Monica. She's my favoritest person in the whole wide world. Like she hasn't heard that enough. Well, I'll try to write in here soon.
