11 . 09 . 05
I'm having some serious issues these days. Just too many weird conflicting images in my head. I just need to escape. My head is spinning. I have to get out of this house and stop driving myself crazy with all of this internal drama.
I took a web design class, got a 4.0, and now I'm deciding what to do next. I just kind of lost interest in Web Design as a career during that class. I'm not sure what it was about it, it just really lacked the kind of passion I was looking for I guess.
Write for a Major Magazine or Website-
Web journalism would be, in my opinion, the perfect job for me. I love working with the web and web pages, and journalism is something I have been doing for a long time. I was one of the editors for my high school yearbook for 2 years, and worked on the school newspaper occasionally. If I could get a job writing for a website for a music company, or even a music group, that would rock.
Live Comfortably-
Don't get me wrong, I am happy with my life and with who I am. I just want the ultimate happiness. Ya know, great career, great husband, great famly, etc., white picket fence, etc. I don't want to have to struggle in my life. I don't want my family to have to struggle. My whole life has been nothing but a consistant battle of getting over one struggle and starting in on the next. I want to live comfortably. No, not rich, but comfortable enough that I don't *have* to live paycheck to paycheck and worry about bills getting paid and having enough money to put food on my table and a roof over my head. I've seen my parents struggle with all of those issues my whole life, and I don't want to keep it going into my life when I'm out on my own.
